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Chapter 2

I put Guy's lack of appearance down to something important coming up. I knew he wouldn't have just forgotten, it wasn't like him to just forget about me. The walk home only took about 15 minutes, but in late spring evening, it was a pleasant walk. The sun was just lowering beneath the horizon and the light breeze, kept me cool. It was a typical Friday night, there were couples headed out for dates, and groups of girls and boys headed for a night out. Thinking about it, I couldn't remember the last time me and Guy had been out on a date. I realized we no longer just dated, we simply just existed. I began to miss the feeling you had when you first started dating someone, you know the butterflies in your stomach, the excitement of what your next date was going t be like. Before I knew it, I was heading through the main doors of the dormitories.

"Oh hey Josey". I greeted the blonde girl as she headed toward me. "So I bet your passing English with flying colours now aren't you". I said.

"I don't know what you mean"? She asked, a confused look crossing her face.

"With Julie tutoring you the other night, you must be acing English". I said a little less complicated.

"Julie wasn't tutoring me the other night". She told me.

"I was sure she said it was you. My mistake, sorry". I apologized.

"It's ok. Um well I've got to go. I'll see you later. Bye". She dashed out of the doors, obviously to meet her date.

That was weird. I know Julie had said she tutoring her. I know I hadn't heard her wrong, there was only really Josey that we knew that would need help with English. I dashed up the stairs, wanting to know what was going on. All this secrecy between her and Guy, was really starting to get to me. I slung the dorm room door wide open and stepped in. Though now I wished I hadn't.

Julie and Guy had their arms wrapped around each other, in what I can only describe as a lip lock. As soon as they'd heard the door bang against the wall, they'd jumped about 3 miles apart, looking as guilty as ever. I felt tears start stinging my eyes, but I managed to keep them.

"Connie I can explain". Guy stepped toward me, his lower lip almost trembling.

"Don't come anywhere near me". I almost whispered, but my tone was full of malice, as I backed out of the room.

"Connie, please, let us explain". Julie cried, as tears spilled down her cheeks.

"Oh please, spare me the water works. You knew exactly what you were doing". I snapped. "I can't believe you of all people would do this to me. You KNEW how much I loved him". I threw my bag at Guy, almost getting him in the head. "YOU DESERVE EACH OTHER". I screamed, before running away.

I ran as far as I could, not stopping even when my lungs felt as though they were on fire. Eventually my legs started to feel like jelly and my head was spinning. I sat down on a near by bench, throwing my head into my hands, where I began crying. After sitting there for a while, I wandered into a late night coffee shop, sitting in the far corner, away from view. How could they do this to me? My best friend and my boyfriend. Guy the man I thought I was going to be with forever, the man I loved with all my heart and Julie the one true friend I had, the one I could depend on to cheer me up when I was down. I must have been sat there for hours, drinking cup of coffee after cup of coffee. At about what must have been about 2am, I was finally asked to leave. It then dawned on me, that other than my dorm, I had no where to go. It wasn't as though I could go back home, to the arms of my family. I continued wandering around, I finally found myself back on the college grounds, but I couldn't bring myself to go in, knowing they'd be waiting for me to get back. It was a little chilly and I knew I had to find somewhere, at least to shelter me from the breeze that now had a slight chill. I eventually found myself in the girls locker room of the ice rink. I know defeated the object a little, but there was a plug in heater in here and I could always bundle up. I felt a little comfort, knowing that even if they were out looking for me, they wouldn't think to check in here. I wasn't ready to face them yet, and truthfully I don't think I would ever be. It was weird, you know, when you watched soap opera's or couples that lived in the same dorm as you split up because one or the other had been cheating on them, I always thought Guy was perfect in that way, he'd never cheat on me, but here I was, exactly where I always thought I'd never be. I kept picturing them in my head, laughing behind my back, thinking they'd been getting away with it. I began crying, feeling betrayed and hurt. I finally cried myself to sleep, only waking up when I heard voices outside. Almost immediately I recognized them as the ducks and realized they had a morning practice on a Saturday.

"They'll be back together before you know it". I heard one of them say.

"The way Guy was talking last night, it seems pretty serious". Someone else said.

"She's probably just mad with him. Once she's had time too cool off, they'll be back together like always". It wasn't really the words that hurt, it was the hidden meaning behind them. What they really meant to say was I was just going off on one of my Connie rants and once I had got it out of my system, everything would be back to normal. Guy obviously hadn't told them the real story.

