The Reasons for Being In Love

No Own Jimmy.. -Thank you magnificent twelve you are awesome I am so glad you like my writing..email me sometime if ya want. same goes with all my other reviewers..anyone who likes my writing.. Has immediate permission to talk to me..LOL even those who don't!!.

Sure today is Friday.. I'm not going to let that stupid psycho.. Amy... get to me. I brush my feet a long the side-walk as I walk through retroville park. Ya, I'm supposed to be in class..but I had another one of those stupid make-out dreams with Cindy. I kick a nearby pebble.. Suddenly my head goes all topsy turvy. Cindy.. The perfect girl..perfect blonde hair.. Perfect smile.. Just then I mentally slap myself. I have really got to stop thinking about her if I want to decide whether to go to that crazy college. I kick the pebble further this time.. Just then I catch myself .. Why have I become so interested in a pebble? I just kick it as far as I can and it rolls down a nearby drain. Why can't she just break up with Nick? I told Amy off! My charade is over! I have to tell her how I feel. I check my watch. 3:10.. Five minutes left of this torture and then I get to see her.. Tell her the reason I skipped was because of her.. And that I can't possibly leave her.. But why? I freeze sitting down on the nearest bench. Why do I love her? What has she ever done to earn my love? I will go at this the scientific way!

Number One- she's always been there for you.. Even when your not so smart. Ya she may not be the nicest girl in town.. But hey it works..

Number two- she's absolutely amazing.. She blows every part of my mind.. I still think that Science is easier to understand than she possibly ever will be.

Number three- she is always talking to me...always smiling.. That wonderful smile.. But she's my arch nemesis.. And then one day I woke up seeing her face... and I knew I was in love..

Number four- possibly one of the major reasons. She's saved my life.. Ten million and a half times.. Even though she claims she hates me..she still saves my but. Like the last mission..when Meldar tried to kill everyone... she didn't let them. She was so nice to me that day.. And she sort of got mad about April...

Number four- she is always defending me when anyone but her makes fun of me.. Just then I see something I never saw before. It was the truth. I did love her... but not for the reasons I had told myself I did.. I loved her.. Because I thought she had loved me to.. That's what happened... and when I found out that she didn't.. Well I don't know.. It just made my feelings grow. I just don't understand it. I don't understand how she hurt me.. And yet I still seem to like her. What is my problem? I don't understand anything lately..I angrily punch the bench. Maybe I am just using Cindy as an excuse to not think straight! Okay this is driving me nuts. I can't wait any longer I have to know how she feels about me! I stand up very quickly burst inside of the school doors as the bell rings. I hear Cindy's voice.. I follow it. She is talking to Nick.. Of course..

" Why Nick this is so sudden! I can't just say I will sleep with you! We are only 16 after all!"

" But babe, don't ya think it's been long enough now?"

"Well, I don't know, we'll discuss it at your party."

" NO! Cindy! We will discuss this now!"

" Fine..alright tonight it is then.. Since I love you anyway"

"That's what I thought," just then I stop listening and walk away. She is so stupid. Sleeping with Nick. I hate myself now, she'll never be mine if she's Nicks! I kick the nearby locker and unfortunately she hears. Her head pops around the corner.

" Why if it isn't spewtron? How many days is that in a row now? 10?" she laughs evilly. But I have been to far broken this time. I have no clever come back. Maybe for once she will get the picture.. By giving her the cold shoulder.

" I heard what your going to do Cindy, that's just wrong!"Crap.. Did I just say that?

" Oh, you heard that did you spewtron? But I don't know why you have to care...why do you care?"

" Well. Even though we are strict enemies, I think that a person should be at least allowed to intervene when they think it's gone a bit to far."

" Ah, I see. Well are you gonna go all scientific on me or what?"

" Well I was hoping that just simple telling you it wasn't a smart idea would be the best policy. I mean I can't force you to do or not to do anything. It's completely up to you.. But as a genius I will warn you. Because about over one half of the students in our school when they slept with someone they got pregnant. Even with the use of the pill."

"Well, so what! It's my body spewtron. And I'll sleep with whoever I please!"

" But Cindy. Listen to me, you have to consider,"

" NO I WILL NOT LISTEN!"

"Yes you will! I don't want Nick to hurt you! OKAY! Are you happy now?"

" What do you mean...hurt me?"

" He's done it to lots of girls. I just know he has, and they've all gotten pregnant. Trust me he's not the smooth talking guy he seems like!"

" NO JIMMY! Your wrong!!!"

" No I am not!"

" Yes you are!"

"No"

"Yes".. So we argue as we never have.

" YOU KNOW WHAT NUETRON! I'M SICK OF YOU! I HOPE YOU MOVE TO OXFORD BECAUSE I CAN'T STAND YOU ANY LONGER! MOVE AS FAR AWAY AS YOU CAN GET! GOOD RIDDANCE!" she stops off angrily. Her words still echoing in my head. So that's how she feels about me. I kick the nearest locker again. Only to realize that it's hers. I walk towards the double doors of the school and I walk out. SO much for my love for her. I will always love you Cindy, but if that's what you want. It's what you get. But what about my family? I still have to throw them into account! I walk into my house, noticing the light on up in Cindy's bedroom. Probably getting ready for that party at Sheens. With Libby and Nick. Getting ready to sleep with.... him. I sigh as I see my mom and my dad sitting on the couch.

