Ch.3 -Of Jealousy and Revenge

I don't own Jimmy k? P.s. the poem used in this ch. Isn't mine either..it belongs to PRL..sorry!! Maybe I'll put one of mine in the next ch!!

My alarm clock wildly beeps at me...

" OH SHUT UP ALREADY!" I yell at it..and smack the sleep button as hard as I can. I roll out of bed.... I really honestly don't want to go to school today. I have to see that stupid shrink again. I wonder what she's got planned for me today. I dress quickly as I see that I have already gotten a late start..just then I realize. Last night I had no dreams about Cindy..maybe I am falling out of love with her because she's denied me so much..her green eyes..have perpetrated my being...they memorize me...paralyze me.. Nope...I still like her..than what the heck? Who knows..maybe the shrink was right. Maybe its good for a person to say how they truly feel...Ah heck who am I kidding? I walk downstairs and smell the fresh goodness of waffles with strawberries and whipped cream! WOW! What on earth? And then I see my answer...the shrink is sitting right there in front of me. I sit down in a free chair...

"What are you doing here?" I ask angrily.

" Here to take you to school Jimmy!" she says with that all to annoying smile and voice.

" I think I can walk myself to school just fine thank you!" I snap back. Mom throws me a harsh look...I mumble under my breath.. Stupid...mother...shrink...

" What was that Jimbo?" Dad asks. I just innocently look at my plate.

" Never mind dad...never mind..."

" That's what I thought..now eat your waffles before they get cold.."I quickly eat...

" Now Jim, I have a surprise waiting for you outside!" the shrinks voice coos. I look out the window as I finish up my plate..my mouth drops open.. Holy FREAKIN.... IT'S A ....LIMO!!!

" It's for you Jimmy Neutron! Enjoy! You may ride in it now whenever you please.." wow..this is excellent! Cindy will die!!! haha! Finally good blackmail material! We head outside... I step into the limo. It is awesome in here..I will not touch the buttons...I will not touch the buttons..but they look so...NO! That's childish Jimmy... I just laugh as I touch the button..oh well... We arrive at the school...there is a hole line of girls lined up in front of it... what the heck? I step out..all the TOWARDS ME ...screaming..

" ITS HIM ITS HIM!" I dodge there gestures of grabbing..as the shrink says..

" You'll all get your turns girls! Just wait!" I push past all of the girls..screaming in my ears as I touch them.

" You will greet every single last one of these girls Jimmy Neutron..and not once will you mention Cindy!" she threatens. She steps on to the stair above me..

" Girls..line up! And you shall be first...and have fun! This is a once in a lifetime opportunity we are talking about here!" I throw my head back as the first girl comes up to me..

" Hey...sup?" I say very cooly..very unlike me...why am I trying to be someone I'm not...I am a genius for gosh sakes..

"AAA!!! HE SAID SUP!!! AAAAA CUTE!!!!" I take her hand and I shake it...

" Your name is what?" just then she squeals and runs down the aisle which the rest of the girls were standing..

"Alright then...NEXT!!"

About 100 girls later My head hurts...bad..okay so maybe it wasn't a hundred...it was more like 50 or something..oh well...all those screaming girls..I feel sorry for any movie star...I pound my head..well only three left..what could possibly go wrong? Anna...Lorena... and then...

" AAA! JIMMY NUETRON! IT'S YOU!!!!!!" the last girl throws her arms around my neck. She pecks my cheek.

" and you are ???"

" Amy Olson..daughter of the shrink you know.." she smiles brightly at me..she has blonde hair like Cindy's but instead of green eyes peering at me...icy blue ones have replaced them....I don't like this girl..I can see into her soul...and it's not nice down there... I just smile at her back..

" Ah yes..you called yesterday during my session...how did all those girls get here so fast?"

" Mom had recruited them even before your session..she knew she was going to have to anyways..so I've heard your in love...with someone Jimmy..who is it? All the girls are dying to know!!!!"

" None of your business I believe..." I smile at her...

" Fine then..but eventually it will get out..you just can't keep lying...so you do have an attachment to someone then?"

" If its any of your stupid beeswax...yes..."

" Oh well..I'll still do what I was planning..my gift from me to you...the whole world will be jealous of me!"

