I think I have some kind of insomnia. I can't sleep; I stare up at my white ceiling and watch a spider that decided it wanted to spend the night in my room. I sigh heavily. What was it that I wanted? I couldn't leave home purely for the fact that I had mom, dad, Adam, Kayleigh and a load of other people I have known my whole life. This was something that can't be explained: suddenly a girl goes missing; no one knows where she has gone.
I feel the cool night breeze coming in through the open window and hear a faint song coming from Elladan's lips. I feel myself slowly nodding off at the sound of his sweet voice.
A Dream.
"Rebecca!" Mom shouts from down the stairs. I may be on the third floor of our Victorian house but I'm not deaf. I open my eyes lazily and walk downstairs in my pyjamas from my attic room, still feeling sleepy.
"Hello, cherub"
mom says coming over to kiss my temple before pulling me into a hug.
"Now are you sure that you don't want to come along?"
she questions, holding my head tightly to her heavy chest. I try to pull back a little.
"Mom…I…can't…"
She lets go of me.
"Oh, I'm sorry sweetheart, but it's just that I don't want to leave you here by yourself. I've never left you on your own before"
Mom is a gentle soul and has never done any harm to no one, today she and dad are going down to Cornwall and spend sometime with Adam and visit him at H.M.S. Raleigh. It is the first time that I was to be left at home by myself because I could be trusted, but really I had planned a party.
"I will be fine mom; you go and enjoy yourself. You don't get to see Adam as much as you do me"
"Yeah I know, but he will want to see you too"
"Mom, I talk to him on the phone every night and that's enough for us. If we talk more we will be at each others throats and besides it's only for a week"
She nodded her head and hugged me tight again, I allowed it; I know how sensitive she can be.
"Ok, I love you so much, I am so proud of you"
She started to cry. I rolled my eyes.
"Mom, you're saying it as though I'm going away forever. we all have to grow up"
"I know"
"Well then I'm going to say goodbye to dad"
I kiss her on the cheek and walk over to the open door. I casually lean in the doorway, watching my old man.
"Hi Littlen"
Dad says with endearment
"What time do you call this?"
I look at the hall clock; it had just struck noon.
"Midday"
I sarcastically say with a cheeky smile. He chuckles, putting the two suit-cases in the car.
"Are you going to come and give your dad a love?"
he says holding his arms open full length.
"Dad I have got my PJ's on, you come here"
Dad walks over to me mumbling something about women and then engulfs me in a warm embrace. He then had to go and ruin the moment by squeezing me tight.
My dad is so affectionate!
I thought sarcastically
"oh, dad!" I whine pushing him playfully "Love you!"
"Yeah, love you too"
I kiss him on the cheek; he then loads the last suitcase and waits for mom in the car. I pull a funny face at him and he does one back, while mom comes standing next to me with something behind her back.
"Are you sure that you don't want to come?" she questions once again.
"Yes mom"
"Well then I suppose you won't need these then?"
Mom hands me a bag. I open it up and inside there are clothes. I look up at mom and raise an eyebrow.
"You packed me a bag of clothes?"
Mom smiles sweetly.
"Well it was just I case you changed your mind, I've never left you on your own before. Well any way; the spare key is in the safe, along with some extra money, there's enough food in the fridge for you, and Mr Lovegrove will pick you up Monday morning to take you to school"
She embraces me into a tight hug
"Make the most of your last few days left at school, I love you my little girl"
She kisses me all over the face, until she finally lets go.
I wait on the porch; seeing dad pull out of the drive while mom waves frantically. I wave back until they reach the end of the road and I then go into a quiet house. It is an unusual feeling. I have never been alone in my life before, without my mom at least.
The house is mostly empty, I stand in the hall helplessly thinking what to do next.
