((Hey all! Another One-Shot that isn't really a One-shot. If I were
being honest, which I'm not because I want to call them one shots! So
there! Number Five this time.
Don't own the boiz, blah blah blah... umm.. yaoi tendencies, blah blah blah... and... err.. did I get it all? Yes! Okay! Enjoy! Oh.. yeah, criticism, go for it and all. And thanks those who are reading! g Hope they keep being fun to read and if they're not, then kick me back on track. I'm still pretty darn new to this.))
The Review Process
SxyKtn 01:45 EMT 9/7 Review for Babes Taking Steps
Howard's Boi 05:32 EMT 9/7 Review Reply Column Babes Taking Steps
SxyKtn 02:47 EMT 9/8 Review for Gotta Take it All
Howard's Boi 05:41 EMT 9/8 Review Reply Column Gotta Take it All
SxyKtn 01:26 EMT 9/9 Review for Gotta Take it All
SxyKtn 03:03 EMT 9/9 EMT Review for The Heat Factor
Howard's Boi 06:38 EMT 9/10 Reply Column for The Heat Factor
SxyKtn 02:46 EMT 9/14 Review for Coming Home Again Chapter Review, chap. 23
Howard's Boi 05:34 EMT 9/14 Reply Column for Coming Home Again
SxyKtn 21:11 EMT 9/16 Review for Coming Home Again Chapter Review, chap. 65
SxyKtn 22:21 EMT 9/16 Review for Tin Heart
SxyKtn 00:48 EMT 9/17 Review for Broken Wings
SxyKtn 03:02 EMT 9/17 Review for Death on the Lake
Howard's Boi 05:12 EMT 9/17 Reply Column for Coming Home Again
Howard's Boi 05:23 EMT 9/17 Reply Column for Tin Heart
Howard's Boi 05:29 EMT 9/17 Reply Column for Broken Wings
SxyKtn 01:06 EMT 9/21 Review for Death on the Lake
SxyKtn 02:42 EMT 9/29 Review for Underhill, Overhill
SxyKtn 01:32 EMT 10/02 Review for Gold of Duo's Eyes
Howard's Boi 05:43 EMT 10/12 Reply Column for Death on the Lake
Howard's Boi 06:24 EMT 10/12 Review for Hiro's Name
SxyKtn 14:35 EMT 10/12 Reply Column for Hiro's Name
SxyKtn 01:05 EMT 10/13 Review for Nani?
SxyKtn 02:54 EMT 10/13 Review for Why I Don't Do Duo
Howard's Boi 06:32 EMT 10/15 Review for Hiro's Name
Howard's Boi 07:23 EMT 10/15 Reply Column for Underhill, Overhill
Howard's Boi 07:33 EMT 10/15 Reply Column for Nani?
Howard's Boi 07:42 EMT 10/15 Reply Column for Why I Don't Do Duo
SxyKtn 03:26 EMT 10/16 Review for Cabin Fever
SxyKtn 04:05 EMT 10/16 Reply Column for Hiro's Name
Howard's Boi 05:32 EMT 10/16 Reply Column for Cabin Fever
Howard's Boi 05:34 EMT 10/16 Reply Column for Hiro's Name
Howard's Boi 07:23 EMT 10/23 Review for Hiro's Lacking Soul Chapter Review, chap. 13
SxyKtn 01:13 EMT 10/24 Reply Column for Hiro's Lacking Soul
SxyKtn 03:07 EMT 11/12 Review for Kittin's Reply
Howard's Boi 06:17 EMT 11/12 Reply Column for Kittin's Reply
SxyKtn 03:00 EMT 11/14 Review for Kittin's Reply
Howard's Boi 08:45 EMT 11/14 Review for Hiro's Lacking Soul Chapter Review, chap. 47
SxyKtn 01:14 EMT 11/15 Reply Column for Hiro's Lacking Soul
Howard's Boi 08:32 EMT 11/15 Review for Hiro's Lacking Soul Chapter Review, chap. 62
SxyKtn 02:26 EMT 11/16 Reply Column for Hiro's Lacking Soul
Howard's Boi 07:48 EMT 11/16 Review for Hiro's Lacking Soul Chapter Review, chap. 84
-Owari-
(( This IS a GW fic, because one of the writers IS a GW boi. I'll leave it up to you to decide which one and where. It needn't be explained or if you want an explanation, I suppose that will come out in later one shots. But as with the others, this should stand alone.
