Wrong
I know this is wrong. What I'm feeling. My feelings are wrong and my feelings are toward the wrong person. Heh, typical shoujo plot, don't you think so? Girl and boy some-what know each other, girl and boy become friends, girl falls in love with boy, boy is oblivious to feelings.
He...I don't know how to describe him. His name just rolls off your tongue, like the rolling sand dunes of his homeland. His platinum blond hair so wild it looks attractive, like the sun that bleached it. And, god, his lavender eyes. I could get lost in them forever if I had the chance to. His flawless dark skin, tanned by the Egyptian sun for countless years. Everything about him is just...perfect...
I remember the day we met clearly. He was a lone figure, wandering throughout the streets of Domino. Jounouchi and I happen to stumble upon him while we were trying to find Yugi. I treasure and loath that single moment.
The name he gave us was strange. Namu, nameless. From the moment I heard it, I knew that no name like that should fit such a gorgeous teen. I was surprised I didn't melt like a puddle right in front of him.
But little did I know is that he never meant to be our friends. He wanted to use us, to kill Yugi and his other self. He took control of me and Jounouchi, turning Yugi's best friends on him.
When I found out it was him...I was crushed. I don't know why. I hardly knew him, he wasn't familiar, he wasn't a good friend like Yugi. But the weight against my heart grew as Battle Ship turned to Alcatraz Island.
When I heard about his past, I couldn't believe it. I desperately wanted to turn back time, turn it back so that he could maintain his innocence. Turn it back so he wouldn't have to go through this pain, hate, and anguish.
Throughout all that, I wanted to save him. I wanted to save the lost soul that's been wandering ever since the tragic incident. Anybody else would've turned him away, shunned him because of what he did. But I didn't. I wanted to be by his side. I wanted to be there for him. And I didn't even really know why.
I could remember his presence in the back of my mind, though I didn't know it then. I could feel his gentle caress on my mind as he told Isis to save Rishid. And I didn't want him to go.
But now...he's gone. Back to Egypt. I'll probably never see him again. That's half of the reason this love is wrong. Heh. I can't help but think of the song "Right Kind of Wrong" by LeAnn Rhymes. What's the chorus...
"Loving you isn't really something I should do
Shouldn't want to spend my time with you
I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong"
Describes this wrong love, doesn't it? Malik Ishtar's my right kind of wrong.
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...How people can understand, much less like this ship I have no idea...It just makes no sense in my mind at all...(course, this comes from a rabid Peach (Yugi x Anzu) and Thief (Yami Bakura x Malik) shipper...) But I tried to keep Anzu in character. Hope you like it!
