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I fiddle with the food on my plate..suddenly having lost my appetite..anyone would have after that long kiss...ya... my heart feels like it's on the floor in trampled little pieces. I just smile at whatever Carl says..not wanting to talk ..afraid I will start crying if I open my mouth. The girl I love just was making out...not three tables over from me... I look back over at there table..Nick has a triumphant grin on his face..one that makes me sick..VERY sick. No don't worry I won't throw up again.. I don't think.. I just feel so numb right now it's hard to tell. I see many flashing colors..red..green..purple..pink...its like a rainbow of color. I just smile at the bright lights..but then I see the scene of her kissing Nick again. I pull away... I should've known that I never stood a freakin chance with her!!!! I hit my head stupidly.. How could I have hoped? Maybe because you love her...and you want very badly to tell her so... SHUT UP I shout at my brain..I will not think about how much I love her..right now I would give anything to think about how much I hate her!! I slap the fork on the plate and stand up..but as I do a strange lady appears in front of me.. Wearing an odd looking pin... that says..

" Mrs. Olson...Guidance Counselor for Troubled Teens." she smiles at me. " Are you James Isaac Neutron?" Her voice is very.........interesting.. I have the strong urge to run for cover..

" Ya I guess that's me.." I reply looking up into her very square glasses.

" Well, Finally, the world famous boy genius!!" She exclaims..she is even higher pitched then before. I just smile.

" Ya...I guess..." I say.

" I'm here to counsel you for the next three days or so..show you what opportunities you have as a genius.. And fun stuff like that..and to show you that you have a humongous fan club.." she giggles. "Me being one of your fans.." she giggles again. She is blushing..a grown up blushing because she got to meet me..okay this is one really messed up day.. " Follow me!" she exclaims. I follow her to a small room near the bathrooms. I sit in the big chair nearest the door. bring her cell phone chimes. " Just a minute Jim.." She says. I just smile up at her...boy I am gonna get one heck of a headache..... " No Amy, I am busy with Jimmy at the .... Yes Jimmy Neutron.....okay I'll see what I can do..see you at home!!" her voice coos. What on earth? She hangs up and sits behind the desk. " Sorry my daughter has horrible timing sometimes..." she smiles again. " Soooo Jimmy, did you know that you are a worldly known genius??" I shake my head no. She picks up a laptop.. And clicks on internet.. " well let me show you then..." sure enough about a million fan sites came up...about...ME...Jimmy Neutron.. I stare blankly at them.. "Here..this one is one of the official " A rather large picture of me pops up. " I couldn't recognize you for sure in the cafeteria.. Because you look so much ...... younger on the pages..so I had to make sure It was you..so a nice girl showed me who you were.." she blabs on and on..I just sit here..memorized by the fan chat that was going on.

JimlOver- I know..I want to meet him he seems so perfect..how could any girl not like him

Jimismyboi- I don't know! Haha I've heard he lives in England.. New Sweden..and then I've heard he lives in a tiny town named Retroville..whoever said that is messed up..what would a hott guy like him be doing there??LOL!!!

I tear my eyes away from the screen. These people..were..obsessed..with me..and they haven't even met me.. " Believe me Neutron?" she laughs... I nod my head yes. " You see Jimmy.. You're smarts have captivated millions of girls all over the world...and those wonderful icy blue eyes of yours certainly do help." I just look back at the blank screen..if that's so why can't Cindy notice me. " You know that you could leave all this behind? Go to College...Be famous..have millions of dollars..and girls chasing after you night and day.." she laughs... okay this is weird...I thought she wanted to talk about my life..not how I have a fan club..

" Excuse me miss but what does this have to do with you counseling me..and why do I need counseling in the first place?" I ask wincing at the word counseling...

" Oh, your mother got worried after so many weeks of you screaming in your dreams and you being sick so much lately..she figured it must be a girl at school that's causing you problems..and I am here to show you that you can be away from her.. Or something like that...now..to get to the problem area..who is the girl?" she asks smiling cleverly..like she already knows...

" What are you talking about? I was having nightmares..and I 've just been sick a bit lately..so what?" I ask.

" Oh come on...I know it ..I see it in your eyes Jimmy..you are in love with someone at this school..and I am determined to show you that she is not the only girl in the world..and then maybe you can move on to your true destiny..fame..fortune... so who is the girl?" she repeats.

" NO ONE I TELL YOU!" I angrily snap back at her.. " If anyone it's Betty Quinlan alright!" I snap coldly.

"Ahhh..is that what you were mad about?" she asks.

" Ya I guess.." I reply again..wishing that I could just get out of here...I see Cindy standing outside the door....her hair so golden blonde....her green eyes.. But as I daydream the crazy shrink interrupts my thoughts..again..

" Okay then..problem solved...so get over her...tomorrow I will bring you some girls to show you there's not just Betty in this world." she says smiling...

" But on to other subjects..who is the person that bothers you most..?" she asks.

That's easy.. I just wont say that she bothers me romantically as well..

" Cindy Vortex" I reply without the slightest blush or hint of uncomfortableness..

" Ah. And why is that may I ask?" she asks looking at her paper...

" Because we've been enemies since we were like....5....." I say again ..I listen to the complete silence as she writes. Again her high squeaky voice interrupts my wonderful peace..

" Have you ever thought about not being her enemy?" she asks..

" Once..." I say..

" How did that work out?"

" Obviously not well.." I snap at her..

