Ch.1- Feelings
disclaimer..i dont own Jimmy Nuetron Okay..if i did..Jimmy would have so told CIndy how he felt......!!!!!hope you enjoy one of my pathetic stories!! kTe
Her green eyes read my soul. Her smile looks like one from an angel...I lean into her..I kiss her softly...her lips taste like sweet burning honey. Her blonde hair smells so good. Like a dream. She gently caresses my face with her burning skin as she breaks the kiss. Still close to me she whispers so much like an angel...
"I love you James,"... I knock her down on the floor. I passionately kiss her... I've dreamt of this before..I smoothly caress her stomach. I then break the oh so sweet heaven.
" I LOVE YOU CINDY VORTEX!" I yell with a smile. She kisses me wildly. Her tongue caressing my own. Groans of pleasure as I kiss her neck. My hands now behind her head holding on to her for dear life.
"Jimmy...Jimmy....Jimmy.....JIMMY!!!" a voice angrily cries. Cindy disappears from beneath me. I open my eyes. My mom looks at me.
" Jimmy you're covered in cold sweat again, and you were yelling,". She feels my forehead. Whenever I have dreams about Cindy like that I always get covered in sweat.... "OO! You have a fever! You'll have to miss school." she says touching my forehead again.
"What was I saying?" not really wanting to know.
" I couldn't understand it ...actually it was just groaning..pleasure groaning..like yesterday... What were you dreaming?" she asks smiling. Lie..lie..lie..
"Umm...I don't really remember," she smiles again. And tells me to go back to sleep. Again I see Cindy's face. I grab it and slowly kiss her...loving her is so much better... the passion..my perfect dream.. I awake feeling awesome..I always do the sick act was to make sure that my mom doesn't suspect. I roll out of bed, get dressed and go to school. Happily I arrive I open my locker. The bell rings I am holding a note in my hand. I grab my advanced science book. Just then I hear her voice. My world is spinning. She walks up to me, Nick(her now boyfriend) has his arm around her waist. She grabs the note from my hand I just stand here fighting the urge to pull her lips into mine. These feelings have been getting harder to resist lately. I wonder why. She is so beautiful with her perfectly white smile flashing at me. Her green eyes pierce my thoughts.
" So Spewtron you poor thing you, you were sick?? Aww...poor baby...stayed home with mommy," she laughs. JUST SHUT UP AND KISS ME ALREADY!!! TELL ME YOU LOVE ME!! I LOVE YOU! My brain screams over and over. Her luscious red lips are pursed...
" Neutron are you alright you look not well..." she asks. Is she caring about me?? I just want to hold her love her. Then I realize my stomach is doing flips...I don't feel so well. My feelings are bubbling up..no..that's not feelings...I feel all dizzy..oh my word I am gonna be sick... Just then I throw up all over Cindy.
"GROSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!NOT ON MY NEW SHIRT!!" her voice cries I open my eyes to see her new pink shirt covered with my brown barf. Guilt over whelms me...what the heck? Why did I just throw up? I feel fine..maybe it was the heat I was feeling..I laugh as I look into her eyes.
"HAHA! Got ya back vortex!!"
" Fine you win spewtron, which you really are now by the way." her angel like blonde hair falls in her face she smiles up at me as she pushes it out of her eyes. I would give anything just to hold her. " But you better get yourself to the nurse before you throw up on me again," she laughs.
" Ya I guess..but next time it will be you throwing up on me VORTEX." I snap coldly as she heads for the phone. And I head down to the nurses office..feeling better than I have...in the past.....heck I don't know. I walk into the nurses office to see her standing over a sick kid in the next room. A bucket by his side...I just laugh ...poor kid. She walks over to me and closes the door.
" Yes son..may I help you?" she asks concernedly.
" Ya, I would like to report that ..Umm...I just threw up in the tenth grade hall.." I smile brightly.
"Lets check your temperature out and stuff and we'll see what we can do..." she walks over to a cabinet. Looking in each individual grade file..stumbles upon tenth...
"Tell me..."she pauses pulling out file.. Heads back over to my chair and looks back up at me..
" Tell me James..how have you been feeling lately?"
