Chapter 12
I really wish that the weeks hadn't gone by that fast. I needed them to go slow so I could be with Kurama as much as possible. But those three weeks went by in a real hurry. And as soon as I knew it,Kurama had to leave me again. I just couldn't believe it.
I went with him to the train station. I really didn't want to at first,but I knew it would kill him if I didn't. I just didn't like saying goodbye to someone that I loved. Especially when it was Kurama. But I knew that he was going to come back in a couple of weeks. And we would still write to each other.
And here we were. At the train station. This was just so hard for me. Why do you have to leave me Kurama,I thought. Can't you at least stay for a couple more days? But no. That can't happen.
"Well..."he said.
I was just having the hardest time speaking.
He put his hand on my face. "I guess this is goodbye."
"At least not forever..." A tear rolled down my cheek. I didn't want to cry,but it was just so hard. I hated having to cry in front of him.
He hugged me and kissed me as I started to sob. "Hey now. It's going to be ok."
"I'm sorry."
He kissed me again. "It's ok. I know this isn't easy. But you knew that I had to do this. But I'll be back in a couple of weeks. You know that."
I sighed. "Yeah."
"Calm down. It's going to be all right. I promise. But I need to go or I'm going to miss my train."
"Ok."
"Are you going to be all right?"
I took a deep breath. "Yes."
He hugged me again and we embraced. "I love you,"he whispered in my ear.
"I love you too,"I whispered back.
I watched as he left me. I didn't want to,but something just told me to stay there. Why did this have to be so hard for me? Why couldn't he just stay with me? But he couldn't do that. He had to go back to school and I had to stay here. At least he was going to come back. That was the only thing that matter.
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When I got home I looked on my dresser. On it was a letter from Kurama. I didn't see it this morning because I was rushing around and trying to get ready before he left me to go back home.
Dearest Love,
I am so sorry I had to leave you so soon. But you know how it is. Please don't be sad. At least we can still write to each other and I will be back in a couple of weeks. It really was nice getting to see you again. You have no idea how much I missed you. This was just too hard for me to bear having to part from you like this. But at least it's not your fault. Please write back as soon as you finish reading this. I love you with all my heart. Please don't leave me any time soon. I want to(well really,need to)see you again. And I can't do that if you aren't here. So please don't be sad. I love you with all my heart.
Love,
Kurama
I looked at the letter and started to cry. I just didn't know what to do. He was gone,and I was still here,having to go through this. This was just way too hard for me. I loved him so much that I didn't want to be parted from him anymore. I had to do something. But I just didn't want to get into trouble.
Dear Kurama,
I would do anything to see you again right now. I'm crying as I write this letter because I miss you terribly. I thought you were at least going to stay a little bit longer. But I guess that I was wrong. How are things back home? Tell your mom that I miss her and can't wait to see her again. Tell her that I need to give her like a thousand 'thank yous' when I get back home. Please write back as soon as possible. I really need to hear from you again soon. I'll try not to be sad because I love you. I love you so much.
Love,
Nicole
P.S. I'm really really sorry if the letter is still wet when you get it. It's kind of been raining over here. I love you. Please write back when you can.
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I waited for a couple of days until I got my next letter from Kurama. I tried not to cry as much as I did the last time I read his letter. I was just so happy that he had written me back.
Dearest Love,
How are you? How have you been these past days without receiving one of my letters? I hope you've been ok. I miss you terribly. Nothing much has been going on here. My mom said that the flowers were no problem. She can't wait to see you again either. My letter wasn't wet when I got so. So I guess it wasn't raining too bad. Or were those just the tears falling from your beautiful face? I hope you don't leave me. I'm coming back in a couple of days so please don't do anything. I need to see you again. I hope you write back after you finish reading this. I love you so much. Well,I guess this is goodbye then.
Love,
Kurama
Dear Kurama,
When are you coming? Hopefully soon right? I'm sorry if I sound too excited,but you know how much I miss you. I've been all right. Nothing much has been going on over here. Just the same old stuff. I hope you'll let me know soon when you're coming back. How is everybody else doing? I hope that they don't miss me too much. I really hope that they haven't forgotten me. I would hate for that to happen. Well,I'm sorry this is so short,but I really don't have anything else to say except that I can't wait to see you in a couple of days. Please keep me informed. I can't wait to see you again. I love you with all my heart.
Love from your fiancé and dearest love,
Nicole
My heart was pounding now. I couldn't believe that he was actually coming up in just a couple of days. I thought that he was going to have to wait for at least a couple of weeks. But I was glad that I was wrong. I just missed him way too much. I was just about to leave this place about go back home. But that wasn't going to happen.
I then went downstairs to tell my aunt about the news. The good thing was that she already knew. I guess that they had set this up without me knowing. Or they had done it in secrecy. But I didn't care. I just wanted to see Kurama again. I knew that I wasn't going to be happy unless I saw him again. This was just too hard for me that I just had to see him again.