MONSTER: [S] If you read this, m'dear. I hope it suits your fancy and isn't too far off the mark. I like the idea of tall, dark, and handsome having a sweet side. (call me a sucker)
Thank you all, for the reviews! I'm keeping this up as long as the bug is nipping at my heels. And any ideas on what might happen or how I can do it better, will be greatly appreciated!))
Don't own the boiz, blah blah blah... umm.. yaoi tendencies, blah blah blah... and... err.. did I get it all? Yes! Okay! Enjoy! Oh.. yeah, criticism, go for it and all. And thanks those who are reading! g Hope they keep being fun to read and if they're not, then kick me back on track. I'm still pretty darn new to this.))
The Review Process
SxyKtn 01:45 EMT 9/7 Review for Babes Taking Steps
Hey How's Boi! Damn but that's some
nice shit! I really like how you let Hiro have some issues with the
shit he had to go through when he was sitting the goof, Duo. Nothing
more annoying than that kinda acting up that the kid does. Sure makes
Hiro out to be a nice guy, even when he's acting like a priggish ass.
Howard's Boi 05:32 EMT 9/7 Review Reply Column Babes Taking Steps
Thank you, SxyKtn. I appreciate any
constructive criticism I get even if it is merely recognizing the
effort I put into making the boys seem real.
SxyKtn 02:47 EMT 9/8 Review for Gotta Take it All
Shit! Can't sleep til I finish! And I
did!!!! Baby, you are good, girl! Or boi. WHateva, Never thought to see
them living in school liek that. This AU stuff is awesome and you are
the Goddess! Err, god, whatever! Man, can't vne type naymore. Bed. Love
it! MORE readying t'morro!
Howard's Boi 05:41 EMT 9/8 Review Reply Column Gotta Take it All
SxyKtn, It took me a few minutes to
decipher your message, but I think I can safely say thank you very
much. And that it kept you up is a great compliment. I'll have to read
some of your things. I see you've just joined us in writing about the
Gundam boys. I'm sure you'll make a great addition to our community.
Welcome!
SxyKtn 01:26 EMT 9/9 Review for Gotta Take it All
Not sure how to do this. Glad you
could pull the decoder ring. Not gonna tell me if ur a boi or gurl?
S'okay. I'll still read your shit! I'm a boi though. And yeah, read my
stuff! Cut it up and make it into newspaper bedding for your pet mice!
Just tell me what you think! Off to read the next one. I have a lot to
catch up on. Do these things tell you when you get a response? Cause
yur all over mine even tho these stories are like, four months old!
SxyKtn 03:03 EMT 9/9 EMT Review for The Heat Factor
Holy shitting damn. Can I marry you?
Just finished with this one. It's so hawt! Roxors my soxors, u know?
PWP is kind of one thing I wasn't reading because it was storyless. But
you make Hiro's point real clear. I love how he loses control. Not like
the real one could ever do that. But I'll bet lots of us wish he
would!!!
Howard's Boi 06:38 EMT 9/10 Reply Column for The Heat Factor
SxyKtn: We do get an email response.
If you set it up. Go to FAQ here.
http:fictionGWboiz.uenet/FAQ/response.htm and that will tell you how to
do it. And thank you, again. I seem to be thanking you very often. I'm
afraid I'm taken with someone at the moment. But I'm really glad you
found an exception to the rule and that exception is me. [winks] I
think PWPs are fun and best with some back history on the emotional
attachment. BTW, what do you mean he wouldn't lost control of his
emotions? Maybe he just doesn't know that there are so many hungry
hearts for his taking? Or maybe he does it but it's not in public. I
know it seems I'm taken with Hiro, but I have a soft spot for Duo.
