A Changing Goodbye

I look quickly toward the voice. Cindy stands down below me. I coldly look at her.

" I NEED TO TALK TO YOU!" her voice cries again. She looks very desperate. I signal the guy to wait and I walk back down the ramp. She is looking at her shoes... why does she always do that around me? The blades stop. She is blushing.. Very heavily..

" Yes," I say smiling at her..trying not to show the emotions overriding my thoughts..

" Well... er..umm.. Goodbye I guess.."

" Wow... Cindy Vortex.. I am shocked by you.. You are a complete mystery to me.. And I can't say that about many things." my eyes met hers kindly. She looks up at me.

" Sorry I reacted like that..it was rude.."

" WOW!! CINDY JUST SAID SHE WAS WRONG LET THE WORLD KNOW!!!!" I say laughing..

" What do I have to do to make you shut up Spewtron?" she lightly giggles.

I smile back at her.

" Now, will you tell me... what did you mean earlier?"

" I will tell you.. If you tell me.. Why you kissed me.."

" Okay, I kissed you... well because... I er... um.... I kinda......" nothing comes..I keep repeating myself over and over. She waits patiently.

" I kissed you because... I... l...." just then a loud voice protrudes from the helicopter..

"HURRY UP DOWN THERE!"

"What did you say Jimmy?" she says glancing at me again. She is very close to me.. I know not whether is trying simply to hear me.. Or to get close to me.. I smile at her..

" I said.. Well I was trying to say that.. Well.. I sort of like you Cindy.." she looks very questioningly into my eyes... " I sort of more than like you actually..in fact, Cindy... I love you.." I say looking very deep into her green eyes.. They seem to be never ending.. Holding secrets.. That not even I could find. She stands back a little bit..

" YOU LOVE ME?" her voice seems shocked..and there's a bit of almost joy in her...

" Yes, I do Cindy, that's the reason..I left... you..."... I say she smiles up at me..

" Oh crap.. I am sorry Cindy.. I mean I know that's not what you wanted to hear.." I babble on and on..and then something amazing happens.. She throws her arms around me, and pulls me forcefully into a kiss.... My brain freezes..The butterflies are flying.. But not only that.. But she has grabbed my heart... and wrapped it around her's on string.. Never to be wavered... This is where I belong.. Right here.. No where else.. Not Oxford that's for sure. This time... I kiss her back... my arms sneak around her tiny waist.. She smells so sweet.. This is more perfect than in dreams.. I pull her forcefully into me.. She gasps a little bit as I gain control of the situation. All my repressed feelings are bubbling up and are passionately hidden in this kiss. Her tongue finds it's way to my lips.. Is she asking entrance? I open my mouth and let her in.. Her tongue plays with mine.. She groans with unexpected pleasure. The burning sensation in my mouth makes me quickly pull away. I am breathless...I smile....

" What on earth was that for?"

" Because... it shut you up!" she laughs.

" But you...just..french kissed me!"

" ya, maybe I like you to Nuetron.. You ever think about that?" I look at her abruptly..

"You LIKE ME!"

" You don't think I'd french kiss you and enjoy it without liking you! Maybe you do need mental help.. This whole time Jimmy.. I've had this thing for you.. Well more.. Like you said.. I sort of well.. I love you to Jimmy..." She looks at the ground again. I place one finger under her chin. She smiles up at me.

" Really??"

" Really.." she says and I move into her once again... just before our lips touch, she whispers something in my ear..

" I will miss you so much Nuetron.. I am nothing without you.." she pulls away a little bit...

" I am nothing without you.." I say playfully pulling her back into my arms. Her green eyes are beautifully shining.. Like an emerald in a hidden cavern..

" Right..." she says whispering..

" Did I not just tell you I loved you? Would I lie?" I say smiling..

" No , I guess not.." she is so close now.. My heart is beating faster.. My legs feel like jelly.. And my voice feels like it's non-existent..

I lean forward into her.. This time neither of us force the results.. Our lips meet... ever so gently.. Then she slides her hands behind my neck. Pulling me harder into her. My arms sneak around her waist again.. This time I gain accesses of her mouth a lot faster.. She groans with pleasure as I caress her tongue with mine.. The heat between us is increasing... very quickly.. She pushes up against me .. Harder.. Harder.. My hands are now rubbing her back.. She is starting to pull me away from the helicopter... to a near bench.

" JAMES ISAAC NUETRON!!!" I break quickly away from the kiss.. She stands there quite breathless... I smile at the girl. My lips now covered in lip gloss.. Cindy's taste still lingers in my mouth .. Like the sweetest fudge...I look at Cindy.. Who is blushing furiously.

" ARE YOU COMING???" she yells again over the loud blades. I thrust my lips onto Cindy's .. Like a kid playing hide and seek.. Maybe if I hide in this kiss... she won't find me.. And I won't have to leave... Cindy pulls away rather quickly..

" If you love someone.. You set them free.." her voice whispers..