" What happened Jimmy , what happened?" she asks concernedly.

" Okay fine..we got back from saving the world..and we had this agreement thing..and well I signed it and so did she..." I pause..not wanting to talk about the next thing that happened..

" So what was the problem????" she asks nonchalantly.

" Umm...what happened next.." I look down at the floor.. A light blush covered my cheeks.. "You see when we were in space..there was this alien girl..and well..she kinda of..um..kissed me..and she said it was the Gorlokian Seal Of Trust..also at the end the alien kissed me again..and said " That was a kiss"... And well..Cindy..she er....umm...er... she....." I pause again..

" SHE WHAT??" she asks angrily.

" She suggested that we do that..to um make it final..and then she said to me.. how did it go again..and I told her you pucker up like this..and...er...umm..we got closer..and closer..and almost finished the job..but then the girl alien sent me a rock email..and we got interrupted..and I answered her..and she got all mad and threw the paper away..and ever since we have been strictly enemies.." I finish with my face burning and a bright smile on Mrs. Olson's face.

" AHA! The culprit is found...you ...care about her don't you?? You wanted to kiss her..didn't you? You wanted not to be enemies..but to be..more than the opposite of enemies...your in love with her aren't you???"

" Me...In love with Cindy Vortex? Are we talking about the day when pigs fly or what? It was a simple act that's all.." I say the best I can to cover up the lie..

" You lie Jimmy...I have studied teenagers for years boy..lying won't work on me...you are in love with her aren't you?" she asks again..okay this is really starting to annoy me..

" What does this have to do with anything?" I ask coldly..still staring at the computer screen..

" Everything..now do you love her or not???" This is leading..NOWHERE... I will not confess my secret to this lady I barely even know for gosh sakes!

" No I don't how could I love my own enemy? That would just be stupid!" I angrily state..of course me knowing that I am stupid... " It just wouldn't make sense..." I say again..

" Exactly..that's why you've been having dreams..passionate dreams..because you can't have her in real life..it all makes sense..you see Jim.. When the human body is denied the love it desires the most...it goes weird on itself... and the reason it's getting harder to follow the enemy gig is because you will do anything to not be enemies..and those dreams...only make your love stronger.. It all makes sense..why you are dreaming..moaning...being sick..because the denial of love is making you sick!!!"

" No that's NOT WHY I TELL YOU!" I yell at her.

" Than why are you getting so defensive? She asks smartly.. Finally I stand up..

" LADY WILL YOU GET REAL??" I yell again..

" I am real...it's you whose not! Jimmy Neutron is denying love..how cute!!!! Wait till I post this on the sites..so the whole world can know!! That he's in love with Cindy Vortex..whose supposed to be his enemy!!!" she states bluntly as she turns the computer towards her.. " Tell me..or I tell the world Jimmy Neutron!" she says angrily.. NO! I can't let the whole world know because Cindy has a computer!!!! Finally I snap..

" FINE!!! YOU WANT THE TRUTH!!! I LOVE HER OKAY!! I AM IN LOVE WITH CYNTHIA VORTEX! ARE YOU HAPPY NOW????" I sit back down very red in the face...

" ahhh finally...that wasn't so hard now was it? So maybe you can tell her that you care this deeply about her!"

" NO I CANT!! DON'T YOU GET IT???? SHE HATES MY GUTS!!!!"

" Well you never know until you tell her!!!"

" CAN'T YOU GET THIS LADY?? I CANT TELL HER!! ALRIGHT!!!"

" Why not?"

" BECAUSE I WILL LOSE HER!! THAT'S WHY!!!!!"

"Ahhh...you love her that much?"

"YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OKAY LADY!!!!!!!!"

" Then what on earth?"

" OH FORGET IT!! GOODBYE! GOOD LUCK MRS.OLSON!!!" I say angrily as I storm out..

" Butttt the session isn't over yet!!" her voice cries..

" I DON'T GIVE A..." BOOM! I run right smack dab into someone.. I look up into green eyes..the green eyes that haunt my dreams..

" Sheesh spewtron..you should really watch where your going..." She smiles at me ... wow..if only she would smile at me like this when I am nice to her... I think of the past smiles she's given me...the one at the Candy Bar was the biggest..maybe she doesn't hate me either.. " WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU STARING AT?" she snaps... okay she hates me.. I look deeper into those green portals that seem to lead on to heaven..the sparkle in her eyes is so great..I just would give anything to kiss her....to tell her the truth..

" NOTHING VORTEX.." I snap as I stand up.. She smiles again..

" What did the shrink want with you spewtron? She seemed to be pretty anxious to meet you.." she says laughing..her smile melts my every bone..no I can not let my defense down!!

" Is this any of your beeswax vortex???" " NO!" I snap after the silence... I walk away angrily...but then I feel the pang of what I said..I turn around..and she is gone..

Silently I say to the empty hall.. " I.. Jimmy Neutron.. admit.... I love you Cindy Vortex!!!" I look back down at the floor and walk briskly to my next class..only two left..the crazy lady took up an half an hour!! Stupid..stupid..stupid.... I angrily stomp out..

Wow... Jimmy was looking really angry...what could that shrink have done to him? I mean he never runs into anyone...he looked so red...I walk by her office..

" what on earth was he so mad about?"

" Confidential....but you'll have a clue tomorrow!!" she laughs evilly I plug my ears and go home..to homework....what on earth could she be talking about?