Love me

Part 2

Forgiven not forgotten

By

Sannikex

Three years...Three years since they had met and 1088 days since they broke up. 1088 days of praying and waiting. Without any result. Life was as it had been before him, dull, gray and loveless.

All alone staring out watching her life going by

When her days are gray and her nights are black

Different shades of mundane

She picked up Scruffy the animal from her bed and hugged him. Scruffy the animal was the only thing that had been only hers during her first years; everything else came from her six brothers. No one knew what kind of animal he was so he was just Scruffy the animal. He was her best friend and knew all of her secrets because she had never had any other real friend. Well, at least not anyone she could tell her thoughts, dreams and feelings.

"He's getting married." She whispered and picked up the newspaper on the floor. His familiar face smirked from the front page, above the headline: "Draco Malfoy marries Pansy Parkinson".

Three years ago she, Ginny Weasley, had met a gorgeous man who was everything she had wanted nice, polite, romantic. When he wanted. He was also arrogant, mean and coldhearted. For Ginny it was love at first sight. When he stepped through the door to her restaurant "Double You" she saw the prince charming of her dreams. He had pale blonde hair and dark gray eyes that seemed to see right into your soul. She had been 22 then and the restaurant was newly opened thanks to Fred and George's financial help.

He had sat down at a table with his back towards her and she remembered every detail in his appearance; how his hair glistened in the bright sunlight, how his tailored robes fit him perfectly, how his aristocratic hands held the menu...

He used to come and eat lunch at the restaurant every day after that and she would watch him from her office until one day he came in there and asked if she wanted to join him for lunch since she was not doing anything else but staring at him. Blushing and stuttering she agreed and they had actually a good time, surprising enough.

Two weeks later they were a couple and one week later they broke up after a row. Ginny didn't remember what it had been about she just knew that she had lost something that could have become beautiful. She had lost someone she loved.

The furry one-eyed toy that lies upon the bed

Has often heard her cry

And whisper out a name long forgiven, but not forgotten

He was forgiven and she had waited for him, prayed that he would come back. But he never did. Her room and bed remained empty filled with sweet memories that haunted her dreams.

You're forgiven, not forgotten

You're forgiven, not forgotten

You're forgiven, not forgotten

You're not forgotten

A bleeding heart torn apart left on an icy grave

In their room where they once lay face to face

And nothing could get in the way

But now the memories of a man are haunting her days

And the craving never fades

She's still dreaming of a man long forgiven, but not forgotten

You're forgiven, not forgotten

You're forgiven, not forgotten

You're forgiven, not forgotten

You're not forgotten

How many letters hadn't she sent him? The owls always returned with the seal unbroken and no one she asked knew where Draco Malfoy was. And now she received the first news about him for three years through a newspaper that announced his marriage. With another woman. Tears started to roll down Ginny's cheeks as she sat down and wrote her last letter to Draco Malfoy with the parchment far away from her face so the tears would not stain it. The note contended four words: Forgiven not forgotten, Draco.

"I need a walk." She told no one in particular and tied the scroll to her owl's leg.

"You know where to bring it." She said and opened the window for the bird, before putting on her cloak and hat. Then she went out in the cold autumn air daydreaming about a man with blonde hair that would come back to her.

Maybe he would or maybe he would not, but Ginny was hopeful for the first time in three years, she knew what she would have done.

Still alone staring on, wishing her life goodbye

As she goes searching for the man long forgiven, but not forgotten

You're forgiven, not forgotten

You're forgiven, not forgotten

You're forgiven, not forgotten

You're not forgotten

A/N: I am practicing at writing song fics so constructive criticism is very welcome. This is not beta-ed either so please forgive some faults. I have one more part at this trilogy but how fast it is coming up depends on you...if you review I update faster you see.

And jenny if you read this, it is for you cause I don't know if I can write a sequel to "Not sure I understand". But maybe, we'll see...

Anyway, thanks for reading and reviewing everyone!