Me: You would think he would've come back by now..........
Yusuke: I don't think so, that last chapter really missed him up.
Hiei: I still don't think it was a good idea to let Kurama go look for the fool....... by himself........
Everyone: -Thinking to selves- Come to think of it, he was a bit too excited to go look for him.
Everyone: O.o! What have we done.........
Waning: Angst at its finest, the beginning maybe a tear-jerker for some people, and for all of those picky people- some hints of non-con.
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"Just give up." A small voice said in the back of her head.
"But I don't want to be with him, not like this." Kazumi told the voice.
"Oh please, you should be grateful he even wants you in the first place."
"I may have wanted him at one point, but I'm with Hiei now-
"Hiei, you really think he cares about you, you really are pathetic aren't you. He cares more about his sword then he does for you. The only reason he keeps you around is because you're nothing more then his little play thing, and you're barely even good at that. I mean after all, it's not the first time you've been raped.........isn't you little slut." The voice sang, mocking her.
Lying on the bed, she didn't even noticing that Yoko had already started working on removing her shirt, Kazumi started remembering the many times when she was raped before. The voice was right, being raped wasn't a new concept for her. After all; being the only female Rekai Tantei doesn't always have its advantages. But missions weren't the only times; Hiei would use her for a stress-reliever as well, and he was just as worst as their enemies. When it first started; she fought, bit, and scratch anything that would dare touch her. But as the years went by; you have to understand that even the strongest will begin to break, even if it's just by a crack; and after 4 years of what she has gone through.
Kazumi's little crack; now has become a canyon........
Protecting herself was once something she could do very easily. It was something she'd always done; be it from missions with the team or defending her turf on the streets with her gang. But what was she to do, when the one she's trying to stop from hurting her.........is one of her friends.
Trying not to let her beaten heart show, she did the only thing she thought she could do and now after years of being beaten, was the only thing she was able to do, give in to him. "Why even bought trying to stop him, he'll just beat me until I give in like everyone else did." Kazumi thought; as she could have sworn she could hear that same evil voice laughing at her at that very minute. Trying desperately not to cry, but let a few tears fall to the sides of her face.
Yoko could see that she gave up fighting, but why, just a few minutes ago, she said that she would rip him apart if he missed with her. But now she was giving in so easily, like she no longed care. Did she not care what happened to her anymore or did she just loss the spirit to fight?
Her face was hidden in a shadow that was caused by the moon shining on a curtain, but the rest of her body had almost a golden growl to it that was made by her spirit energy. He found that every night when the moon was out, she held that same golden growl, except for the night they found her on the porch at Genkai's.
He needed to see her face, if he could see her face and into her eyes, he might have some kind of understanding of why she wasn't trying to fight back. Getting off her waist where he held her down on the bed, Yoko used both hands to pull Kazumi towards the end of the bed and into the moonlight. But he saw her face in the light, for a split second he regretted what he was going to do to her.
Yoko was known for being with a lot of people and said to have no emotion or even care for the person he slept with. True, there were times when his partner wasn't so welling and he would force them. But now tonight, he wasn't sure if that was the right thing to do. This was the first time he had ever felt sorry for putting his own wants ahead of someone else, the look she had on her face was one he was sure he wouldn't get of his head for a wail, no matter how hard he'd try.
It was the look of someone who had no hope whatsoever. And only fear and pain inside their heart now........
Her head was turned to the left, as if she was trying to go her head back under the cover of the shadow. Tears were falling down her face, like two little rivers that would never stop flowing for anything; they fall onto the bed in little droplets because most of the water was left on the two tear trails they left behind. But it was her eyes that made him draw back from her and go to the other side of the bed.
They had the look of someone who was haunted with pain and fear, but yet at the sometime, looked as if she was trying to escape. They seemed so distend as if she were daydreaming about something and trying to stay there, they were searching for something, which not even she was sure of herself. Her eyes would flicker every now and then, which was caused by the light reflecting off her tears and that just added on to the look. It was Kazumi at her most humiliating, weakest, and mental beaten moment.
Yoko had decided that it would be best to leave the room for the night and let Kazumi clam down a bit before talking to her again. But now he was thinking about what he was most sacred of; that she would tell everyone about what just took place tonight, he would never have their respect ever again.
In a faint whisper, Kazumi called out to him. "Where are you going, you have me right where you want me don't you." She said snapping out her thoughts, but not even bothering to move herself to see him.