Maybe I just write them from Hiro's POV because deep down I want it to
be me who is getting my dream man. I'll have to talk to my shrink about
that. [hee hee]
SxyKtn 02:46 EMT 9/14 Review for Coming Home Again Chapter Review, chap. 23
Sorry it's been so long. Been busy as
hell around here. My roomie's got finals and he's been taking up the
computer line all the time. I've been netless for daaaaiiis [sobbing]
So anyway. I'm only half done with this one and I want to know how in
hell you ended up with this much stick to it'vness! I could never do
that. I see you tried out Duo in here. Pas Mal, m'ami(e). It's nice,
ja? I would stay up and finish it, but my roomie's gonna be up soon and
I don't dare sniff around on here while he's looking over my shoulder.
He'd end up thinking I was gay or something. BTW - I LOVE LOVE LOVE
(kiss kiss smooch) how you say that thing about Duo's emotions being a
way of living and coping. Most people just say it's a mask, y'know?
Neat view of him!
Howard's Boi 05:34 EMT 9/14 Reply Column for Coming Home Again
SxyKtn: It's okay. Nice thing about
the fictions here is that they're never going to leave. I'm so glad
you're enjoying my writings. I enjoy writing them actually. It's
amusing to try on different faces for them all. Maybe I'll have to
write a fiction about them changing places (in a way that seems
realistic, of course) so that Duo acts cold and anal and Hiro acts
liberated.
SxyKtn 21:11 EMT 9/16 Review for Coming Home Again Chapter Review, chap. 65
I can't believe I got on so early! I
have the entire night to read your stuff and groan cause I don't got no
Hiro to make me better! This one was sweet. I liked how you took at
look at Duo. Dunno if I'd see it the same, but he's sure cute and kinda
idealistic. You really think he's that good inside? I see him as more
conflicted. Cause he's got all that shit that went down when he was a
kid. So that he's going to want Hiro but maybe because he needs Hiro to
counterbalance all the dark stuff inside. Hiro's plenty dark, but it's
all outside and his insides are clearer'n snot, know what I mean? I
love this one. Just thinking out loud. So don't think I'm saying I
don't like it cause I really do! I want more. A sequel maybe? I know
it's been like three months since you finished it. And maybe you've got
other stuff going on. Shit, I'm saying "stuff "a lot. I noticed that in
my writing too. On to the next fic!
SxyKtn 22:21 EMT 9/16 Review for Tin Heart
Hey! I've never read this fairy tale.
But I'll bet it's awesome! I'm going to have to go out and read it.
It's Tin Soldier, right? Sad, sad fic! I'm bawling still! Hope the next
one is happier!
SxyKtn 00:48 EMT 9/17 Review for Broken Wings
Fuck you, Howie! I was crying before!
What's up with the sad fics? Damn but this one is the best ever! Not
sure I'm into deathfics. And I can't believe you killed off Quat! You
gotta kill off Duo or something. Not the golden boi! He's too good to
die. Everyone knows that. Besides that? You think Relena would be that
annoying to know? She always seems kinda nice on t.v.
SxyKtn 03:02 EMT 9/17 Review for Death on the Lake
I hate you. I hate you
forevernevernevernevernever! I'll never read your death fics again and
I take it back. Kill Quatre! Just don't kill Hiro! You're mean and I
hate you! Did I tell you I hate you? Cause I do! How dare you do that?
I'm scarred, emotionally, for life! I'll never walk again. I'm gonna
crawl to class and crawl to work and crawl to dinner and my roomie is
gonna think I'm nuts. Because I am! I have to be to read this shit!
You're awful! Terrible! I hate you! Hate hate hate hate!
BTW: More please? As much as I
couldn't read to the end, I couldn't stop either! Just no more Hiro.
Seriously now. If there's more Hiro death fics, let me know. I can't
take those.
