I'm sorry, Nii-sama. I'm truly sorry. What I'm feeling may cause an uproar in you, possibly hate. Yes, I may be thinking the worse here, but that's how bad it can get.
You see...It's about Yugi. Well, not really Yugi. But it is Yugi! I don't know. It's about the Yugi that comes out in battles, the one that claims to be the "pharaoh" or whatever else they say.
You know, when I first met him, I was unconsciously impressed. I mean, I know that I hated him cause he beat you and all that, but when I was dueling him...I was still impressed. But I didn't want to feel like I betrayed you. So I just kept battling. I acted like I thought he was the weakest person in the world. Heh. Goes to show how blind I was.
Actually, Nii-sama, he reminds me of you. I know you're wondering how you can be compared to him. But well, it's kinda hard to miss.
You both have determination. You both are great duelists. You both place those you love above anything else. You'll do whatever it takes to save those that are close to you. You both are stubborn. You both can be pretty rude at points. I really can't help but compare you two.
And...Well, Nii-sama, the only thing to say is that I'm starting to grow more...drawn? Something like that. I'm feeling more drawn to Yugi. What kind of drawn? Well, it's the kind of drawn I felt for that one girl in class. Not a friendly drawn, not a brotherly drawn, I'm just...drawn to him.
I will admit it. I am becoming attracted to Yugi. But it's not so bad, see? If you had me like anybody out of the people you know, wouldn't you choose Yugi? Nii-sama, don't go and try to kill him because of this. Please.
I know it maybe morally wrong, being "gay" at this age. Or am I the kind that likes both guys and girls? What's that called, bi sexual? Well, that's what I think I am. But I'm actually not worried. I'm not worried about my friends casting me out because of it. I'm not worried about being excluded from society.
All I'm worried about is being rejected. Sure, Nii-sama, I may cry. But I'll know then if he is the one or not. If that happens, please don't kill him. If he does return it, well, don't kill him. I know you're going to blame him for taking me away from him, but don't. You'll always be my number one, Nii-sama. Just please, try to understand.
Please, Nii-sama. Know that you'll always be part of me, even if my love is returned. Please.
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My first shonen-ai O.O Didn't turn out TOO badly...But it's just...bleh...
