No own Jimmy ok?? So there.......
Heh... here comes another ch.
Goodbye
Yesterday night I had walked home broken hearted to only find out that the shrink had been to our house. For once I was glad Cindy had done that to my heart. Mom hands me the slip of paper that Mrs. Olson gave her. It said ..
I, James Isaac Nuetron, agree to let Mrs. Olson run every aspect of the fame, debuts and such. And I agree to let her pick whomever she pleases to go out with me(for looks), and I agree to the Oxford School in England.
sign here
I am shaking throughly... I love Retroville.. I have ever since I moved here... Leaving.. But Cindy's face flashes back in my mind. A tear stains the paper as I reach for a pen. Should I leave her? Forget about my feelings? What should I do? I see me.. Being famous and then Cindy would be mad! Me be famous and not her! It's so perfect. Even I couldn't have thought of it myself. This is so hard. I think I'll have to think it over tonight. I hurry down to my lab. Sheet in my hand. I love Cindy so much, but I have no chance with her. I stare at my computer screen. Maybe talking to my friends will help me decide whether to leave retroville or not. I check the time.. It is now 11:00 at night. I would figure that stupid party would be over. I sign on. Sure enough Libby is on.
LiBs- JIMMY! ( I am a bit shocked at this expression of happiness)
SciEncEGeekJim0- er um to what do I you this pleasure?
LiBs- Are you moving?
SciEncEgeekJim0- I have no clue.. I still am debating all the reasons why I should or shouldn't
LiBs- so you didn't agree to it tonight?
SciEncEGeekJim0- No..since I wasn't home Mrs. Olson gave me this sheet to sign..and I have to give it to her tomorrow when the decision becomes final.
LiBs- Well don't , we all need you here... even Cindy. She admitted it! Dude she loves ya! Don't let her stupid games fool you. WE need you Jimmy..especially Cindy.. If she loses you.. I think she'd go crazy!
SciEncEGeekJim0- very nice trick Libby.. How on earth am I supposed to believe that my worst enemy loves me? Huh? I am a scientific genius Libby..and that makes no scientific sense at all!
LiBs- Oh, shut the heck up! Don't tell me you don't love her.... I know you do! You should know that love has nothing to do with science! You're the genius here!
SciEncEGeekJim0- let me see here...whom to believe..scientific fact or the best friend of my long time rival! And I DON'T LOVE CINDY!
LiBs- is that why you only kiss Amy in front of Cindy..why you only snuggle with her in front of Cindy.. Don't think that these little games aren't being noticed! Even Nick's noticed! He knows that if Cindy finds out that you love her the way that all of us know you do there relationship will go down the tubes!
SciEncEGeekJim0- so can you think of any other "reasons" why I shouldn't go to Oxford..
LiBs- JIMMY! She loves you! Don't let it go!
SciEncEGeekJim0- er.. Whatever you say Libby I know that I am not wanted... or ever will be wanted by Cindy Vortex. Now if you'll excuse me I really must go to bed. For this is the last straw Libby.. You can tell Cindy who I am sure is standing right over your shoulder laughing.. That she has gotten her wish! I am going to Oxford University!
I sign off to get the point across... I stare at the paper at the paper on my desk.. I reach for a pen. Hand shaking I endorse James Isaac Nuetron on the line. Lying is just one step to far Cindy Vortex..one step way to far! I angrily slam the paper down on my desk and close my eyes and fall asleep.
(P.S. Jimmy's View ends shorter than usual you'll see why...)
I am laying in bed listening to Libby talk endlessly about Sheen. I throw the pillow at her to shut up.
" What's your prob?" she asks.
" I LET JIMMY GET AWAY!" I scream glancing at the clock. It was now 10:00 p.m. the party had ended over an hour ago. Jimmy had gotten away..two hours ago..She looks painfully at me. She glances down at the floor.
" Well I am going to go see if Sheen's online.." she says almost inaudibly obviously trying not to provoke my rage.
