Disclaimer: It's JKR's.. not mine. But one can dream.
A/N: Thanks for the reviews!! Keep up the R/R, it is beyond appreciated!
Also beware, this chapter is very slash-y. Flame if you want, I will just laugh. But you were warned, so you will be the one looking like a tard.
Chapter Five
Harry decided to keep his dreams a secret from Draco, because he would either think he was crazy and ignore it, or think he was crazy and be scared. Plus, telling Draco would mean he would have to mention getting married, and that would surely scare Draco. They were only 17, after all.
Harry and Draco could not take their eyes off each other all through breakfast. By this time everyone knew they were a couple though they were still officially in the closet. They guessed the butt pinches every time Draco walked by had a little something to do with people knowing. But really, they didn't care.. all they cared about were each other. Everyone had been so wrong about Draco.
Day by day, Harry noticed Ron looking more and more tired and seeming more and more withdrawn. Secretly he was concerned, wondered what was up but didn't show it. Harry was happy, he hoped Ron would be soon too. But that didn't change the fact that he would always remember how hateful they were towards Draco.
Harry and Draco were walking out from a long and tiring double potions class, when Draco said "Harry, will you meet me tonight at 11:00 at the Owlery?" Harry nodded, of course he would. He would meet Draco anywhere. They kissed goodbye and parted to their next, separate classes.
When Harry returned to his dormitory that afternoon after classes to get his homework and memory charms out of the way he found a note pinned to his pillow. He opened it and read,
Dear Harry,
I really don't know how to say this, so I guess I'll just come right out with it. I love you. Wow, can you believe it? I just wish I had the courage to tell you myself, or to even sign my name but I don't. You wouldn't want me, I have always loved you but I just know the feelings are not mutual. I'm sorry. I'm going crazy with these feelings. I wish you were not with Draco, I wish he were out of the picture. I want you Harry, I need you.
Love,
Your secret admirer
Harry blushed furiously. Was this some kind of joke? Maybe Draco was trying to be funny... but then how could he have gotten the note to Harry's room? He didn't know the Gryffindor password and surely he had no friends here who would be willing to plant the note for him. It had to be someone else. Maybe... just maybe it was real. But who liked him? Lavender... Patty... Ginny, yes.. Ginny. She had always liked him. Or could it be Hermione? No. It was Ginny. He was sure.
Harry sighed, folded the note and placed it in his bedside drawer. He went sat down on the bed to get all his work out of the way before he went to meet Draco.
After dinner Harry hurried up to the dormitories, he showered because he wanted to look and smell his best for Draco that night. He didn't waste time talking with his house mates like every other night but went up and crawled into bed, fully dressed and hoped everyone would be asleep quickly. Finally around 10:40, latter than he had intended to leave he was on his way to Owlery. When he arrived Draco was there, waiting for him... he had a bottle of Vodka and a blanket spread out overlooking the grounds. It was beautiful there.
"You're late." Draco whispered, pretending to be upset.
"I almost got caught by Snape, and everyone took too long to get to sleep." Harry explained, but before he could go on Draco grabbed his head and roughly kissed him. He sighed deeply; he never wanted this moment to end.
Draco motioned to the blanket and poured them some drinks. Harry knew what was going to happen, he had been waiting for this and this was perfect. Draco wrapped them a second blanket that had been sitting, neatly folded beside them and they began to kiss. As the minutes went on, their kissing got more and more frantic. There was no need for talk, they both knew what they wanted. Harry felt Draco hard against his leg as their hips pressed together. Harry helped Draco out of his jacket and kissed his neck, biting here and there while Draco let out a moan.
'This is finally it.' Harry thought. They moved together, kissing, undressed.
Draco purred into Harry's ear, "are you ok with this?" Harry nodded and smiled. "Are you sure that you're ready?" Harry nodded and again and gulped. Draco smoothed his hair and kissed him deeply as he moved into him.Harry whimpered as they came together. He was no longer a virgin. He sighed deeply, he was glad he had shared this with Draco and no one else.
"I love you," Draco whispered and Harry knew he meant it.
"I love you, too." It was a night for a lot of firsts.
They layed together for a long time before packing up and heading to bed, hoping no one had noticed that they were gone. Harry could not stop smiling.
I know I said memories come back in this chapter, but you know how I do... short chapter so it shall be the next one braces self to be beaten with old smelly fish.