I take the flight of stairs up to my attic bedroom and throw my bag into the corner of my room, for it to gather dust for a month. I walk in to my bathroom just across from my bedroom, I turn the knob of the shower to get it to the right temperature and let the water do it's magic to wake me up. Afterwards I wrap a towel around me and head into my bedroom. I decide that I will wear my yellow vest top and black combat trousers, I find my black lacy knickers and don't bother to wear a bra because I'm not expecting to go anywhere.
I let my towel slip to a puddle at my feet thinking that my curtains are still closed, I then get a feeling that someone is watching me. I turn around to see not only my curtains pulled but Elladan watching me, his face an amused one, I can see him looking at me in a lustful way. I blush deeply and can see Elladan chuckling.
I am about to reach down for my towel when I think of a better idea, something that not only surprised him but myself too. I walk over to the window and look directly at him. He swallows hard. I wink saucily and lick my lips. His expression turns dark and he looks at me piercing with his eyes. I open my mind up to him.
"What's the matter Elladan?"
I question innocently.
"You play with fire"
he says huskily, now I had done something that would cause him some discomfort.
"Well it serves you right for looking then doesn't it"
I snap and close the curtains.
"At least I have that sweet image with me"
he says before closing his mind up to me.
I walk downstairs feeling a bit confused. I didn't know what came over me to do that, yet I felt extremely flattered by Elladan. I will never understand that elf. I pick up the phone because I need to speak with Kay.
"Hello"
"Hi Tim, it's Becky"
it was Kay's step dad.
"oh, hello Beck's, do you want Kayleigh?"
he questions.
"Don't I ever!"
I say enthusiastically, I hear him chuckle.
"Hang on a sec I will just get her for you"
this was the point where I hold the phone at arms length
"KAYLEIGH!" he shouts, I hear a "What?" in the back ground "It's Becks for you" I hear Tim say.
"Hello, what do you want?"
Oh, Kayleigh is such a nice friend.
"Just to phone to say I'm having a party next Friday" I say.
"Why? Has your mom given you permission?" she asks.
"No, she's gone down to see Adam for a week"
"When did she decide that?"
"Don't you remember I told you last week"
I sigh.
"Well if you did I wasn't listening.
"O thanks a bunch Kay, well any way she decided that she had to see him because he missed his mommy to much."
"Oh, back to the party we're going to need; booze…"
the door bell rings.
"Hang on a mo Kay someone's at the door"
I walk to the frontdoor to see Mr Lovegrove in his battle green jersey.
"Hello Mr Lovegrove, been pruning your rose bushes?"
"Yes, I have. But that's beside the point…"
did he see me standing naked in the window?
"Mrs Love grove and I were wondering if you wanted to come and have Sunday lunch with us?"
I was holding my breathe, but sigh. Then there was the other matter Sunday lunch? I did love the Lovegroves bless their hearts, but last time I went around it tasted like putty in your mouth.
"Can you excuse me a moment Mr Lovegrove? I'm on the phone with my friend I will get her to ring me back"
I close the door slightly on him so that he couldn't hear what I was saying to Kay.
"Hello, Kay"
"Oh, you're back now are you, where was I…" I interrupt her.
"Kay that doesn't matter now, is Aaron at home today?"
"No, why? He's gone to his dads"
"Oh, thank god for that, can I come and have Sunday lunch with you?"
"You're a cheeky cow aren't you? Hang on I will just go and ask mom" I hold the phone at arms length "MOM!" I heard noises in the back ground "Yeah mom says it's fine, any way why do you want to have Lunch with us?"
"I will tell you later, bye" I put the phone down before she can protest.
"Mr Lovegrove, I would love to" I saw his wrinkled face light up. How could I say no to him? "I would love to other than my friend just asked me to" I saw his disappointment etched in his face.
"It's okay dear it was only a thought, maybe some other time?"
"I would like that lots" I watch him till he reaches the end of the drive before shutting the door.
The scene changes and it's a Wednesday night
I'm sitting in the living room watching T.V when my door bell goes, I look at the clock and it's 8:30. I walk into the hall and I turn the light on before looking out of the window to see police men.