" What on earth are you?" but she interrupts me by throwing her arms around me and pulling me down which causes my lips to crash on to hers... she is holding me to tightly..can't escape...wait I am a boy here....I can pull away!...but I hear her groaning with pleasure..and before I know it...her tongue is seeking entrance.. NO.. I'm in love with Cindy...let me go..so I pull away with all my force. Her blue eyes are still shut..I am about to burst for the door. When she pulls me back for more.....I just wriggle as she pulls me into another kiss. Finally she frees me..

" Go Jimmy Nuetron for today is a new day!" she skips off merrily..wicked son of a ....just then all my thoughts are interrupted..

" Hey Jimmy, are those girls gone yet?" I spin around..to see Cindy standing within an inch of me.. I gasp a little bit at how close we are..she backs away.. Her green eyes look back into mine..

" I was supposed to come get you..Mr. Hayfield said so... he says you don't want to miss today because we all have to read our poems and such..." I put a finger to her lips.. Which was very unplanned by the way.. I feel how soft..warm..and glossy they are..

" Be quite Vortex I am coming alright..." I just smile as I walk past her..she still stands in shock with what just happened..what did just happen..did I just flirt with her? I have to make sure that she thinks I didn't like ..no for once I will leave it alone... I walk in far behind her just to make sure that Mr. H doesn't throw a fit again.. "I love Cindy..I love her"..I hear Nick's voice reading..someone gag that kid already..oh great we have to read our love poems..oh joy.. I sit down in my seat... I don't know even remember what I wrote...I just laugh to myself as he finishes... Cindy's poem passed by..Nick blushed...but the whole time..she didn't even look at him..she found a place on the back wall...it was called I Know You'll Never..but he does...weird...

"Okay..the last one that we haven't heard yet..is a piece of true art work...it is called My Song.. Jimmy come up and read your poem.."..oh ya..that's what I wrote..a few whistles came from the back of the classroom..as I determinedly don't look in Cindy's direction..... I stand my knees wildly shaking beneath me..I see her angel hair..her green eyes..crap..how am I gonna do this? Mr. Hayfield sits down..

" You may start anytime you wish Jimmy. Oh and I forgot to mention since it is the best poem in the class you will have to share who it's about..now please move on.." he smiles evilly. As though he knows my secret.. Crap..how am I gonna lie about this one? Cindy's face looks at mine..she giggles a little bit as I notice that I am blushing..

" Okay..my umm...er...umm.. poem...I guess..waasss written..for...ummmm.. an old friend...of mine...now I will continue..." I pause with a deep breath..don't think about Cindy..don't think about her... :

" Flipping through the pages of my troubled mind

I see you down below waiting to found, found, found

I'm holding on to your soul and I'm not letting go

I'm murdered every day as you fall down, down, down

You and I we were friends and that won't go away

We were meant to live together in this place

The end is near yet you still run away

If you only knew that I love you more than anything.."

I finish the poem..the class sits absolutely silent. I just smile brightly as I sit down..dark crimson lines my cheeks..Cindy..that was for you.. I sit here staring at her open mouth.. A loud applause bursts from every corner of the room. Cindy just sits there...staring at me..looking me straight in the eye... her surprise is obvious.. I just laugh and mouth the words..

" For Betty," I just laugh and don't blush which was really unintentional...but there was nothing to blush about. She just smirks back at me.. And mouths. "Whatever Spewtron.." the clapping stops...only five more minutes left of this torture..

" Now class I was begging to wonder..who inspired this young man..who usually can't write poetry..to write such a wonderful poem...or did he use technology to combine Shakespear..and all the great poets of his time???" he croons over me..

" No Sir... That came directly from my heart..I mean like you said I'm not big on poetry..but hey..it gets me a good grade.." I say just smirking at him.. He looks unkindly into my eyes..just then the bell rings.. We head out..

I see Mrs. Hayfield up ahead..

" Jimmy! I heard your poem I sure wish Richey could write something like that.."I just laugh..Richey ..that's just funny.. I go to my locker..great..lunch..more girls that's all I need right now..sure enough Mrs.Olson comes up to me and leads me out to the steps once more..

" Girls you may begin!" every single..ugly..fat..pretty...weird...dumb...smart...girl came up to me..and warmly either kissed my cheek..or flat out kissed me..

Finally it was the last girl..it was Amanda..

" I'm supposed to go with you to dinner..." she says laughing.. She takes my hand..this is so dumb..but this is just so the shrink thinks I like her daughter so she'll leave and I can have Cindy to myself again. She is wearing a short red dress..to much blue eyeshadow over her eyes...help me! We find the nearest table.