" Okay, I guess." I say. I won't mention the dreams..or the feelings I have been denying since I was ten are getting stronger... and the fact that I am in love with her will not be played with..her green eyes..her perfect smile..her kindness.. her happiness..that's how I found out I love her..I just want her to be happy..it doesn't matter if I am or not..ya I would prefer it would be with me but oh well...I am a genius.. I know love when I see the signs..it was rather scary at first but then I just told myself...just don't tell anyone.. Anyone would have a heck of a laughing attack..to know that the arch nemesis of Cindy Vortex..James Neutron..Boy genius....Is secretly in love with her..besides the relationship doesn't stand a chance..I know that.. Just then the Nurse breaks my thought chain.
" That's odd.. You don't have a fever or anything..well just to make sure we will give you some stomach reliever ..and some Advil...." she mumbles to herself as she pulls out the medicine. I take the stuff..
" Honestly Neutron..what on earth was it about?" she looks concerned.
" I don't really know honestly." I say ..lying the best I possibly can.
" Ah I see..." She isn't believing me.. " Off to class with you then." Okay she did! She hands me a pass..Score for Jimmy Neutron! I just laugh as I head out into the hall.. Outside the bathrooms I see Nick waiting impatiently for someone to come out of the girls bathrooms..must be Cindy. He walks up to me..
" Ah...Neutron..so nice to see you..." I just smile at him. " I certainly hope your feeling better...but I best be going..you can wait for Cindy..since you're the one who threw up on her in the first place." he says walking off and waving goodbye..what a boyfriend.. I laugh..I could be so much better than that.. I wait patiently..so much for being on time..
I hear the bathroom door open. Cindy is wearing a white tube top a mid length dark denim jacket..and a knee length white skirt. Her hair is still in its signature ponytail. It flows so gently..so perfectly..the bathroom lighting behind her seems to cast a heavenly glow around her head. My mouth is hanging open ...I blush to the corners of my cheeks as she snaps.
" WHAT ARE YOU STARING AT SPEWTRON?"
"Nothing Vortex...Just day dreaming...bout Betty ya know.." I laugh..Boy I am getting way to good at this..
" Oh okay good..that's what I thought... now if you don't mind I would appreciate if we got ourselves to class before Mr. Hayfield...has a seizure or something...or before anyone starts to think we are doing something together..." she laughs evilly as she walks up ahead of me..just like my luck..no thanks for waiting what so ever..no questions why...grr..girls are so confusing.. I really should just stick to science...it's a lot easier to understand!! I walk into the classroom after Cindy...all eyes on me... I just smile and hand Mr. Hayfield the note.
"Aha.. I see Mr. Neutron...are you feeling better or will I have to take you to the bathroom?"
I just sit down in my desk throwing my books on the floor...
" I'm just fine," I reply coldly. "Okay." he replies back.
He watches me like a hawk.. I smile coldly and stare at the blackboard..
" Alright then class.." " Let's begin...who can tell me what poet wrote..." just then I stop listening...why did I have to chose to come back to English... I stare at my English book.. Bored, I look toward the window...which turned out to be a big mistake..because..Cindy sits there her angel blonde hair shining brightly..fidgeting with her fuzzy pink pen. She looks so much like a dream..her face looks aggravated ... Just then the teacher interrupts my thoughts..
" Well class..you have an assignment here...just waiting for you! It's a poetry assignment! You have to write a love poem...due tomorrow..." he says.. Crap... I stink at poetry..I can't really write about Cindy...because we have to talk about who its about...otherwise I would.. Well I could and just say it wasn't for her.. Well here goes nothing... I look at her angel hair..focusing only on it and I put my pencil to my paper..and lose myself in writing....
Great...A writing assignment.. What on earth am I going to write about...my mind scurries to every person every thing I know.... I flip back my ponytail and brush the fuzzy pink at the end of my pen. I could write about how stupid Neutron is.. I still can't believe he threw up on me.... I mean ya I know he was sick..but why on earth did he have to do it on me!! I just laugh..... He's just so cute..so smart....WHAT ON EARTH?? HOW COULD CINDY VORTEX BE THINKING THIS ABOUT HIM! Especially since I have a boyfriend...but I have been feeling this way..since..I first met him..okay FINE!!So you really wanna know???? I LOVE HIM OK?? I AM IN CRAZY IN LOVE WITH JAMES ISAAC NEUTRON! I have saved his live..been there for him..and almost kissed him!! Not because I had to..because I WANTED TO..but the stupid...so called genius..just can't seem to get it.. I nervously fidget with my pen again.. I know he will never love me...maybe that's what I can write about..but what about Nick? I could write the poem and say it was an earlier poem from before I was dating him. I then set the pen to the paper..thinking only about Jimmy...Just think about Jimmy..not Nick.. I cancel out many a bad idea..finally I finish the poem..The bell rings. Lunch is next..yippee.. I grab my stuff and hurry out the door. Jimmy is standing at his locker..I walk up to him.
