Okay guys. Sorry for the long update. If this chapter sucks it's not my fault because I was writing it at 3:00 in the morning and it's really hot. So I blame it on the heat and on the tiredness of my head. Thank you Arrow Snape and Dragon Star for reviewing chapter 7. Enjoy. I'm updating two chapters today so I hope you enjoy.
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Chapter 8: A conversation with Sirius and the guest leaves
Sirius and Harry went into one of the spare room to talk.
"I'm sorry Harry," Sirius whispered, "I didn't know."
"While you would have known if we could have had anyway of contacting you." Harry told him bitterly.
"I know," Sirius sighed, "And that's my fault."
"Damn right it is," Harry told him, "I wanted you to come to the funeral. I wanted you to be there. I needed my family. My WHOLE family. But you had to go on that stupid honeymoon without any contact info. Do you have any idea how much I wanted you to be there? How much I needed ou to be there?" Harry told him nearly in tears.
"I'm sorry..." Sirius started.
Harry cut him off. "Well sorry just doesn't cut it Sirius," Harry told him. "There were 3 people I needed to be there. 2 of them showed. Both Severus and Albus were there. I don't think I can trust you again." Harry turned from him.
"Give me a chance," Sirius was practically begging, "I need a chance. I love you like a son Harry."
"This has absolutely nothing to do with how much you care about me Sirius." Harry told him. "Absolutely fucking nothing."
"How can I get your trust back?"
"I don't know," Harry replied, "You'll just have to work for it. I don't know how. I really don't, but guarenteed it is going to take a lot of time and a lot of effort on your part."
"I can understand that." Sirius told him.
"I'm going to bed." Harry said and silently walked down the hall to one of the guest rooms where Harry and Severus were now staying. He went into the room and crawled into bed. About half an hour later, Harry heard Severus come in and pretended to still be asleep. He would talk to him in the morning. He felt Severus climb into the bed and draw Harry close. He pretended to still be asleep.
Severus kissed Harry gently on the forehead and whispered. "So hurt, yet so strong." he paused. "There is nothing I wouldn't do for you Harry. Love you."
Severus quickly fell asleep. The next morning when Severus woke up Harry was just getting out of bed.
"Morning," Severus whispered.
Harry turned his head and smiled. "Morning," he whispered back, "I didn't mean to wake you."
"You didn't," Severus said. "How did the conversation with your godfather go?"
"I'd rather not talk about it." Severus got up and walked over to Harry.
"Was it that bad love?" Severus asked him.
"You could say that."
"Sirius said they were going back home today when I talked to him last night."
"He did," Harry sounded relieved, "I don't think I can trust him right away."
"You don't have to. It'll take time. Both of you know that."
"Yeah, I know. Would you care to join me for eggs this fine morning?"
"Sounds good," Severus briefly hugged Harry then kept his arm around him as they walked out of the room and towards the kitchen. There was a note addressed to Harry sitting on the kitchen table. He picked it up.
Dear Harry,
I'm sorry for not being around when you needed me most. We did not have the greatest conversation last night and I had the feeling that you wanted me to leave, and I respect that. I know you need time to deal with this. When you feel up to talking you can find me at home. I hope you talk to me. I hope you forgive me. I hope I can gain your trust again. I know now that it was wrong not to leave any contact informaion and believe me when I say that that will never happen again. I've learned that lesson. If you want to talk I will be at home. I never meant to hurt you Harry. I love you as if you were my own son. James was like my brother. I had to go because I knew you time. Time away from me. And I understand that and respect it. I hope you can come to trust me again one day. I hope that day is soon. I care about you Harry. If you can never trust me again, I want you to remember that I will always love you and care about you.
Your Loving Godfather,
Sirius
"He can go. I don't care that he left. As long as I can find him this time."
"You do care. You care that he left without saying goodbye like he did last time," Severus told him, as Harry leaned his head against Severus chest.
"At least this time he told me how I would be able to contact him. I mean he didn't have the courtesy last time."
"I know," Severus whispered, "But it will be okay. He cares a lot for you Harry."
"He obviously cares more about Remus then he does about me."
"That's not fair Harry and you know it. I know for a fact you care more about me then you do about him, but that doesn't make you a not caring person."
"I know, and that's not fair. We all need someone special in our lives that we care about a little more then we care about others. Remus is that person for Sirius and you are mine. I can't fault him for that."
"No." Severus told him, "I love you Harry,"
"I love you to Severus." he paused. "Now how about those eggs? How do you want them cooked?" he asked as he got up from the chair.
"Sunny side up." Severus told him. Harry sat down again.
"Then you can cook them." Harry told him. "I can't cook sunny side up."
"Okay," Severus lightly kissed him and then got up to go cook the eggs.