" Go ahead for all I care!" I snap back at her. " At least you have a boyfriend!" I take out my Jimmy figure again. I listen to Hoobastank full blast. Punching the figure.. After this I change into my nightgown. It is now 11:00 .. Wow! Sheen must be on.. I hear a loud scream from downstairs. LIBBY! I run down the stairs as fast as I possibly can.
" What is it?"
" JIMMY IS ON!!!!!"
I try to shove her off the chair, but alas it doesn't work. She makes me leave..she says she is having a "private" talk with sheen. Psht..who gives a rip about Sheen! What about Jimmy? Then about three minutes later a loud huffing noise protrudes from her chair.
" what is it?"
" He didn't believe me Cind! He thought you were getting me to do it! He's gonna sign the paper!" I slam my fist into the desk...
" That nerd! He is so stupid sometimes!"
"Well you have to admit Cindy, you haven't been exactly the nicest person in the world now have you?"
" no, I guess not.."
" That's what I thought." "But maybe you still have time, he said the lady was coming tomorrow morning to make it final.... so maybe you can stop him!" I look with a gleam of happiness in my eye. Tomorrow would be the day. .. I hurry up stairs.. Libby follows..I plop down on my bed..and stupidly start talking about Sheen to Libby. I guess I was just to happy to even think. She starts talking endlessly. Asking me what I thought.. I just sort of nodded and smiled. She's almost as bad as me. Just then I glance at the time. The clock now read 3:00 A.M. I angrily shut my eyes and stop listening. If I miss Jimmy..well okay it's gonna be my fault. I fall asleep instantly. Dreamless sleep.. Nothing..just black. That's what my world will be like when Jimmy moves. And then I saw it.. A face, a blood stained face with many cuts and bruises, I reach out to touch it. When the face moves into the light. I discover that it is Jimmy. I place my hands on him.
" What happened Jimmy?"
" You killed me Cindy, you broke me piece by piece and I died...can't you understand that people do die when you hurt them...?? see look.." his voice drolls as he points to his chest sure enough it shows every time I've ever hurt his feelings... I reach for his face.. He pulls away..
" now it's my turn to kill you!" he evilly laughs as he reaches for the knife which had been in his right arm. I scream loudly but no one seems to hear me.. He keeps repeating " it's my turn Cindy, It's my turn Cindy.......CINDY!!!!!"
Just then I awake shaking and covered in cold sweat. I look up to see Libby flashing in and out of sight. I look at her.
" are you okay?" She asks confused.
" I think I just got scared by the dream I was having.." I say while I roll over.
" Well that's nice and all...but you might wanna know...THE SHRINKS AT JIMMY'S HOUSE!" my head pops up I look at the time.. Sure enough.. 11:00 a.m. I slam my fist into my pillow and I hurriedly fly to the bathroom. I wash my face and scurry to get dressed. I race down the stairs. Libby waits and she signals me. We creep across the street.. And we hide under the bushes. Sure enough I hear Mrs. Olson's voice.
" Well, well Jimmy, you have the paper for me than?" I pop my head up to see that he nods his head yes and hands her a paper.
" It's final James Nuetron! You must hurry for we leave today!" I sit here shocked as the realization of what she just said.. It sinks in to every inch of me...Libby looks at my face, which now bears many tears. Tears that shouldn't be falling, but they are anyways. I just smile even though she knows.. Jimmy did kill me..he killed my soul. I look lifelessly at the window. Boxes are being pulled out.. Jimmy stands near the stairs, stunned. She scoots him up the stairs..now would be the perfect time..to go under his window..but instead of doing that..Libby begins to spin again.. The colors are blending.. Who am I? I fall onto my stomach...and my world goes black.
My eyes open to see bright lights surrounding me. I hear lowered voices. Where am I and why do I feel like I got hit by a truck? I look up into a guy's eyes. I know those eyes. Brown, and cold.. They are Nicks.