" I really shouldn't have dressed up I take it?" I smile at her as we sit down. Sheen smiles at me and so does Carl..obviously wondering who the blonde is. I just roll my eyes as they nearly drool. I laugh as Libby smacks Sheen very hard on the cheek. Amy looks into my eyes.

" So Jimmy, I want to know everything I possibly can about you..." this is going to be a long day.

I brush my hand next to his. Nick's skin feels like its been washed one to many times. I quickly pull away as he sneaks his left arm around my waist. I see Jimmy looking at the girl sitting across from him very dreamily. She's the girl I saw kissing him earlier..I got so mad I could barely think. And then Jimmy touched my lips... I nearly fainted..if he only knew what he did to my brain..I got so confused.. My brain felt like it had melted and was on the stairs. My blonde hair brushes Nicks shoulder slightly..the girl takes Jimmy's face in her hands and quickly places a kiss on his lips as she stands up waving goodbye. A tear falls unknowingly from my eye..just then Libby catches the tear..

"Girly..what's wrong?" she asks . I quickly look away from the happy couple..

" Oh nothing."

" You sure? You look pretty down!" she exclaims. My lungs contract with pain..

" Ya," I lie. I fiddle with the food on my plate. She smiles.

" okay, well I am gonna go with Sheen girly! Hope whatever's up gets better!" she smiles at me again.

" ya..I bet it will" I just flash another quick smile at her. She waves goodbye to me and nick who is now kissing my neck. I pull away..

" Not here..." but then the stupid kiss flashes in my mind.. I grab Nick's face and kiss him hard on the lips..my mind on getting Jimmy's attention..screw this..I open my lips.. His tongue is nothing like Candy..but who cares..I am on a mission..get Jimmy jealous..than and only than will I enjoy a kiss.. I pull his face as close as I can get it.. I pull away and slyly smile.. The hole cafeteria is looking at us in shock. I smile at them as I grab Nicks hand. Jimmy is looking into my eyes..take that you stupid...witch.. I dump my food into the garbage... the girl looks at me with a smile brighter than the sun..to much like the crazy shrink lady...this is going to be one long day. Sure enough the Amy that's her nick-name from me.. Her name is Amy Olson and she's been hanging with my man all day. I keep trying to make him jealous..but he's so interested in her...grr. Libby follows me around with sheen ..holding hands...PDA is really annoying when you are in a ticked off mood. I wave hello to Jimmy..who doesn't even look at me...I walk behind him after school..he's finally alone! Don't make it obvious that your excited! I walk up behind him..

" Spewtron...whose the chick?" I ask coldly.

" Amy Olson..she's the shrinks kid.." he smiles at me...shoot ..no don't do this..

" So what are you two going out or something?"

" Nah, I just have to be nice so that the shrink doesn't reveal some interesting blackmail about me.." he laughs as he swings his backpack onto his other shoulder. I look up into his blue eyes..

" Well oh well..she's still ugly..you two belong together!"

" Well you and Nick belong together Vortex," he snaps coldly. Wow! That was a good one Nuetron.. But I don't dare say that..

" So I saw she greeted you with a kiss.." I laugh..trying not to show emotion.

" Ya..it was weird...apparently I have lots of people like that and she's the only one who got brave enough to do it.."

" I would bet that you don't!" I laugh as I walk inside my house.. I yell back at him.. " Cya Spewtron!" I laugh as I lay on my bed..and then after I finish my fake laughing..I break down..and cry.... why can't I just tell him how I feel? What is wrong with me? I angrily shove my fists into the bed..

" I LOVE JIMMY!!! I KNOW HOW THOSE GIRLS FEEL!! I AM ONE OF THEM!" I scream into my pillow..to much pain...I grab my poems notebook..his poem is written on the first pg. I grab a pen..and begin to write... I write fast..angrily...the anger..the pain..is on the page before me...... I then throw the book across the room as far as I possibly can. I HATE THIS!! I scream again as I throw myself back on my bed.... tears falling from my eyes...where is help when you need it? I suppose that this my own fault....I should've just told him .... I hit my head on the pillow harder and harder...I look to my bedside..a very old picture of me and Jimmy sits right next to my bed. I pick it up and gently kiss it..and then I place it face down on the floor...and I stomp on it ...CRACK! I take the picture..rip Jimmy's picture out of it..and I throw me in the garbage as I tape the picture above my bed. I just laugh as I smile..still crying I kiss it again..then my world goes black..