Howard's Boi 05:12 EMT 9/17 Reply Column for Coming Home Again
SxyKtn: You have a point. But as I've
said before, I have a soft spot for Duo and I think as a lover of Duo,
I would have to bypass those dark sides and see him as all light and
life and loveliness. If Duo does have a dark side (and I'm quite
certain he must IRL - he'd not be human otherwise. Though I must admit
that sometimes he seems more angelic when I see him on television, than
human) then I'm not sure I would even recognize it. It would merely be
more of the shadow from his lightness. A counterpoint, so to speak. But
then, that's from a true fan of Duo Maxwell. That's why I have the
name, "Howard's Boi."
Howard's Boi 05:23 EMT 9/17 Reply Column for Tin Heart
SxyKtn - Yes, that's the name of the
fiction. It's easily found in a story collection of Grimm's Fairy Tales
or online. There is an online text to be found here, http:www.fairytales.Grimm.uecom/tales.htm.
Howard's Boi 05:29 EMT 9/17 Reply Column for Broken Wings
SxyKtn - Forgive me for what I've done
to the sweetest blonde pilot on earth. I'll bet he's still alive and
well IRL though. I'm glad you enjoyed it, despite my faux pas. I hope
you don't feel too upset with having read the other (as my email has
told me you have). I'm afraid it is much more sad than this one. I'll
go read your reply and see if you have forgiven me.
SxyKtn 01:06 EMT 9/21 Review for Death on the Lake
I'm sorry! It's been so many days and
you haven't responded. I'm scared to respond to any more. I was only
joking about the I hate you part! Please forgive me! I really love you!
you know I do!
SxyKtn 02:42 EMT 9/29 Review for Underhill, Overhill
Okay, so I promised never to reply
again. I'm sorry. Just thought I'd say nice going. Liked this one. And
I'm gonna keep reading your stuff, even though you hate me now.
SxyKtn 01:32 EMT 10/02 Review for Gold of Duo's Eyes
Sweet song fic! I like the use of that
old Sting song. I'm a sucker for his stuff, even though it's so old
that no one remembers who he is. If you weren't avoiding me right now,
I'd turn bi-sexual just to let you know that I'm available, no matter
if you're a girl or a guy.
Howard's Boi 05:43 EMT 10/12 Reply Column for Death on the Lake
I'm very sorry I haven't been around
and that it has led to such a misunderstanding. I truly did not mean
for this to happen. Something personal came up and I wasn't online for
a good while. I've had to do some reevaluating of what I want to do
with my life and I'm still not sure what I'm going to do. But I do know
that I'll keep writing fiction the way I always have.
IdesMar: Thank you and keep up the good writing yourself!
Yulio: It was fun and I appreciate your thoughts.
IdesMar: Thank you and keep up the good writing yourself!
Yulio: It was fun and I appreciate your thoughts.
SxyKtn: I don't hate you! I don't
think I could ever hate you. You have a light that reminds me in so
many ways of the Duo I envision in my mind. I truly would let you know
if something were bothering me that much. I may not be as open as you
are, but I do come up with those things that are important and may
become detrimental to our working relationship. As for more Hiro dying
stories. No, that was it. I had to get it out of my system. I think I
might have been trying to get Hiro out of the way so that I could get
Duo alone and all for myself. You know how much I "crush" on the
braided baka. I'm glad in a strange sort of way that I was able to
affect you so much. Also, I've been reading your things and just
haven't replied to them. I think you're definitely improving and I
promise to start replying to your things as well. Thank you for your
continuing to review me, even when you thought I hated you. I'll read
those in a few days when I get some time. I'm still not entirely sure
what I'm going to do with my personal life.
Howard's Boi 06:24 EMT 10/12 Review for Hiro's Name
I don't know if you still check my
replies but if you do, I left a message for you on my responding column
for Death on the Lake. It was a misunderstanding and please come back.
I really liked this one. It's sweet and cute and I can see you reaching
very steadily toward more heavily based topics. I want to challenge you
to do something that is very close to your heart and see what happens.
So far you've been playing it safe which is fine. But I think you can
do a lot better.