" What if that someone doesn't want to be set free? I Can't leave you again Cindy.. I just don't think I can muster the strength... I love you.. Remember?"

" And I love you.. But I want you to be happy.. And I think you'll be happy in school.. With those other geniuses.. Who are more like you than this town could ever be.."

" But Cindy! You can't just let it end like this! I don't want to go back! Knowing that I love you and that you love me.. I don't think I'd be a person without you! I don't want that! I'd rather be the local genius and yours then the smartest kid in the world.. And not!!!"She smiles up at me. She softly kisses me...

" Goodbye Jimmy, do this for you..do this for your mom.. Whoever.. But just do it!!" Tears are falling freely from her eye.. I just smile..as I wipe her tears..

" I can't leave you!!!" just then someone comes up behind me... and my world goes black...

I awake to a slight noise from behind me.. I find myself... on a large bed.. I know this room.. I am in OXFORD! How the hey did I get here? I scratch my head as I roll and look at the time.

8:00 A.M, The radio blasts in my ear as I roll out of bed. Mrs.Olson is standing outside...

"HOW DID I GET BACK HERE?"

" well Jimmy, we saw you were gettin a little bit to chummy with that Cindy girl.. So we knocked you out.. She resisted of course.. But we did her in.."

" WHAT???"

" That's right.. She's someplace... that you'll never find!!! she is not dead of course.. We just hid her so you can forget about her!"

" WHERE IS SHE!"

" uhuhuh! Nope no telling... good luck Jimmy! Have an excellent life!!"

I stare out the window at the dreary sky. Where on earth could she be??? I have to find her!! I have to love her..!!! I dress angrily as I walk out... thinking.. Where on earth could she be???

Stillness.. That's all there is.. My eyes focus on the dark room I am in.. Where the heck am I? I slap myself trying to focus... It is a very small room that is for sure.. I hear a slight noise in the background. I turn towards it.. Shaking from top to bottom.. It moves toward me... GOODBYE WORLD.. And then I see it's just a rat.. I stumble on something as I scale the walls... I fall towards a blank wall.. I feel a switch ... light?? I turn it on.. Sure enough... I see my surroundings.. It is a very small cell.... and it has food on the floor.. And a skeleton in the corner.. And then I see the chamber in front of me.. It has a whole bunch of old torture tools.. Oh my gosh.. And then the floor falls beneath me.. I fall through colors and sounds..they swirl around me like a whole different universe. I fall onto the hard ground. Empty street signs..but there in front of me is Jimmy...

" Jimmy what's going on???" I ask concerned.

" Not sure.. But Cindy.. Come here I want to hold you! I am staying here in Retroville..aren't you happy?"

" What? I am so confused... but Jimmy somehow all of a sudden got really close to me..He grabs my face.. Oh , who cares.. I am here with Jimmy.. I slowly walk with him to the grass. He lays down. He pulls my head onto his chest... I listen to his heartbeat.. I breath in and out.. His raspy breaths are heavy and suggestive.. He is nervous! I laugh as I pull myself up to his face.

" Are you nervous little boy?" he smiles..

" More than you know.." he says

" I love you James.. So much..."

" I love you to Cindy! More than words can ever say!" he says pulling my lips into his.. I forcefully thrust myself upon him..let the fun begin... and then he disappears from beneath me.. I am falling again.. But this time.. I fall upon dark uneven ground. No hope shows the way. A dark figure approaches me.. It is my Grandfather..

" Welcome.. To torture.." I scream.. But I know no-one can hear me...

I kick and scream.. But no- one can save me.. The box surrounds me.. Blood drips from my mouth.. I scream in pain..just then I begin to fall... this time it's in a spiral.. Spinning past all my memories.. All my discoveries... they are erasing themselves.. I can only see Jimmy's eyes.. They all I know.. Who am I? Just then someone I awake in a cold sweat. Someone's face lingers over me.. Someone I know.. But can't remember...

" Good morning Miss Vortex.. If that's who you really are..."

" I don't know who I am.."

" Good... well then... come with me...Jeanie Nuetron.."

" Who is she?"

" Well she's you! And your brother is Jimmy Nuetron.. Boy genius...and well that's all you need to know.. But you can never see anyone again you understand? Your family died and Jimmy left you to fend on your own.. Your angry at him... he's done you wrong...you never want to see him again! You said so yourself.." she says smiling..

" okay. And who are you?"

" Names Amy, Amy Olson.. Daughter of the Shrink.. Well .. W/e.. you won't understand.."

" Where am I?"

" In a lab.. Our lab... in Egypt... our secret lab.. No one will ever find you here Jeanie! You will die an old maid!!!" she walks over to me..

" sleep well.." and then she pokes me with a long needle.. And again I travel through time and space...

AHHHHHH! What the heck? What is CIndy gonna do now that she thinks she's someone else... how will Jimmy ever find her? Will he find her ? Will he try to find her!! I just keep going.. And going.. Heheh!! -kTe-