Special thanx to all of those who reviewed, i really loved the feed back it makes me feel really nice inside :) I have had writers block i am so, so sorry that i have not updated in a while. And thanks a lot for keeping with me. i'm going to finishing writing What is Fugly? it's a HP fic with an Oliver wood Romance in so please feel free to read that and if you like the story so far please also feel free to R&R (please i am begging you!) This is the last chapter of this story though i may still do a Epilogue, because i can't just leave this chapter the way it is so enjoy. P.S there may be a sequal i don't know yet let me know what you think. Thanx a bunches with all of my love Beth xx
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Where am I?
I feel as though I have just woken up from a long sleep. I look down at myself. I'm wearing a long plain red gown, with a v-neck that's scooped low, with fitted bodice, long bell sleeves and a golden girdle. I hear a faint humming noise coming from behind me, I turn and see a Elven couple with a human girl-woman standing between them.
"w-who are you?" I questioned, the Elf stepped forward.
"I am Lord Manwe and this is my Lady Varda"
said Lord Manwe before me, I gasped and curtsied low before them.
Manwe stepped in front of me. He bent down and lifted my chin so I could look up at him.
"Please child, you need not do curtsy before me, we are all equal in this realm" Manwe said.
"Where am I?" I questioned
Varda stepped forward with the girl-woman, a hand placed upon her shoulder. The girl looked as though she was in a reverie. Her face was motionless.
"You are in a realm that is divided Tiriel" Varda said.
Her voice was soft and sweet.
"Divided? How?"
"Tiriel, you are stuck between two worlds. Here you are in physical form."
Said Manwe, I looked down at myself.
"No, Tiriel. This girl-woman is your physical form, she is what became of you. You are only here as your soul."
Varda said indicating to the girl.
How can this mortal be my physical form?
"Tiriel, your lover Elladan-"
Manwe started.
"Elladan!"
I spat, the last time I saw him was when he called me a whore! I should never forgive him, not even if he got down on his knees and -
"Tiriel!"
Manwe shouted.
"Elladan has served his punishment for what he has done to you. I know that you were hurt, but time changes. People change, Tiriel and you don't know how much Elladan has endured just to get you to this point"
"Endured? This point? You speak in riddles my Lord. I know not of what you speak"
I said tartly.
"You shall not use that tone with me! You were killed near the northern boarder of Imladris!"
Manwe snapped.
"Killed? I knew I was taken, but not killed. It seemed like an endless sleep"
I whispered.
"He vowed that he would find you either in our world or hers. He found your soul living within this girl-woman. He was preparing to bind with her, he does not love this girl as much as he thinks. It is only you whom he will ever love, no other one. He will do any thing to get you back. Can't you see that!"
Varda said.
I stood blankly, I loved Elladan, yes. But he never told me, what was I to think? To feel? When he called me nothing but a whore, was that all I was to him? Just a common, lose, whore that he could bed and expect me to just fall at his feet with the mere click of his fingers. And yet here was the Lady of the stars, the she-elf who can see all of Middle Earth, the Lady who could hear all prayers, telling me that the one whom I love really loves me. And still he never told me himself.
"What will happen now?"
I questioned.
"That is up to you, we will give you the choice to either go back to that day when Ranion asked you to the feast and set things straight, or we can let Rebecca here enter middle Earth and take what could be your place as Elladan's wife and you can go to the halls of your fore Mothers and rest in peace."
Varda said.
"What would happen to Rebecca if I decide to go back to that day?"
"Rebecca will go back to the day two years ago when she first met Elladan, she will not remember anything. But if you do choose that path then as soon as you become Elladan's wife you will forget this ever happened."
Manwe stated.
I looked from Manwe, to Rebecca, to Varda. This girl was probably some love sick adolescent who didn't have any knowledge of any world.
If I'm fated to be here now in the Lord and Ladies presence then obviously I'm destined to go back home.
But it still didn't stop the hurt that I felt, but the thought of being wife to Elladan put a smile on my face. The children that we could have-
"Would Elladan remember anything about Rebecca?"
"No he would not, only you would know the truth up until you and he become one with each other."
Manwe said.
"I have made my decision, I wish to go back to that day"
Varda nodded her head and raised her arm into the air. Bringing it down slowly, I could feel a breeze flowing through my hair. I closed my eyes.
I woke up lying in my bed.
Ah it feels good to be home.
I stretched out on my bed like a cat.
I love this bed it's great to get a good sprawl on.
I sat up and looked around my room. The bed was placed under the window, I love to feel the fresh morning breeze on my face and hear the first bird song. My vanity was placed on the far wall, my nightstand stood beside the bed with a pitcher of water on it, along with a small painting of Elladan and me. My chest of draws stood at the bottom of my bed.