SxyKtn 14:35 EMT 10/12 Reply Column for Hiro's Name
I should be in class right now but I
got an email from the fic site saying that you had responded! I've read
your reply and yeah, I can't believe it. I got twisted up about
fictions and someone I really don't know. This internet business is
really screwy. That doesn't explain away the fact that I really love
your replies to my replies so don't stop, k? Please? With a cherry on
top? I'll even be the cherry! I mean it. I'm sooo bi now. Or at least
where you're concerned. Also, thank you. I have been scared to go any
deeper because I think I might fuck it up. I'll take the plunge for
you, though. ALSO - thank you! I can think of nothing nicer than being
compared to Duo who you love. And I really, really, really, really,
REALLY hope that things work out for you IRL. You're an amazing and
deeply emotional writer. I'd hate to see someone with a heart like you
have to have to write stuff like this, get messed up by life. Just
remember, people are jerks and assholes and as much as we love them, we
have to keep on going no matter what. Cause there's always someone else
to love us or be loved by us. M'saying that without knowing what's
going on, so forgive me if I said something stupid.
SxyKtn 01:05 EMT 10/13 Review for Nani?
Hey Howe? Don't worry about answering
all my other reviews. I was just spouting. But here I am again! I'm
gonna review them all and be myself again. Thank you! Okay, so this
one. It's short! Damn short. Can we have a sequel please? I hate
feeling left in the dark about if they're going to go at it or not. GO
for it. I'm over here shouting at Duo to jump his bones and tell him he
loves him. How can you let it end with them still friends and Duo not
knowing if Hiro likes him or not? I like how you did Duo this time in
this one too. He's cute and sweet still, but I can see you trying to
make him a bit more human. Be careful of your hero-complex. You'll have
him human yet!
SxyKtn 02:54 EMT 10/13 Review for Why I Don't Do Duo
Okay, okay, okay. I'm getting a clue.
You're working through some stuff with these fics. You keep writing in
themes. Like your death theme back there (thank heavens that's over!)
and all that. So here must be where that personal stuff started to come
up. And I'm feeling like a dork. (And not the whale thing either) So
you've got somebody you like and they don't like you? Fuck em! Not
literally. I mean, come to the SxyKtn siiiiide! I love you! I'll keep
you and pet you and feed you and call you George or Georgina.. or
whatever you want me to call you.
Howard's Boi 06:32 EMT 10/15 Review for Hiro's Name
Okay, let me see if I can do this in a
public forum without being too inane. 1.) It isn't hard to see how we
both maybe are a bit more attached than we should be. But I feel like I
know you in a way. So I don't feel badly for that. And I won't
apologize for it either. I am sure we're both adults (or I assume we
are) and I know that we won't go and decide this means that we've found
our soul mates just by some reviews. Still, you are my favorite
reviewer. 2.) bi? I must have missed something. I'm flattered though.
-And I'm still not going to tell you my gender. I really don't see how
that is important other than to satisfy your curiosity. And I think I
like you curious. Call me cruel.- 3.) My problem is that the person I
love isn't a jerk or an asshole. This person is amazing and I'm not as
outwardly emotional and amazing as you seem to think I am. In fact, I'm
a terrible introvert and it's very difficult for me to express myself
IRL. So I'm truly in love with someone (maybe my crushing on Duo is a
way to give myself an outlet? I'm not sure) who I can't seem to find a
way to tell them or show them. I wish I could move on. I wish I could
forget them. Unfortunately, there is no one else in the world like them
and I'm love's fool, because I can't just tell them everything and take
my chances. But on top of that, I don't think that this person is
interested in my gender. That makes it doubly difficult you understand.
So, that's all I've got to say. Thank you for your concern and while I
don't think it will turn out for me like it turns out for Hiro and Duo
almost all the time, I do feel better knowing someone wants me to have
a happy ending.
Howard's Boi 07:23 EMT 10/15 Reply Column for Underhill, Overhill
I'm glad you still read my stuff, even when you thought I didn't want to hear it.