" Nick. What are you doing here.. Where am I?" he looks at me with a smile.
" your in the emergency room Cindy.. Libby said that you passed out and stopped breathing.."
" what? I did what?"
" The doctors say it happens when the body has a reaction to something traumatic.. Libby said that you just didn't feel well....what really happened Cindy?" I sit up.. I feel much better now..but what if I missed Nuetron?
" None of your business now leave me alone!" a doctor comes in and ushers Nick out. He smiles at me. It's my child doctor Mr. Limiter
" Cindy Vortex, you look much better, you only stopped breathing for about a second Libby said..and that's good..any longer and you might've been gone.. I took some notes and apparently that's how your body deals with extreme emotional shock..because when your parents got divorced the same thing happened." I smile at him.
" What happened Cindy?"
" I don't want to talk about it.." I say looking at the floor.
" Well then..oh well.. Sooner or later you will want to talk about it.. I know you Cindy, you will.. But for now.. I will tell Jimmy your alright.." he smiles.. I awake from the daze I seemed to be in.
" JIMMY'S HERE?" .. I blush slightly at the obvious joy in my voice.
" Yep he came as soon as he heard, he's been here longer than anyone else, so I agreed to let him take you home.." he smiles as I blush. Just then I hear Jimmy's voice talking to the doctor. My heart skips a beat. He walks in.. He looks so.. Worried.. I see worry in his eyes.. His deep blue ocean eyes...
" Cindy!! Your okay! I was so scared..that..well.. Never mind" he quickly looks at the floor.
" you actually have been waiting all this time just to take me home?"
" yea, is that okay? Since it's the last time I'll be seeing you.. I just thought.."
" I know Jimmy.. I know.." so he helps me down of the bed I was lying in. He catches me as my first step is very shaky. My face is very close to his. I can feel my face..my arms..burning.. He smiles at me. My insides flip.. I shake off the tingles in my arm and face. He slowly slips an arm around my waist.. Not in the romantic way.. Just to help me walk .. I think.. I giggle at this thought..
" what's so funny, am I not strong enough..."
" No this is just weird, here we are.. Enemies.. And you are here.. Walking me home..."
" well ya, I guess it's my goodbye to you Cindy, for I get in that limo the minute I get to my house."
I don't even think about what I am doing. I throw my arms around the back of his neck just before we exit the hospital. He squeezes me tightly. His warmth spreads from my head to my toes in a matter of seconds. I squeeze him back, I whisper in his ear.
" It will be weird without you Jimmy, really weird..." I smile as I pull away... and just then he does something that seems impossible. He grabs my face and crashes his lips onto mine.. I am rather shocked at this gesture of oh so long awaited attention and immeatiatly pull away... he blushes as he looks at the floor.
" Sorry bout that Cindy," he says and I just stand here..my lips burning.. Jimmy just kissed me..JIMMY JUST KISSED ME! I never can move..I just want to stay in this spot forever. He is running now.. Running away from me.. Wait..a kiss..does this mean he likes me? Or was it an impulse of the moment..I begin to run after him..and then I run right smack dab into Nick who cradles me in his arms. He pulls my face close to his. I look up into his brown eyes. Please let me go! I have to go ask Jimmy why he kissed me! I have to stop him! He kisses me firmly on the lips. He is holding me to tight! If I don't hurry Jimmy will be gone! I break away from Nick and run..as fast as I possibly can..to Jimmy's house..Only to see Libby giving Jimmy a hug and him getting into the limo..tears falling from her eyes... the tires start rolling..and I have an ache..an irreplaceable ache to run after it... I begin to run..soon I have run out of breath...I stop near the candy bar staring at the limo..and I wave goodbye as I stare into the setting sun of purple, pink, orange, and gold... a tear falls freely from my eye.. As I whisper to the sky..
" Goodbye Jimmy Nuetron.. I love you.."