" Jimmy, we need to talk," .. Great this is the last thing I need. I sit down on the nearest chair. Sure enough my mothers bright smile warms my soul. To the very depths of me. Even to my anger.

" What if I don't want to talk." I say coldly.

" Well. We heard about the college offer Jimbo" my dad says.

" What about it?" I snap back at him.

" We think it would be good for you to get away from Retroville son, we want you to go.."

" SO YOU WANNA GET RID OF ME TWO HUH? WELL THAN FINE!" I angrily stand up and burst out the door. This is the last thing I need! My parents hate me to. Just like the person I'm in love with. Maybe there sick of me to. I hear my mothers voice calling after me. But I don't care. Like I said I've been to far broken. I wish those reasons I listed earlier would just go away. My reasons for being in love.. Well..are ludicrous.. But there they are.. The reasons for being in love. I mentally slap myself. I walk past Sheens house. Many cars line the streets. I hear loud booming music. The party must have started after school... than what the heck was Cindy doing at the school? I see Nick's car outside Sheen's garage door. She probably came with him. But the light was on in her window less than three seconds ago! Well she must be coming later. Just then I hear tires squealing. I turn around. Sure enough, a green car that looked like it had gone through a battle field pulls up behind me. I see a blonde reaching for the keys. Crap it's Cindy..but I turn back to face her instead. Just then she gets out of the car. My mouth drops open. Her golden hair falls in to her shoulders in slight curls, it is touching the strapless knee length, sparkly red dress she is wearing. Her red luscious lips purse. Her eyes meet mine. Every inch of me is burning...I am melting on the spot..instead of Cindy Vortex, I am looking at an angel..

"What the heck are you staring at Spewtron???" "And what are you doing here?"

" er..nothing to both questions..I went on a walk is that alright with you?"

" ya I guess, and by the way, I forgive you for being so rude this afternoon.."

" Me!! You're the one who was rude!"

" I told you the truth!"

" So, I will move then! My parents want me to go! So I will!"

" Good!" she snaps back and heads inside. My heart is burning. What is this? I think my heart has been officially broken... A tear finds it's way to my cheek. Tomorrow will never come quickly enough. I watch her enter the house and I continue, in the dark. Thinking of life, without Cindy...

I slam the door behind me. My tongue burning. Why did I say that stuff? I meant none of it! I don't want him to go away! What was going through my head? I need to tell him the truth someday soon! He was staring at me..and what do I do? I get angry!! What is my problem? I love him to much or something. I am afraid of loving him or whatever. Nick walks over to me. He smiles evilly. Little does he know that I won't sleep with him..not when I love someone other than him. I just smile back through all of my pain.

" Ready for tonight babe?" he says scamming every inch of my body. HELP ME!

" Actually Nick, I was thinking more along the lines of throwing up on you..when I got home today I threw up!" I say ..and laugh inside myself. I did throw up..just not real barf...but he doesn't have to know that. I will do anything to get out of it. I picture Jimmy's indigo blue searing eyes. I smile.. I feel his touch.. I hear his laugh.. Nick glares at me.

" Fine, another night then.."

" Actually Nick, this is it...we are through!" I smile evilly. Did I just say that out loud? A huge weight has been lifted from my shoulders. But I start to cry.

" why baby? Why?"

" Because! Your trying to make me do something I obviously don't want to!"

" What?? I thought you??" I smile at him as I pull his face to my lips. My lips touch his cheek. Which is burning hot from embarrassment. I smile...rather pleased with myself. I feel...free...happy.. I can see Jimmy's face..feel his lips... thank you heaven and earth! I almost skip over to the punch bowl. Libs is looking at me in complete shock. " What the heck just happened?"

" I just broke up with Nick! That's what happened!" Nick follows me over.

" Cindy! You are coming with me!" Music playing loudly in the background.. Sheen dancing like an idiot..

" NEVER!"

" Fine!" he stomps away angrily. Yes...I have to tell Jimmy.. I love him...but how?

I start to walk away but Libby grabs my arm hard and fast and has the most serious look on her face.

" Cindy, I heard you tell Jimmy he should move! I think he seriously is gonna listen to you!"

" What???Why do you say that?"

" I just saw a limo with that shrink he goes to see.."

" So??"

" Don;'t you get it girl? He started going! She's using him to get the fame and fortune! And Jimmy can't see it.. Because he's just a boy..whether he's a genius or not..and he likes you so much Cindy..he may even love you! He will listen to you! You can't let him go!" I look at her shocked.

" Oh don't pretend you don't like love him...I know you don't really mean any of that mean stuff you say!" I shoot her a confused look.

" Girl, don't think that I didn't see all that you have done for that kid! How you stick up for him? How you've saved his but like ten million times... those things do tend to get noticed girly! Now go tell him that you love him! Stop him! I know you want to!"

" Your right Libs, I do love him, I LOVE JIMMY NEUTRON!!and I will not let him get away AGAIN!!!!"I practically yell..the whole room looks at me confused....I look back at her.. " But what if I'm to late?" she looks at me dimly as I look out the window and watch a black limo driving away from Jimmy's house...I'm to late....

Sorry such a short cp. Guys! Hope it was good enough!! :D :D -kTe-