disclaimer: i don't own kodocha.
jfan:hi, this is jfan. still soo tired and bored
akito: are you ok...?
jfan: i dunno, i feel sorta depressed
akito:o
jfan: yea...
akito:...
jfan: well, here's the fifth chappie
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Sana couldn't believe it... she had thought that she could work things out with Akito, knowing that Kato and him were just friends, despite Kato's intentions and feelings for him. But now... they were in a romantic situation... and Akito didn't seem to object.... On top of it all, she felt so weak... fainting for the second time. But, after an experience like that... could you blame her...?
"Akito, how could ya do such a thing?! Sana really cares for you!!! She even took the whole month from work jus' to be with you!"
"Really...?"
"Yeah, Aki! I'm surprised ya didn't know yourself... you know Sana bettr'n anybody."
"....."
'I'm so depressed... I've never been more dismayed than this.... even when Akito said he was going to L.A. .... I never was THIS sad.... or felt this bad... but I think that I don't have doll's syndrome.... that... wouldn't be fair to my mom, Rei, my friends, or.... AKITO. I should call Fuka, so she can check if I do have doll's syndrome...'
Sana roused from her sleep, blinking her eyes a few times. She scanned the room, seeing that Fuka and Akito were whispering, well bickering to be exact. The two continued arguing for a while, when Fuka(not Akito) noticed Sana was up.
"Hey, Sana!!!! Why didn't u tell us you were up? We were worried sick!"
Sana flashed her best smile. "Ur... Fuka... am I smiling...? Tell me the truth."
"Ah course ya are!!! Whatta ya crazy?!!!"
Akito looked at Sana, knowing what she meant when she showed Fuka her bright smile. 'She doesn't have doll syndrome... thank goodness...'
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Akito walked through the park, wanting to have some time to himself to think. 'Do I love Kato, or Sana...? Of course Sana!!! Kato was just one of my best friends... like Aya, or Fuka. .... Then, why did I find myself under her spell....?' He knew, absolutely knew that he loved Sana... but why was Kato on his mind... and why did her prescence change him into something's he's not... someone Sana doesn't know...? 'Sana... I-I miss being YOUR boyfriend, YOUR best friend. Why can't I just go back to being that way...?' It really perplexed him. He kept walking blindly, still in thought. Nothing broke his trance until...
"Aki...!!!! Is that you...?"
Akito turned around, only to see Kato waving. 'Oh, no...'
"Aki!!! How's Kurata...?"
"She's not doing so well. I think I really.... well I think I shocked her." ' Why can't I just say: I think I really hurt her, my girlfriend, for being so close to you?'
"Oh, Aki... I'm so..."
"Um... call me Akito."
"Huh...? You didn't mind me calling you that a few days ago..."
"Oh, it just makes me uncomfortable. Only Fuka's allowed to call me that 'cause she has an Osaka accent. (and he called her Buka in kindergarten, so it's okay)"
"Oh, I see..."
"....."
"Wanna come back to my hotel with me...? It's getting pretty dark."
"Uh... 'no, I shouldn't. I might just get stuck in the same situation again. I think I have to break things up with her. I hate being this weak. Against someone other than Sana, of course. she can control me no matter what. Sana...' uh.... sure. 'have I NO discipline...?! What happened to all my karate training?!'"
"Great!!! Come on!!!"
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Akito sat, distanced, at the table while Kato lay on the bed. Her dress had a cut all the way up to her upper thigh, and Akito couldn't help but think she was sorta sexy. Her medium-long auburn hair draping over her shoulders. 'no, bad thoughts. just imagine if Sana was here, as her regular self, she would hit me with that mallet. he, i always hated that... but now i miss it.. it's really amusing...'
"Akito... (giggle) I don't have cooties, or anything. Come sit on the bed with me."
"Ur... okay..."
Akito climbed on the bed, still not knowing why she had him under her every whim. He lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling, in deep thoughts about Sana.
"You know... you're really... foxy when you're concentrated. I-it just makes you harder to resist you...." She leaned in her face, her eyes in a seductive stare.
Akito's eyes, saw through that stare... seeing... emptiness. He turned away, and sat up. "I think I should go home now. I-I'll call you tomorrow. My dad'll think I'm off at a strip club or something." And with that statement, he left with his hands in his pockets, leaving the girl bewildered on the bed.
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Hayama fell into a deep sleep back at the Hayama house. He had dreams about Sana, all the ways she helped him, all the ways she hurt him... how they got through everything together. But one dream held him captive.
--Akito's dream--
"Akito! I took the whole month from work, so we have a lot of time to ourselves!"
"Hmm... what should we do in those times to ourselves." he stared at her, a gleam shone in his eyes.
"Akito!!!! Don't joke that way!!!"
"Why not...?" Akito chased her wiggling his fingers.
"AAAAAH!!!! (giggle)" Sana ran, but not fast enough.
"Gotcha!!!" he caught the girl by her stomach and placed his chin on her shoulder, his face against hers. "I won't ever leave you, Sana. You will be the only one for me..."
"Is that you Akito?!!!" A girl with auburn hair ran up and hugged him.
"I've always loved you, Akito"
"Come with me, Akito!"
"Let's go to the park, Akito."
"Remember in L.A., when...."
"It's getting dark... come to my hotel room..."
"...that makes it harder for me to resist you...." Their faces got closer and closer, until their lips met.
"Akito... I miss you... I thought you'd never leave me." Sana's familiar voice trailed, as she fell into darkness.
"SANA!!!!!"
"It's too late, Akito... Kurata's gone. But.. I'll always be here for you..."
"NO!!!! SANA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
--end of dream--
Akito sprang up from his bed, his hear damp.... and his eyes filled with tears.
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jfan: so there was some tragedy there on Akito's side. guess kato's a real...
akito: you've turned me into a sensitive wuss....
jfan:well.... if you want me to cause Sana all this heartbreak, and emotionally kill her... then i'll do it
akito: NOO!!! I mean, no. don't do that...
jfan: i knew you'd understand... (grin)
akito:.... (blush)