I didn't hear anymore, as they had obviously been headed for the ice. I slowly clambered to my feet and tip toed toward the door. I pushed it gently, checking that the coast was clear before dashing for the exit. My back was aching due to the way I had slept, I needed to find somewhere to go, but I didn't want to go back to my dorm. I subconsciously knew I had to find somewhere. I headed over to the residential office, hoping and praying that they had a spare dorm free. I explained my position, though didn't say why I had to leave my present dorm. The guy I was talking to seemed a little hesitant at first, but after I had told him that I either had to move dorms, or I was going to have to sleep in a shop doorway, he finally caved and gave me a room key. The dorm was just 2 floors up from my old one, which was a good and a bad thing. The good part being that I didn't have to move my stuff too far, but the bad being that I wasn't exactly a million miles away from both Julie and Guy. I headed straight toward my new room, and found it empty. I had a double room all to myself. I knew I should go and get some of my stuff, but I just didn't have the energy. I laid down on the bed and fell to sleep. A few hours later, I woke up and slowly headed downstairs. I passed the guys dorm, hearing chatter from the other side. I could vaguely hear Guy's voice, it was like an 'all clear' sign, and I made a mad dash for my old dorm.

I was glad to find Julie wasn't there, and quickly set about packing all of my stuff. I knew I wouldn't be able to get it all tonight, but I managed to get the majority in 2 trips. Upon leaving the 3rd trip, I decided I'd leave her a note. She might be a backstabbing, cheating bitch but I knew she'd at least wonder where I was. All I put was 'I hope you're happy' and left it on my bare bed.

I stayed in my dorm room all weekend, venturing out few times, mainly to stock up on food and drink, though when I did go out, I was like a bad guy trying to run from a spy, doing everything in my power not to get caught. I knew I had to see the guys sooner or later, but I'd rather it be later. Monday morning soon came, leaving butterflies in the pit of my stomach. I skipped breakfast, so that I wouldn't have to leave the safety of my dorm as early.

I headed straight to my first class. I went in and sat as far out of view as possible. I saw Charlie, Fulton, Portman and Dwayne enter and scan the room for me. I ducked behind the tall guy sat in front of me and thankfully they didn't notice me. After class, I lingered around a little longer, making sure they had left before me. On the way to my next class, I mingled as much as possible into the crowded corridors, I ducked and dived all the way to my second class, unsure if I could make it all day without being seen by one of them. I wasn't that lucky, I entered the classroom and was immediately spotted by Adam, Charlie and Ken. I ignored them and sat as far away from them as I could. I saw Charlie start to get up and head in my direction, but stopped on entrance of the professor. Throughout the lesson, my eyes hardly ventured from the clock, and 5 minutes before the end of the class I silently packed my bag, ready to make a mad dash for it. The bell rang and I was out of there faster than the speed of light, back to my dorm, where I ate lunch in silence.

The afternoon was going to be harder as I had classes with both Julie and Guy. I managed to get into my 3rd class of the day without any confrontation, though I could see Guy looking around for me. I wasn't sure whether he'd spotted me or not, but again, I was out of the class too fast for him to even think about catching up with me. Maybe just maybe, I could get through one more class. This was the class I had been dreading all day. Julie was the only duck in it, and I knew it was going to be harder to stay hidden from her. I mingled into the far corner of the room, and quickly glanced around, she hadn't arrived yet, and thankfully all the seats around me were taken, and most others were too, the only few seats left were quite far from me. I saw her come in and ducked behind the girl sat at my side. Throughout the whole lesson, I felt as though I was sat on icicles, and again was ready for the end of the lesson. The bell rang and I dashed out the room, headed for my dorm.

"CONNIE". Julie shouted after me. "You can't avoid me forever". She persisted.

"Try me". I said calmly back. "I don't want to have anything to do with you ever again". I snarled, aware that she was gaining.

"Please, just let me explain". She pulled my arm, and spun me to face her.

"No, you know why, because I don't want any explanation, I know what I saw". I turned away from her. She grabbed my arm again, and swung me toward her, my bag dropped from my shoulder. This time she kept hold of my arm. "Get the hell off me". I saw the ducks walking up toward us in the distance and felt panic.

"Not until you hear me out". She said calmly, though there was a slight quiver in her voice.

"GET THE HELL OFF ME". I shoved her hard, though she still kept hold of me.

"Will you stop being so pig headed for just a second and think about someone other than yourself". She blurted out.

She shoved me back. That was all it needed to get my back up. Her words stung as though she'd just poured salt into an open wound. In an instant, I saw my hand fly stingingly across her face.

"What like you did". I screamed, as she flew back at me.

We ended up squirming around on the floor, smacking and punching out at each other. I was screaming something incoherent at her, as I felt myself being pulled away from her. I looked up and saw myself surrounded by the ducks and other students, and Guy holding onto Julie.

"Let me go". I yelped, pulling as hard as I could out who I think was Charlie or Adam's grip.

"Connie just calm down". I recognized the voice as Adam's. But I was more focused on Guy who was pulling Julie away in the opposite direction.

"You wanna tell us what's going on"? Charlie asked said from my side, clearing up my decision of who it was still holding me.

"I wouldn't tell you, if you were the last people on Earth". I pulled from Adam's grip, grabbed my bag and ran out of the building, tears now streaming down my cheek, stinging the cut on my cheek bone.

I don't know why, I was being so aggressive toward the ducks, if anything they were probably the ones that would help me. But, I don't know, after what I heard in the locker room, I just figured they would be on Guy's side, him being the injured party and all.

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