I really wish that the weeks hadn't gone by that fast. I needed them to go slow so I could be with Kurama as much as possible. But those three weeks went by in a real hurry. And as soon as I knew it,Kurama had to leave me again. I just couldn't believe it.
I went with him to the train station. I really didn't want to at first,but I knew it would kill him if I didn't. I just didn't like saying goodbye to someone that I loved. Especially when it was Kurama. But I knew that he was going to come back in a couple of weeks. And we would still write to each other.
And here we were. At the train station. This was just so hard for me. Why do you have to leave me Kurama,I thought. Can't you at least stay for a couple more days? But no. That can't happen.
"Well..."he said.
I was just having the hardest time speaking.
He put his hand on my face. "I guess this is goodbye."
"At least not forever..." A tear rolled down my cheek. I didn't want to cry,but it was just so hard. I hated having to cry in front of him.
He hugged me and kissed me as I started to sob. "Hey now. It's going to be ok."
"I'm sorry."
He kissed me again. "It's ok. I know this isn't easy. But you knew that I had to do this. But I'll be back in a couple of weeks. You know that."
I sighed. "Yeah."
"Calm down. It's going to be all right. I promise. But I need to go or I'm going to miss my train."
"Ok."
"Are you going to be all right?"
I took a deep breath. "Yes."
He hugged me again and we embraced. "I love you,"he whispered in my ear.
"I love you too,"I whispered back.
I watched as he left me. I didn't want to,but something just told me to stay there. Why did this have to be so hard for me? Why couldn't he just stay with me? But he couldn't do that. He had to go back to school and I had to stay here. At least he was going to come back. That was the only thing that matter.
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When I got home I looked on my dresser. On it was a letter from Kurama. I didn't see it this morning because I was rushing around and trying to get ready before he left me to go back home.
Dearest Love,
I am so sorry I had to leave you so soon. But you know how it is. Please don't be sad. At least we can still write to each other and I will be back in a couple of weeks. It really was nice getting to see you again. You have no idea how much I missed you. This was just too hard for me to bear having to part from you like this. But at least it's not your fault. Please write back as soon as you finish reading this. I love you with all my heart. Please don't leave me any time soon. I want to(well really,need to)see you again. And I can't do that if you aren't here. So please don't be sad. I love you with all my heart.
Love,
Kurama
I looked at the letter and started to cry. I just didn't know what to do. He was gone,and I was still here,having to go through this. This was just way too hard for me. I loved him so much that I didn't want to be parted from him anymore. I had to do something. But I just didn't want to get into trouble.
Dear Kurama,
I would do anything to see you again right now. I'm crying as I write this letter because I miss you terribly. I thought you were at least going to stay a little bit longer. But I guess that I was wrong. How are things back home? Tell your mom that I miss her and can't wait to see her again. Tell her that I need to give her like a thousand 'thank yous' when I get back home. Please write back as soon as possible. I really need to hear from you again soon. I'll try not to be sad because I love you. I love you so much.
Love,
Nicole
P.S. I'm really really sorry if the letter is still wet when you get it. It's kind of been raining over here. I love you. Please write back when you can.
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I waited for a couple of days until I got my next letter from Kurama. I tried not to cry as much as I did the last time I read his letter. I was just so happy that he had written me back.
Dearest Love,
How are you? How have you been these past days without receiving one of my letters? I hope you've been ok. I miss you terribly. Nothing much has been going on here. My mom said that the flowers were no problem. She can't wait to see you again either. My letter wasn't wet when I got so. So I guess it wasn't raining too bad. Or were those just the tears falling from your beautiful face? I hope you don't leave me. I'm coming back in a couple of days so please don't do anything. I need to see you again. I hope you write back after you finish reading this. I love you so much. Well,I guess this is goodbye then.
Love,
Kurama
Dear Kurama,
When are you coming? Hopefully soon right? I'm sorry if I sound too excited,but you know how much I miss you. I've been all right. Nothing much has been going on over here. Just the same old stuff. I hope you'll let me know soon when you're coming back. How is everybody else doing? I hope that they don't miss me too much. I really hope that they haven't forgotten me. I would hate for that to happen. Well,I'm sorry this is so short,but I really don't have anything else to say except that I can't wait to see you in a couple of days. Please keep me informed. I can't wait to see you again. I love you with all my heart.
Love from your fiancé and dearest love,
Nicole
My heart was pounding now. I couldn't believe that he was actually coming up in just a couple of days. I thought that he was going to have to wait for at least a couple of weeks. But I was glad that I was wrong. I just missed him way too much. I was just about to leave this place about go back home. But that wasn't going to happen.
I then went downstairs to tell my aunt about the news. The good thing was that she already knew. I guess that they had set this up without me knowing. Or they had done it in secrecy. But I didn't care. I just wanted to see Kurama again. I knew that I wasn't going to be happy unless I saw him again. This was just too hard for me that I just had to see him again.