Howard's Boi 07:30 EMT 10/15 Reply Column for Gold of Duo's eyes
Ah, I get the bi comment now. Hee hee. Thank you. That's one very nice compliment.
Howard's Boi 07:33 EMT 10/15 Reply Column for Nani?
I'm responding anyway, SxyKtn. And
haven't you ever read The Lady or the Tiger? I'd say go find it if you
can. It's in the classics section. Also - I thought it was a
Hiro-complex. Heh. Thank you. I am trying to see the human in my idol.
Howard's Boi 07:42 EMT 10/15 Reply Column for Why I Don't Do Duo
Whale thing? What is that? And also,
thank you for loving me. Even if it's just for my stories. Hee hee. At
least someone cares. You seem to have stumbled on my secret. I do write
out my own personal life into these stories and try to resolve my
confusion in them. I'm not sure exactly how it helps. But as I've said
before, I'm painfully shy and maybe it lets me live a little. Now, I'm
late for work, but I wanted to reply to everything. Thank you for being
so supportive of me.
SxyKtn 03:26 EMT 10/16 Review for Cabin Fever
Oh. My. Stars. I'm going to find you
and stoke that fire you keep hidden in that sexy mind of yours. (I
don't know how sexy you are in body, but your mind is damn fine!) That
or I'm going to find your Duo and have really hawt steamy 53x0rs with
him or Hiro or you or somebody! - which is wrong on SO many levels I
can't even begin to say why. It's official. I am permanently in love
with your writing and you. Please have my babies? If you can? That is,
if you're a girl. If not, umm.. just.. uh.. well. Yeah. Not really a
guy - guy.. but I'll make an exception! For you, anything.
SxyKtn 04:05 EMT 10/16 Reply Column for Hiro's Name
I'm cutting it so close doing this,
because my roomie has early classes and I'd hate for him to catch me.
He knows I read this stuff and he makes fun of me all the time.
Probably thinks I'm gay, but that's okay. Because he's not gonna hold
it against me. So let me answer. 1.) You're my favorite reply to
reviewer! [grins] And yeah, I know what you mean. I idolize you and you
idolize Duo. I know there's no room for me in your heart. J/K. We're
adults (really we are!) and I'm glad you said that about it being about
the writing and shit. Cause that's what it is. 2.) You have read my
review by now so you know what I meant by "bi" hee hee. And you ARE
cruel! I'd hate you if I didn't lust after you and your characters! 3.)
I could say something here. About how I think you're amazing and about
how if you just let this person see this side of you, maybe even let
them read your fics. Then maybe they'd be like me and go "fuck gender,
I want that brain! I want that mind.. I want that heart, dude!" and all
would be okay. But I'm not sure life is that easy. Fuckin' sucks for
you, Howe. I'm so damn sorry. I wish I could make it better. But then,
I'm not going to do that. I'm going to write you a story okay? Just for
you. Look for it. Oh, and PS. Whale thing.. you know. The dork is like
his.. dong thing. I can't even say it cause I'll blush. But you got the
picture I'm sure. If not, then just ask some hormonal crazy guy on the
street and he'll probably know. Most of us wish for one. Which is sick
if you think about it. So don't. Hee hee.
Howard's Boi 05:32 EMT 10/16 Reply Column for Cabin Fever
[heh heh] I'm glad you enjoyed it. I
was hoping that one would get your engines going. Listen to me. I am
starting to sound like you. But yes, thank you. I have always enjoyed
the short fiction route and really enjoyed doing something with PWP's.
Even though they are often, without any real basis. This one is
somewhat close to my heart. I dreamed of doing this to the person I
wish I had. IRL, you know. Oh well, if wishes were fish, right?
Howard's Boi 05:34 EMT 10/16 Reply Column for Hiro's Name
Oh my goodness. I'm not sure if I
should be complimented or not. You needn't write a fiction for me and
yet I will thank you of course in advance even for the thought. It is
the nicest thing anyone has ever wanted to do for me.
