Nothing but a rosary
Chapter one
A story made by Kalinenaka
Ten seconds.
That's all I need.
Ten seconds and one step forwards.
Don't look back.
I can do this.
Just one more step and it's all over.
No one is here.
Just take the last step.
I can do this.
I can take the last step.
Then why am I not?
There's nothing for me to stay for.
They won't miss me.
They want to gone.
...everyone...
My dear family, especially my mother. She told me so many times herself I lost count.
The teachers, they surely could do without the pranks I pull in class.
Even my friends wouldn't miss me, that is if I had them.
My live is doomed to go wrong.
Since the day I was born I could have known.
I did.
It's just that I didn't take actions.
Now I am.
Just take the last step.
I'm finishing what I should have done long ago.
I should have saved other peoples troubles.
I don't know where it went so terribly wrong.
But I do know what the turning point was.
Last year..
It is was my friend who suffered.
It was him who could have died.
The Shrieking Shack incident.
I sent Snape to Moony.
Therefore I betrayed Remus.
James saved Snape's live.
Therefore he betrayed Moony.
Why I sent him, do you ask?
He asked me the same question.
And the teachers did to.
Because.......
I answered.
Not a word more.
I didn't know why I told Snape to past the Womping Willow. Well, maybe I do know it.
He told me that he had prove that Remus was a death eater. Every time he was gone is was because he was meeting them. Or maybe it was because I run away from my home. Maybe because I had a terrible year at school. Maybe because it was Snape. Or maybe just for the kick.
See, I don't know it any more.
I lost anything that was once dear to my heart.
My friends. My mind. My soul.
And my body will go today.
