Hey guys. How are you all doing. This is my first HP fanfic so don't sue me if it is really bad. My best friend told me it was good so I am hoping she was telling the truth. Um.... here goes...... have fun reading this and enjoy.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything. It all belongs to JK Rowling. Please don't sue.
Chapter 1: The Man Who Never Cried
He cried. He never cried. But he did. Not out in the open. He cried in a place where only one other saw. It was okay that he saw because he knew this side of the Potion Master's life and would always be there for him. And he was the only one who shared his pain and could help him deal with it. But they would get through this together. He was sure of it. Why? Because they loved each other. He had seen Harry cry, cry outwardly not caring who saw, who saw that he was sad because of what they had lost. But here lying next to each other, arms wrapped tightly around each other, he cried. He cried out his heart and soul. He cried with his Harry. His Harry is the only one he allowed to see his vulnerable moments. But it was okay, because they would get through this. Severus didn't know how, but he knew that they would. He didn't know how he could go out and live his life like everything was normal. But everything would never be the same again. No matter what happens they will never be able to forget what they had lost. They weren't even sure if the pain would ever go away. It felt like the pain was neverending. Tomorrow they would go back to work. The first term of Hogwarst was starting tomorrow. And they would be there. They would be expected to be there. Cause no one cared, no one knew the pain they were going through. But they would be there. No one cared about what they had lost just a week ago. But they would get up early and go the Great Hall for Breakfast. Together. They would face the world together. Because they had to. Both didn't know what they would have done if the other had not been there. They needed each other. Now more then ever.
They walked into the great hall together the next morning. The Potion Master's arem awas wrapped protectively around the Defence Against the Dark Art's teachers shoulders. Ignoring all of the stares they recieved, they sat down at the head table, Severus' arm dropping but holding onto Harry's own hand. Then the Potion Master turned his usuall scowl to the students of Hogwarts as Harry's head turned to acknowledge Professor Dumbledore talking to him. He said good morning to Albus then turned his attention to his plate. He was going to have a hard time watching the sorting this morning. He was supposed to be there. He as in Dameon Potter-Snape. His and Sev's son. But he wasn't. He dhad been so excited when he got his Hogwarts letter at the beginning of this summer. He couldn't wait to go to this school that was so important to both of his parents. But he was to never walk into this school as a student, because of the tragic 'accident' that had happened just a week earlier. It pained him to think about it. He knew it pained Severus' too. He could see it in his eyes, not an emotion that many people would recognize on the Potion Master's face, but he knew Sev so well. But he kept it all inside. Unlike Harry who let it out in tears, he would let it out in anger. It was the only way he knew how to let out his pain. But Harry knew this and never got upset when Sev yelled. He just let him get angry. Harry knew it was one of the only ways he would release his pain. Except when they were alone. Harry was the only one who had ever seen him cry., had ever seen him truly upset. And it hurt Harry to see him like this. He knew that when Sev was this upset then something was truly wrong. They were together when the found out.
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"He's so excited Sev," Harry told his husband as they walked around the castle grounds hand in hand. "You should have seen his face when Hagrid offered to take him to Diagon Ally."
"Yeah, he was probably jumping for joy," Severus replied dryly.
"He was, how did you guess?" Harry smiled at him.
"Oh, I just picked an option out of a hat," Severus replied sarcasticly..
Harry laughed. "It's so weird, Sev," he whispered, "When he was just a baby, I never thought this day would come, it seemed so far away."
"I know, but next week Dameon will be starting school. He'll finally be out of our chambers and moved into the Slytherin Dormitory."
"Oh, Sev, I know you will miss him when he's gone, and how do you know he will be in Slytherin. I am in every way a Gryffindor."
"Well I was just hoping that he would follow after his more distinguished Father into Slytherin. My family has been in Slytherin for generations. So naturally he'll be in Slytherin."
"Your forgetting who his other father is Sev."
"No I'm not Harry," Severus retorted "I was just telling the truth."
"Well we will see about that!" he thought for a moment. "Maybe he'll surprise us all and end up in Hufflepuff."
"Parish the though, no son of mine will be in Hufflepuff."
"I agree, they are too naive." They both laughed.
Just then they saw Dumbledore approaching them, and they both turned towards him. The twinkle that normally made his eyes twinkly was gone. Something was definately wrong.
"What's wrong Albus?" Severus asked the Headmaster.
"Would you come with me to my office please?" In a way that was not a question, it was an order, then he swiflty tuned and walked back towards the castle.
"Something's wrong Sev," Harry whispered as they started to follow the headmaster into the school, "His twinkle is gone,"
"I know," Severus whispered back, "You don't see Albus like this unless something is seriously wrong."
They quickly followed the headmaster up to his office, he said the password (cotton candy) and walked briskly up to his office where he sat down behind his desk, his usual twinkle still gone. "Lemon Drop, no? Tea Perhaps, no?"
"What's wrong Albus?" Severus voiced his concern.
"He's been killed."
"Who?" Sev's voice went dry already fearing the answer.
"Dameon."
At this point Harry burst into tears. And Severus gathered Harry into his arms trying to comfort him. "How?" Harry whispered the question.
"Avada Kedavra. A death eaters son preformed it. Wanted to get back at you for destroying his father. I'm sorry." Tears glistened in the old mans eyes.