Howard's Boi 07:23 EMT 10/23 Review for Hiro's Lacking Soul Chapter Review, chap. 13
I'm not sure how you ended up putting
so many chapters down, other than you must have been working hard for a
long time without updating. It would explain why you haven't been
reviewing. And I just want to say this. I'm almost positive this is the
fiction you're writing for me and it's breaking my heart. Please don't
put down any more until you have the end. It's so close to reality and
I think I just went down ten pegs in the happiness meter. I have to go
to work and I'm not sure I'll be able to. I might have to take a sick
day just so I can cry. This is beautiful. Keep it up. And maybe I'll
just wait until you're done before I read the rest.
SxyKtn 01:13 EMT 10/24 Reply Column for Hiro's Lacking Soul
Howe: Damn, I'm so sorry. I would stop
if I didn't believe you needed to hear this. It's true. I have to
wonder if you're just hiding and if there isn't so much pain in there,
having to hide yourself all the time form the people who love you. And
having read your fictions, I know there ARE people who love you. You're
too amazing not to love. So I'm going to keep on going. And I'll let
you know when I'm done. Give me a few days. We've got finals coming up.
SxyKtn 03:07 EMT 11/12 Review for Kittin's Reply
I decided to take a break and read
again. I'm getting tired writing all the time and it's not like I have
all this time, but the fiction is turning out a lot longer than I'd
thought. I have a lot to think about and you're right, it's all going
into the shit that I'm writing. Parodn the words. It's late and I have
to get to bed. And I saw this so I figured I'd read it cause I'm a cat
too! Damn Howe! All I can say is I'm so sorry! it sounds like things
are getting bad. I hope it's not cause of the fic I'm writing. I'm
almost done, I swear. And it has a happy ending! Promise! Just hang in
there. That person you love, they've just GOT to recognize your
existence! I know I do.
Howard's Boi 06:17 EMT 11/12 Reply Column for Kittin's Reply
Hello SxyKtn. Yes, it was written
because of your fic, but remember, this is my way of expressing myself.
I'm going to hang in there. It sounds sappy and stupid. But I can't do
anything but. I have never loved anyone before and I suppose I'm a bit
more loyal than I should be. Kind of like Cyrano with his long nose and
his forever love for Roxanne. [hah] And no, that doesn't mean I'm a
man. I have to keep you curious, don't I? I have given up hope. But I'm
sure I'll love them forever. They don't look at me as anything but a
friend and besides, they have someone else now. But that someone else
is also one of my best friends. So I can feel good for both of them and
sad where I'm at. I'm glad that they have love. And I'm glad I have
you. Even if it's in this small way.
SxyKtn 03:00 EMT 11/14 Review for Kittin's Reply
Okay Howe, my love, my darling, my
own. I don't have a love in my life. I have a lot of really good
friends and people I adore. But no one who's my one and only. So you
can be that person. Everyone is so fucking busy here. I've barely seen
my roomie for weeks now and my other friends are all but missing. Seems
like life just came in and kicked everyone in the ass. Luckily I have a
Kitty Cat friend who's really sweet and always seems to have time for
us. He's keeping us together. There's a bunch of us and it's cool. He's
on here, but if I told you his name, I'd be giving something away. He's
got some good stuff though and I've turned him onto your stuff too. He
really likes it! And he's straight too! Heh. Ever thought of making a
het fic? Only I'd get the gag reflex going if I saw Relena with Hiro or
anyone. That's just sick and wrong. Anyway, the fic is done, babes and
I love you and I hope it helps somehow, to soothe that pain you're
going through. That stinks that your love has gone off. Maybe you'll
end up falling in love with someone else? But from what you write, it
sure seems like you're pretty intense and maybe you really ARE like
Cyrano (I had to look that reference up. You're so smart! I always do
learn something from you) and you'll never love anyone else again. Just
so long as some of that left over love is directed to me. I'll never
give up the part of my heart you own, Howe. I promise.
Howard's Boi 08:45 EMT 11/14 Review for Hiro's Lacking Soul Chapter Review, chap. 47
You have touched my soul. I have to
get to work. And I'm not crying but I will in the shower. Only thirty
some more chapters to go. You have written an entire book! This is
incredible. And all for me? You truly are an amazing person, Kittin.
