Angel Baby…
No. I know you know "best" and I've always taken your advice before… but I can't do it. I can't tell Roger about the baby. It's my baby and… I don't know how to explain it.
Roger's all…how am I supposed to tell him? He's barely around anymore except for… except for when we screw! And you've basically told me that he doesn't want me to… I don't want to force him, to bind him to me, he'll probably think I got pregnant on purpose to 'keep us together'. How can I give him time, we're supposed to be…?
I can't do this to a baby, Angel. I can't give her a father who'll just run, who'll float in and out of her life, just bringing trouble and crappiness and screwing everything up wherever he does. Better for my baby to think that her daddy was just… I don't know. But I can't do that to a kid, I can't involve someone like Roger in her innocent little life.
I don't know, Angel. I'm basically a single mother already, I'll just have to get used to it. I'm not gonna tell anyone, I'll raise my baby on my own.
Love Always,
Your
Mimi Marquez
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Disclaimer: Not ours. Never ours.
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