I stood up gracefully from my bed and went over to the sink in the corner. After washing myself with the Elanor soap that Elladan got me from Lothorien, I walked over to my chest of draws and instead of pulling out a gown, I pulled out a shift that was a flimsy fabric, but soft to touch. I pulled it over my head and looked myself in the full length mirror. The shift was more of a soft blue veil over my body, it was more seductive and alluring than just my own bare flesh. I let down my hair so it fell in soft tendrils around my shoulders.
The shift was tied with soft ribbons at the waist on each side, it was sleeveless, from the waist down it had nothing to hold it together, there were slits going up both sides showing my long, slender limbs. I walked over to my door where I pulled on my winter cloak. It covered my whole body, so I didn't have to worry about people seeing me. I put on my boots and headed over to the archery field.
There I saw Elladan practising. We were the only ones there. I walked over to him hoping that he didn't acknowledge my presence, but he did and turned around with a smile on his face.
"To what do I owe the pleasure of seeing my lady so early this morning?"
Elladan questioned.
I went over to him. He put down his bow and his arms snaked around my waist. He pulled me to him and kissed me sweetly and gently on the mouth. I felt his tongue play with my bottom lip, I opened my mouth to allow him better access. I pulled myself up to him so our bodies held no space between them.
Elladan held me tighter while he deepened the kiss. I felt his hands find their way in through the cloak.
Good this is where I wanted him to go.
I heard him gasp in surprise at his finding, he pulled back and looked at me. I felt his hands open up the cloak to get a better view. I blushed under his gaze I felt the virgin again. Though Elladan has seen me naked many times, when I looked into his eyes there was something there that I hadn't seen in a long time. It was new, it was fresh. It was the looks that he used to give me when we were just in the early stages of courting.
He pulled me even closer to him so I could feel his arousal against my hips.
"Sweet Varda"
Elladan gasped. He looked around and taking my hand he pulled me along with him. I knew where we were going… to his bed chambers.
As soon as we got into the room he locked the door so no one could get in, he then swung around to face me. He grabbed me and pinned me up against the wall.
I looked at him and saw lust and love.
"Tiriel, I love you!" he said hoarsely "and…"
It was coming. He was going to ask me.
"And… I love you… I want you to be my wife, will you bound with me?"
"Yes"
I whispered. He smiled. I smiled back.
He took my hand and led me over to the bed. I have never felt so nervous. I felt like it was my first time again. This was going to be special, it was our union, mine and his and no one can ruin it for us, not even Ranion. Elladan pulled me into his arms and I felt him take the cloak off. It slid to the floor in a puddle around my feet. Elladan looked amused at my boots, he pushed me back so I sat on the bed. He bent down and started to take them off. He then stared up at me. I looked down at him with trust, I felt myself flush with desire as he let his hands run up my smooth legs exposing creamy skin.
I looked into Elladan's eyes once more before I started to work at the buttons of his tunic. I opened them up until his muscled chest was exposed, I then pulled it off from him. He had already taken off his boots and was now standing in his breeches. He pushed me back gently against the bed. He came and lay on his side beside me. I looked at him and he began to gently kiss his way up the column of my neck nipping and biting softly , I moaned in pleasure. He then rolled on top of me pinning me to the bed, I began to undo his breeches and let him fall free I grasped him gently.
He gasped in a ragged breath; he then bucked into my hand. His face was pressed into my shoulder, I saw the pained expression of ecstasy on his beautiful face. He began to rock into my hand. I pulled back and looked at him.
"Not yet my love"
I said
"You are s-such-"
I placed a finger on his lips to quiet him. He took it into his mouth, I pulled it back he then lay on top of me. He began to untie the ribbons of my shirt, he pulled it away from me roughly while nudging my legs apart. He positioned himself between them, kissing me on the lips before making his way down to my breast and taking the nipple into his mouth. His left hand came up to give the other the same attention. I then felt him enter me swiftly. I clawed the sheets in pleasure and arched my back so my breast touched his bare chest. Skin on skin was heaven. He rocked fast into me and soon pleasure went through my every nerve, before I could come I gasped.
"I bind myself to you Elladan of Imladris"
"I bind myself to you too Tiriel of Imladris"
He said hoarsely.
With that I felt him shudder and clasp on top of me.
I looked at him. He pulled me to him and pulled the cover over us, we both fell asleep in each other arms.
I woke up to find myself in the arms of Elladan. I looked at his sleeping form, he looked as though he didn't have a care in the world. I was now his wife and he was my husband.
Nothing can come between us.
With this thought I then feel back asleep. This was to be the beginning of something great.