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Okay you guys. Tell me what you think. should I continue? My best friend told me she liked the story and I want to know what you think. Press the little button at the bottom of the page to tell me what you think. Please R/R. Tell me if you think it was bad or good. I want your opinion.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything. It all belongs to JK Rowling. Please don't sue.
Chapter 1: The Man Who Never Cried
He cried. He never cried. But he did. Not out in the open. He cried in a place where only one other saw. It was okay that he saw because he knew this side of the Potion Master's life and would always be there for him. And he was the only one who shared his pain and could help him deal with it. But they would get through this together. He was sure of it. Why? Because they loved each other. He had seen Harry cry, cry outwardly not caring who saw, who saw that he was sad because of what they had lost. But here lying next to each other, arms wrapped tightly around each other, he cried. He cried out his heart and soul. He cried with his Harry. His Harry is the only one he allowed to see his vulnerable moments. But it was okay, because they would get through this. Severus didn't know how, but he knew that they would. He didn't know how he could go out and live his life like everything was normal. But everything would never be the same again. No matter what happens they will never be able to forget what they had lost. They weren't even sure if the pain would ever go away. It felt like the pain was neverending. Tomorrow they would go back to work. The first term of Hogwarst was starting tomorrow. And they would be there. They would be expected to be there. Cause no one cared, no one knew the pain they were going through. But they would be there. No one cared about what they had lost just a week ago. But they would get up early and go the Great Hall for Breakfast. Together. They would face the world together. Because they had to. Both didn't know what they would have done if the other had not been there. They needed each other. Now more then ever.
They walked into the great hall together the next morning. The Potion Master's arem awas wrapped protectively around the Defence Against the Dark Art's teachers shoulders. Ignoring all of the stares they recieved, they sat down at the head table, Severus' arm dropping but holding onto Harry's own hand. Then the Potion Master turned his usuall scowl to the students of Hogwarts as Harry's head turned to acknowledge Professor Dumbledore talking to him. He said good morning to Albus then turned his attention to his plate. He was going to have a hard time watching the sorting this morning. He was supposed to be there. He as in Dameon Potter-Snape. His and Sev's son. But he wasn't. He dhad been so excited when he got his Hogwarts letter at the beginning of this summer. He couldn't wait to go to this school that was so important to both of his parents. But he was to never walk into this school as a student, because of the tragic 'accident' that had happened just a week earlier. It pained him to think about it. He knew it pained Severus' too. He could see it in his eyes, not an emotion that many people would recognize on the Potion Master's face, but he knew Sev so well. But he kept it all inside. Unlike Harry who let it out in tears, he would let it out in anger. It was the only way he knew how to let out his pain. But Harry knew this and never got upset when Sev yelled. He just let him get angry. Harry knew it was one of the only ways he would release his pain. Except when they were alone. Harry was the only one who had ever seen him cry., had ever seen him truly upset. And it hurt Harry to see him like this. He knew that when Sev was this upset then something was truly wrong. They were together when the found out.
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"He's so excited Sev," Harry told his husband as they walked around the castle grounds hand in hand. "You should have seen his face when Hagrid offered to take him to Diagon Ally."
"Yeah, he was probably jumping for joy," Severus replied dryly.
"He was, how did you guess?" Harry smiled at him.
"Oh, I just picked an option out of a hat," Severus replied sarcasticly..
Harry laughed. "It's so weird, Sev," he whispered, "When he was just a baby, I never thought this day would come, it seemed so far away."
"I know, but next week Dameon will be starting school. He'll finally be out of our chambers and moved into the Slytherin Dormitory."
"Oh, Sev, I know you will miss him when he's gone, and how do you know he will be in Slytherin. I am in every way a Gryffindor."
"Well I was just hoping that he would follow after his more distinguished Father into Slytherin. My family has been in Slytherin for generations. So naturally he'll be in Slytherin."
"Your forgetting who his other father is Sev."
"No I'm not Harry," Severus retorted "I was just telling the truth."
"Well we will see about that!" he thought for a moment. "Maybe he'll surprise us all and end up in Hufflepuff."
"Parish the though, no son of mine will be in Hufflepuff."
"I agree, they are too naive." They both laughed.
Just then they saw Dumbledore approaching them, and they both turned towards him. The twinkle that normally made his eyes twinkly was gone. Something was definately wrong.
"What's wrong Albus?" Severus asked the Headmaster.
"Would you come with me to my office please?" In a way that was not a question, it was an order, then he swiflty tuned and walked back towards the castle.
"Something's wrong Sev," Harry whispered as they started to follow the headmaster into the school, "His twinkle is gone,"
"I know," Severus whispered back, "You don't see Albus like this unless something is seriously wrong."
They quickly followed the headmaster up to his office, he said the password (cotton candy) and walked briskly up to his office where he sat down behind his desk, his usual twinkle still gone. "Lemon Drop, no? Tea Perhaps, no?"
"What's wrong Albus?" Severus voiced his concern.
"He's been killed."
"Who?" Sev's voice went dry already fearing the answer.
"Dameon."
At this point Harry burst into tears. And Severus gathered Harry into his arms trying to comfort him. "How?" Harry whispered the question.
"Avada Kedavra. A death eaters son preformed it. Wanted to get back at you for destroying his father. I'm sorry." Tears glistened in the old mans eyes.
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Okay you guys. Tell me what you think. should I continue? My best friend told me she liked the story and I want to know what you think. Press the little button at the bottom of the page to tell me what you think. Please R/R. Tell me if you think it was bad or good. I want your opinion.