" Feeling any better Spewtron?" I just laugh evilly. He smiles at me..I try to hold on to the ground on which I am standing..so I don't faint. His blue eyes sparkle a little bit.
" Ya Vortex...but if you don't get outta my sight I will be sick again.." He says with an evil smirk on his face. I move fast out of his way. I walk over to Nick..who is smiling at me.
" Did you rap it up with him?" He jokes.. I just smile.
" By the way Nick...why was Jimmy waiting for me and not you?" I ask thinking about the weird stare Neutron had been giving me after I came out of the bathroom. Nick looks at the floor.
"Well babe, I just wanted to be surprised with what you were wearing...which by the way makes you look like an angel.." he says smoothly. I lightly kiss his cheek. I can tell he was so lying..but it was sweet anyways! He slips his arm around my waist and we head into the lunchroom. I smile at Libby and her boyfriend Sheen as I sit down with my plate. She smiles enthusiastically back at me. And with a mouth full of food asks...
" How did the writing assignment go for you Cindy?" I look back down at my own plate...trying not to look over where Jimmy is sitting.. His chocolate brown hair..now cut so he has bangs in his eyes..and wings on the side when he puts that adorable blue billabong cap on....his mesmerizing blue eyes..his hypnotizing words.....
" Fine" I coldly state.
" Ya girly, it was so dang hard for me though..all I could think bout was my baby sheen here.." she flirtatiously smiles at Sheen who catches on and places a quick kiss on her cheek. Nick continues the conversation..
" The writing was easy for me..all I had to do was think about Cindy," he whispers low and soft.. He turns toward me..he wants me to kiss him...should I? We've never kissed before.. I lean over to his ear..
" I want to hear the poem first..then I'll see if you deserve a kiss," I laugh. He looks slightly disappointed. I look back at my plate...
" Because you'll want to do the same when I tell you that I wrote a poem for you..." I blush..even though there's really no reason to blush..because the person I actually wrote the poem for..doesn't even know I like him...heck he doesn't have the faintest idea..that I LOVE him...He takes my face in his hands..pulls me toward him...I can't struggle..because it would bring up suspicion.. And then our lips meet. Nothing..not a spark...I can think of nothing but Jimmy.. What if Jimmy was kissing me? What if I was feeling nothing like I am now? Would that mean it's all been just a dream? Why do I feel so horrible kissing my own boyfriend? Probably because all I can think about is the genius who is sitting three tables away from me..with the chocolate brown..smooth hair..and the icy blue eyes that seem to haunt me day and night. Nick breaks the kiss..he smiles at me..all I can do is look back down at my plate..while Libby still sits in shock. A blush covers every inch of me....
All of a sudden she bursts out..
" OW OW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Probably so that the whole world could hear. The problem is..it wasn't ow ow for me.. I roll my eyes as I start to eat my food..
" THAT WAS SO CUTE!" She coos.. Nick slyly smiles..
" Bet you weren't expecting that now were you Cindy Baby?" he asks....
" No I guess I wasn't, but it was a nice surprise.." I say smiling.. But the inside of me is screaming..NO IT WASN'T!!! IT WAS CRAP!! I DON'T LOVE YOU NICK!! I LOVE JIMMY MORE THAN I COULD EVER PRETEND TO LOVE YOU!! He smiles back at me...I certainly hope he can't see what's going on in my brain.. I stand up and walk over to the garbage.. Nick's eyes follow me..and watches me go out the door. He can't possibly understand what is in my mind right now. Just then I bump into a weird lady. Who is wearing a tag saying.. " Mrs. Olson...Guidance Counselor for Troubled Teens." she smiles at me.
"Excuse me miss..but do you know who Jimmy Neutron is? And if you do will you kindly direct me to him?" her voice is high and squeaky.. I would give just about anything to run and find some earplugs. I point in Jimmy's direction.
" The kid with the brown hair..and blue hat..you see him?" I ask trying not to be descriptive..
" Yes I do thank you miss...may I ask your name??" She smiles brightly..so brightly..it makes me wanna throw up..
" Cindy...." I pause .. "Cindy Vortex."
" Well hello I guess.. But I really must speak with James now if you don't mind." She brushes past me.. What on earth could a guidance counselor want with Jimmy Neutron?? But I just brush off the thought and walk slowly to my locker..