"........"
"Well......what are you waiting for, me to invite you, when you've already stripped me of most of my clothes?" Kazumi said more loudly, turning her head to face him with the same haunted look in her eyes.
Turning around to face Kazumi and her tormented eyes once again Yoko walked back towards the bed and sat down near the head were she was lying. Unable the find the words he was looking for Yoko changed back into Kurama; hoping that he would have better luck with her then he did.
Sitting up beside her Kurama could easily small the fear on her. At first he wasn't sure if there was anything he could say to Kazumi that would take back what she was feeling right now, but he knew he had to do something.
After all, there wasn't anything he could to make things worse for himself.
".......I'm sorry Kazumi, that we tried to take advantage of you." Kurama said cupping her chin so she would look at him.
Using her tail to slap his hand away, Kazumi snapped at him. "If you're so sorry; then why do you even try to rape me in the first place?!"
"I-It's well, it's just that-
"It's just that what Kurama, 'cause I would really like to know!" Kazumi yelled, showing that her moment of self-pity that nearly cost Kazumi her pride and a friend, was just that, a moment.
Knowing better then to enrage a tiger that was already upset; especially a physic tiger, Kurama was a loss for words for the second time tonight. He knew that this was his chance to tell her the truth about how he felt, but now it seemed 3 times as hard then the first time. And since she was watching him like a hawk, for any sudden moves really wasn't making it any better.
"I'm still-what I mean to say is-
"Is what?"
"Why is this so hard!?" Kurama yelled to Yoko.
'Maybe because you're putting to much thought into it, just say it!' Yoko yelled back at him.
"Well then if it's sooo easy, then why don't you do it instead!?"
"SPIRIT SWORD!!!"
Jumping up, Kurama prepared to defend himself by calling out his Rose Whip and sending some of his energy into the spider plants to restrain her if needed. But when he looked around, he didn't even see the sword in fact all he saw Kazumi with the same pissed off look on her face.
"What did you do that for?" Kurama said turning his Rose Whip back into a simple little rose and placed it into his hair.
"Because I really hate being ignored. Now tell me the truth-if a fox is even able to tell the truth or I really will summon my sword. " Kazumi stated.
"W-Well me and Yoko want you."
"Because......." She stated impatiently
"We wanted you, because Yoko and I still love you......" Kurama said, whispering the last part, looking away for her.
"What..." Kazumi said stunned.
"I dared to take you because; I want to be with you."
This time, it was Kazumi's turn to be speechless.
"I know you might claw me into shreds for this and I know you're with someone else, but I need to do just this one thing......" Kurama said leaning in closer to Kazumi.
"What is it you need to d-" She tried to get out, but couldn't finish the sentence before Kurama joined his lips with hers.
At first she wanted to pull away, but as the seconds went by, Kazumi felt herself wanting more. It felt as if a the crack in her heart was shrieking, she hadn't felt that kind of love in so long she needed to explore this feeling for a wail longer. Letting Kurama explore the inside of her mouth, Kazumi didn't feel, but knew she would let him have her before the sun would rise.
Letting Kurama lay her back on the bed for the second time that night. She felt so different the before, at first she was afraid of Yoko, but now in a way she felt safer with Kurama. She felt as if nothing could hurt her now. And now they would both have the night to themselves.
Letting go of her lips, Kurama had to catch his breath. Looking at the position they were in, Kurama ask her worriedly. "Are you sure about this Kazumi? Are you sure you want this, because once I have you, I don't plan on letting you go."
Looking up at him she answered calmly. "Yes I'm sure I want this. And in a way I need this as much as you do."
"At least we both agree."
"Yes" Kazumi answered back. As Kurama kissed her again, more passionately this time, then started removing his own clothes; he truely loved having Kazumi under him. And he couldn't wait to be inside of her. Now he could get what he had wanted for so long and he wasn't going to make the mistake of moving forcefully like Yoko had done earlier. His plan was to take things slowly and wail he could, make love to her as much as he could. Mating season was here for a reason after all.
Unknown to them, there was a lone figure in black, standing on a tree branch outside Kurama's window watching them, waiting in the shadows, for the right moment to strike......
TBC
Me: I finally finished......
Yusuke: 'bout time.
Hiei: That was really.........weird.
Me: And it only gets weirder from here!!
Yusuke: She's not kidding, I read the script.
Me: Plz R&R but no FLAMES plz!!!!!
