Sorry I didn't update so long, the internet hates me. Anyway, now that I could, enjoy!

Note: I have another similar story like this but totally different later on: Kagome is abused and tortured everyday afterschool. She wanted to die but someone gave her vampire powers and she is no longer human, she is half human, half vampire. Inu-yasha tags along to help her by giving her demonic powers, the demons and vampires has a war going on for a long time, with the help of half-demon, half-vampire, she could do some destruction. But she refuses to be in the war and used her powers to get revenge instead. Soon, her mind is engulfed by dark and now against Demons and Vampires.

Enough of that, how about reading this story? I kinda got bored of typing this one.. How about some encrouagement?

I don't own Inu-yasha

Chapter 5- Why would I leave you?

Kagome's POV (11:23 AM)

'Where is Inu-yasha? I'm scared... Outside is raining... And thunder is killing my ears. Is god angry of me for living at Inu-yasha's house...? No, course not... Why should I believe him? He's just a teacher. I'm not like one of those perfect children. I'm not even a virgin! Rape and abused by the same person, ha! hard to believe too...'

Kagome placed her hand on Kikyo's shoulder. She smiled.

'She is sleeping like an angel. ...Unlike me... I feel so dirty... I'm trash... My mother died and my father left me... WHY? ...Because I am not perfect! That's why! They hate me! Every single moment they laugh at me! Those people loath my guts since day one... What did I do wrong? Is now hating my father a crime? ...A crime from heaven? Oh god... I don't deserve to have such a loyal sister...'

Kikyo snuggled up to Kagome's arm and smiled. She is mumbling in her sleep.

'What is she saying?'

"...I love you..."

'Aww, she loves someone..."

"... Kagome..."

"I love you Kikyo..." Kagome kissed Kikyo's forehead and leaned on her pillow.

Kikyo stopped smiling and started to move around. "... Don't leave me Kagome!" she started bashing on the bed screaming, "don't leave me!" her eyes snapped open, instead of chestnut brown, it was deep black.

Kagome was shocked and started shaking Kikyo. "Kikyo! Wake up! It's just a nightmare!"

Kikyo's eyes became brown again. There were tears on the verge of her eyes. "Kagome!" She leaped on Kagome and sobbed on her. "I thought you left me..."

"I will never leave you... You know that? Nothing in this world will make me leave you alone... Why you say that I'll leave you?"

"...You love mom very much right?"

"Yes, don't you?"

"...That's the problem..."

"What?"

"Do you love daddy?"

"...Well... Hard to say now..."

Kikyo looked hat her fingers sadly. Her hair covered her eyes and water droplets fell onto her hands. She was silent. A little sniffle was heard after 3 drops of tears. The salty tears fell into her mouth.

"Kikyo?"

"... You can't love me..."

Kagome was surprised of her words. "Oh Kikyo, you don't know how wrong you are to that... I love you so much... More than you ever know... I will die for you... You don't know how grateful I am to have a sister that loves me." Kagome had tears in her eyes and smiled at Kikyo.

"I'm sorry..."

"For what?"

"Making you cry..." Kikyo turned away.

"Kikyo, no, oh you silly girl... This is tears of joy... As long as you love me, I'll love you back..."

"But I'm the reason why mom is dead! I KILL MOM! SHE'S GONE NOW! THAT'S WHY WE SUFFER! WE SUFFER BECAUSE OF ME!"

"KIKYO! GET A GRIP! YOU DID NOTHING WRONG AT ALL! IT'S NO ONE'S FAULT! God chose what needs to be done... God wanted mom to watch over us, to see us smile again... Dad left because he needed time with another person, he needed love, just like us. He loves us very much... You think giving up your flesh and blood is easy? Heck, telling you this makes me feel like the mom... See? She still lives inside us... ...no one can take that feeling from you..."

Kikyo sniffed and wiped her tears. "Thank you Kagome..."

"Why?"

"For loving me..." Kikyo grinned slightly and sat on the couch. She sighed and looked at the white ceiling.

"It's kind of hard to sleep now huh?"

Kikyo smiled and nodded

"Hey what's this button?" Kagome pressed the remote that was lying next to her. The TV turned on and showed a cartoon. "Hey, it's a cartoon." (If you guys want to know what the cartoon is, it's Futurama I don't own it...)

"Kagome?"

"Yes?"

"If they say TV is bad... Why do they have it in hospital?"

"Uhhh... Good question..."

An hour later, Kagome turned off the TV when Kikyo started yawning and rubbing her eyes.

"Good night sister..."

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