"Hello officers, what can I do for you?"
"Hello Miss Kuipers , I'm constable Walker and this is PC Sydenham may we come in please?" said the constable kindly. I open the door open for then to enter, I take them in to the living room.
"Please sit down" I offer. They sit on the sofa across from me, I sit with my legs underneath me.
"Miss Kuipers, there was an accident"
he looked at me with concern. I was beginning to get a horrid gut feeling "Your parents were in it and they have died…"
END.
I woke up with a start and sat up in straight in bed. I had a cold sweat. I had been crying in my sleep. I felt stuffed up and my hands were cold and clammy. I looked around my room and saw a shadow move in the corner of my room, I lay back suddenly and pulled my blanket up over my head. I heard a chuckle and felt my bed shift under someone's weight. I felt my blanket being pulled back though I hang on to it for dear life.
"Let it go little one it's only me"
"Elladan?" I felt safe again and looked up at him "How? Why?"
"I have felt new energies gifted to me by the Valar, privileges that I can now talk to you without opening of the mind, though it is still there now I can feel your touch" he said while bringing his hand down using his thumb to brush it over my lips. I flinched away from his touch a little. He looked hurt.
"I'm sorry Elladan" I started sitting up "I've never had a man or Elf touch me before"
I've never been intimate, but how can I ever be intimate with someone when I have never been kissed? He's an Elf I bet he's had tons of experience.
"Let me be your first then" Elladan came out with suddenly, I almost choked.
"What?" I croaked.
"Let me be the first to kiss you" Elladan said placing his arm over my shoulders pulling me to him, I tried to shrug him off but he only pulled me closer.
"No, it's ok Elladan" I said trying to pull away from him.
"Really?" he breathed softly, his gaze turned dark and fixed on my lips.
As he spoke, his hand curved up to the nape of my neck pulling me downward slowly, inch by slow inch. I looked up into his eyes we locked and I was giving into his seduction. My mind was screaming contraception and no, but my heart was saying, yes I loved him and I wanted him. He was making me feel the warmth again when he bent his head down so that his breath was mingling with mine.
I looked up into knowing grey eyes as he looked into my frightened, beguiling green ones. He imprisoned them as he brought his lips down to mine.
I closed my eyes as Elladan brushed his sweet soft lips down on mine. I opened up my eyes again and looked up at him, and his soft, sweet and inviting lips, I knew he was testing me. I moaned in disappointment. He chuckled. I felt a jolt go through my entire nervous system as Elladan once again brought his lips down and started to move on mine, his tongue played on my bottom lip, I moaned as his tongue entered my mouth thoroughly and possessively explored each tender curve and trembling contour.
Elladan lied on his side next to me on the bed, I turned to face him allowing him better access and he pulled me to him and kissed me more deeply. I felt myself shaking as his hands started to explore my body, ever so gently I felt him brush the side of my breast.
I became aware of the fact that I only wore a vest top and pants. I could feel his arousal against my hip and I pulled myself up more firmly against him. He moaned, rolling me onto my back, his lips increasing on mine.
He leaned over me. His hand shifted soothingly over my side where it rested on my hip. I was well aware of the heat of passion running through me, the heat between my legs burned as he placed his hand on the bare skin of my abdomen. It rose higher as he callused his hand against my bare breast. I could feel my nipple swell against his hand. I could see the desire in Elladan's eyes as I seized the kiss. I gasped when he took my breast in his hand and started to play with my nipple. He then caught it in his fingers rolling it between them. The dream was left forgotten.
I moaned in protest once he stopped. I looked up at him.
"Why did you stop?" I gasped.
"I wanted to make sure that you were ready for me" he said hoarsely.
"Ready for you?"
"Once I take you back to Imladris, I plan to make you my wife Cormamin"
I looked up at him in the dark, he had this all planned too much so for my liking
"Go to sleep little one for Tomorrow is another day"
I fell asleep in his arms.
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