Chapter 23
I went back to my room and sat on the bed. The only thing I could think about was Kurama. Please be ok Kurama,I thought over and over again. I just want you to be here with me. I need someone to tell me that I don't need to be afraid anymore. I'm scared Kurama. I love you.
I looked down at my ring and smiled. This was the only thing that was keeping me alive at the moment. It was the only thing that was making me happy because I could think of all the good times I had with Kurama before all of this crap happened. I remembered when I first met Kurama.
::Flashback::
So,here I am,at school,I thought. It's my first day of high school and I'm scared to death because I don't know anybody. I just transferred here from Germany because I got to keep my house. My parents are dead and I have nothing to live for. So why the hell am I here? Because my stupid relatives still want me to get an education,that's why.
I was late to almost every class on the first day. I knew how irritated my teachers were, but damn this school is big. I know I'll find my way around this school one day. And then,there he was: Kurama.
He and I had class together. I think he noticed that I was late and he asked me if he could help me around nice it was my first time here,I nodded and said sure. And I guess he fell in love with me,because it's been that way ever since.
::End Flashback::
I still wanted to know what was going on down there. I sighed hard while I sat on the bed. I didn't want to think about anything bad. I didn't want to think that the only love in my life was going to leave me. No,not Kurama. It couldn't happen. I wasn't going to let it happen. I didn't want to break my promise to him,but then again,he knew that this was the best thing for me so I wouldn't get hurt.
I soon heard footsteps coming down the hall. I looked and I couldn't believe what I saw. It was Kurama!
"Kurama!"I said as I ran into his arm and he kissed me. "Why aren't you down there fighting?"
"Because..."
I looked into his eyes,and the fear rushed back into my body. "No Kurama....please. Don't do this."
"I don't have a choice Nicole."
"Then let me come with you."
He shook his head. "No. I told you to stay here."
"I don't care if I die."
"And I do care if you die."
"But I don't want you to leave me Kurama."
He hugged me and kissed me again.
"Why do we have to live like this?"
"Because it is our fate..."
"I don't care about that anymore Kurama. My fate has been made up."
"No it hasn't Nicole."
"I don't care if Sensui kills me Kurama."
He shook his head. "You don't know Sensui Nicole. He's a lot stronger than you think."
"Then stay here with me! I don't want the love person in this world who loves me to leave me now. Not now Kurama...."
"I'm sorry Nicole,but like I said before,I don't have a choice,"and he walked off.
Was I being stupid just standing here not doing anything? Isn't this the part where I run to him and tell him to stop or something,I thought. No...because I can't do that now. If he leaves me,then he leaves me. I have to face that fact now,even thought I don't want to.