Okay guys. That was chapter 8. Like? Tell me your opionion. I'll try to put chapter 9 up soon. Thanks guys. Love ya lots.
Disclaimer: I own nothing. It all belongs to J. K. Rowling.
Chapter 8: A conversation with Sirius and the guest leaves
Sirius and Harry went into one of the spare room to talk.
"I'm sorry Harry," Sirius whispered, "I didn't know."
"While you would have known if we could have had anyway of contacting you." Harry told him bitterly.
"I know," Sirius sighed, "And that's my fault."
"Damn right it is," Harry told him, "I wanted you to come to the funeral. I wanted you to be there. I needed my family. My WHOLE family. But you had to go on that stupid honeymoon without any contact info. Do you have any idea how much I wanted you to be there? How much I needed ou to be there?" Harry told him nearly in tears.
"I'm sorry..." Sirius started.
Harry cut him off. "Well sorry just doesn't cut it Sirius," Harry told him. "There were 3 people I needed to be there. 2 of them showed. Both Severus and Albus were there. I don't think I can trust you again." Harry turned from him.
"Give me a chance," Sirius was practically begging, "I need a chance. I love you like a son Harry."
"This has absolutely nothing to do with how much you care about me Sirius." Harry told him. "Absolutely fucking nothing."
"How can I get your trust back?"
"I don't know," Harry replied, "You'll just have to work for it. I don't know how. I really don't, but guarenteed it is going to take a lot of time and a lot of effort on your part."
"I can understand that." Sirius told him.
"I'm going to bed." Harry said and silently walked down the hall to one of the guest rooms where Harry and Severus were now staying. He went into the room and crawled into bed. About half an hour later, Harry heard Severus come in and pretended to still be asleep. He would talk to him in the morning. He felt Severus climb into the bed and draw Harry close. He pretended to still be asleep.
Severus kissed Harry gently on the forehead and whispered. "So hurt, yet so strong." he paused. "There is nothing I wouldn't do for you Harry. Love you."
Severus quickly fell asleep. The next morning when Severus woke up Harry was just getting out of bed.
"Morning," Severus whispered.
Harry turned his head and smiled. "Morning," he whispered back, "I didn't mean to wake you."
"You didn't," Severus said. "How did the conversation with your godfather go?"
"I'd rather not talk about it." Severus got up and walked over to Harry.
"Was it that bad love?" Severus asked him.
"You could say that."
"Sirius said they were going back home today when I talked to him last night."
"He did," Harry sounded relieved, "I don't think I can trust him right away."
"You don't have to. It'll take time. Both of you know that."
"Yeah, I know. Would you care to join me for eggs this fine morning?"
"Sounds good," Severus briefly hugged Harry then kept his arm around him as they walked out of the room and towards the kitchen. There was a note addressed to Harry sitting on the kitchen table. He picked it up.
Dear Harry,
I'm sorry for not being around when you needed me most. We did not have the greatest conversation last night and I had the feeling that you wanted me to leave, and I respect that. I know you need time to deal with this. When you feel up to talking you can find me at home. I hope you talk to me. I hope you forgive me. I hope I can gain your trust again. I know now that it was wrong not to leave any contact informaion and believe me when I say that that will never happen again. I've learned that lesson. If you want to talk I will be at home. I never meant to hurt you Harry. I love you as if you were my own son. James was like my brother. I had to go because I knew you time. Time away from me. And I understand that and respect it. I hope you can come to trust me again one day. I hope that day is soon. I care about you Harry. If you can never trust me again, I want you to remember that I will always love you and care about you.
Your Loving Godfather,
Sirius
"He can go. I don't care that he left. As long as I can find him this time."
"You do care. You care that he left without saying goodbye like he did last time," Severus told him, as Harry leaned his head against Severus chest.
"At least this time he told me how I would be able to contact him. I mean he didn't have the courtesy last time."
"I know," Severus whispered, "But it will be okay. He cares a lot for you Harry."
"He obviously cares more about Remus then he does about me."
"That's not fair Harry and you know it. I know for a fact you care more about me then you do about him, but that doesn't make you a not caring person."
"I know, and that's not fair. We all need someone special in our lives that we care about a little more then we care about others. Remus is that person for Sirius and you are mine. I can't fault him for that."
"No." Severus told him, "I love you Harry,"
"I love you to Severus." he paused. "Now how about those eggs? How do you want them cooked?" he asked as he got up from the chair.
"Sunny side up." Severus told him. Harry sat down again.
"Then you can cook them." Harry told him. "I can't cook sunny side up."
"Okay," Severus lightly kissed him and then got up to go cook the eggs.
Okay guys. That was chapter 8. Like? Tell me your opionion. I'll try to put chapter 9 up soon. Thanks guys. Love ya lots.