SxyKtn 01:14 EMT 11/15 Reply Column for Hiro's Lacking Soul
Anything for someone as lovely as you.
I've already said that and I'll say it as often as I need to. I love
you man... eeerrr.. lady... err.. whatever you are. [hee hee]
Howard's Boi 08:32 EMT 11/15 Review for Hiro's Lacking Soul Chapter Review, chap. 62
Kittin: I love you too. And I'm going
to go cry in the shower again. Thank you for making me an emotional
wreck. It's taking everything I have just not to break down around
everyone I know. This is helping though. I am getting hope. Just a
small bit, but it's there.
SxyKtn 02:26 EMT 11/16 Reply Column for Hiro's Lacking Soul
Howe: There, see? But hope in what?
Please don't hope that this person will love you. I mean, I'm gonna
hate myself if I screwed you over. Especially now that they're with
someone else.
Howard's Boi 07:48 EMT 11/16 Review for Hiro's Lacking Soul Chapter Review, chap. 84
Kittin: Okay. I'm finished with your
fiction and I am sure I've not cried as much as I have these past three
days. I feel as if someone has just opened up my soul and spread it for
the entire world to see. You've shown the way for redemption and
offered me a way to see that not everything is over just because
someone has chosen not to love me or seems not to or however that may
occur. So here we go. 1.) Please don't worry. I'm not going to pin my
hopes on something that is hopeless. I may be shy and introverted, but
I can read social situations and I'm not stupid. I know better than to
set my sights on anyone that isn't looking at me that way. Even if I've
never been in love before. 2.) It's a happy ending to my story. One
that I'm not sure will have a happy ending - but then, this is real
life and that is fiction and somehow, that is just fine. And you've
shown me that maybe taking a chance in life isn't so much giving in to
my weaknesses and making myself vulnerable as it is giving myself an
opportunity to grow and be stronger. To build up the areas in my life
that are deficient and to connect with those I care about on a deeper
and deeper level. I think therefore, that I WILL tell this person how I
feel and I'm confident that our friendship can weather my admission.
I'll have to choose my time. And I want to thank you. Maybe I don't
have to be afraid to live my life "Duofied" as you called it. To take
in a bit of the light I've always seen in that character and apply it
to the shadows of my own life. Because in the end, "the only way to
live life, is to simply live it," as you so aptly put it. Thank you, my
friend. I am eternally grateful to you. And very honored you would have
... Hell, I'm touched more deeply than I've ever been. There is nothing
more kind than what you've done for me and I think I owe you something
far more lasting than this gratitude, but I'm not sure what I could
give you other than my thanks. Not here. No matter how many stories I
write, I'll never help you in the way you just helped me. You are, in
more ways than one, amazing.
SxyKtn 01:41 EMT 11/17 Reply Column for Hiro's Lacking Soul
Heh. Isn't that what friends are for?
And give it time. You'll find your Duo soon. He/She is sure to be out
there, just waiting. You know it, I know it. It's only a matter of
time. And we'll both be all as glad for you when you do. So yeah. Yer
welcome, kay? Don't get all mushy on me an'shit. Love ya! Keep writing.
And I've got a hell of a lot of fics to catch up on! What you bin
doin'? Writing 24-7 or something? Hee hee. I'm gonna be up for WEEKS
reading all of this! Thank goodness I know it's bound to be a good
waste of time.
-Owari-
(( This IS a GW fic, because one of the writers IS a GW boi. I'll leave it up to you to decide which one and where. It needn't be explained or if you want an explanation, I suppose that will come out in later one shots. But as with the others, this should stand alone.
MONSTER: [S] If you read this, m'dear. I hope it suits your fancy and isn't too far off the mark. I like the idea of tall, dark, and handsome having a sweet side. (call me a sucker)
Thank you all, for the reviews! I'm keeping this up as long as the bug is nipping at my heels. And any ideas on what might happen or how I can do it better, will be greatly appreciated!))
