Hello, I'm so sorry to anyone who may actually be waiting for the next chapter of this story. It really has been a while since I last updated, I was really sick for the first week after I posted the first chapter, then I had to go on vacation with my family where I got really sunburned (curse that giant ball of fire!) and then I was really busy with the start of school and haven't taken the time to sit down and write this out.
Bleh. I just read over that, it's all excuses. I'm just lazy. Yes I admitted it. I'm a lazy procrastinator. I really just haven't made myself sit down at the computer for any length of time and I should have. But enough of boring you with my senseless thoughts, on with the fic! But first, thanks to my three reviewers:
Warnings: Shounen-ai, blood.
Disclaimer: I have a confession to make...how can I say this...I-I-I don't own Yu-Gi-Oh.
To Be Forever Mine-Chapter Two-
I can't believe it actually worked, I must admit, I doubted myself, wondered if I might be going crazy. I may have been out of my mind. But it worked.
"And now Yugi, we're going to start by playing a little game, listen carefully. You must first of all never speak of this to anyone, especially not Yami."
I start to look around for something, anything then I see it, a long needle. Let's see how he likes it, feeling a needle stuck into him, like how I feel whenever I see him with his Yami. The pain hurts so much, just like hundreds of needles piercing my flesh; I can almost feel the blood running down my body. That's how I feel almost every day.
"Here now Yugi, take this, stick it into your arm. I want to see you in pain."
He takes the needle, driving it horizontally into his arm. The steel blocks any blood from flowing as long as it's in there. He moves the needle farther and farther up his arm, just underneath his skin. I can see the outline of the needle through the skin. It's so morbidly fascinating, just watching. It reminds me of a rabbit, burrowing just under the surface of the ground.
"Now you can pull it out Yugi."
As he pulls out the needle, I can see the red tint of blood on it. When it's all the way out the hole in his arm begins to bleed. Only a little though, just a small trickle of blood. This angers me, for all the pain I have gone through he shall pay back double the price!
"Do you know how much I hate you? Do you know the pain you have caused me?! I think you do, I think that you really have done all of this on purpose. Just to show me how cruel you really can be."
I now lust after blood more than I ever have before. He must pay. He has to.
I bring out a knife that I had brought with me and hand it to him.
"Yugi, cut yourself. I want to see blood and pain. Show it to me!"
He takes the knife, and without hesitation, rips it down his arm. The blood flows out, the most beautiful thing I have seen. A refreshed feeling washes over me. This is what I have been waiting for, this is what I wanted for so long and strived after. Those long sleepless nights spent thinking through every possible fate.
"This is what you deserve Yugi, this and so much more."
He continues and is soon dripping with blood. But the pain is too much for him to handle, even though in his hypnotic state he should feel so little. It drives him mad.
He runs around the room smashing into walls, his bones are being reduced to shards, his face so mutilated it's unrecognizable. Blood stains everything, even me.
I don't know what to do, this wasn't supposed to happen, and this wasn't supposed to get this out of hand. I try to think of what I can do. Nothing, nothing, nothing.
Wait.
"Yugi, now, swallow your tongue."
He is choking, killing himself. I'm really surprised he lasted this long with such injuries.
He's down on his hands and knees gasping. I'm beginning to doubt myself, I suddenly have pity for him. Maybe I shouldn't have done this. I see his eyes, the only recognizable thing on his face, which is covered with sweat and blood. I feel something where my heart should be. I really do feel sorry for him, but this is no time to get a conscience. I have no heart, I am hollow. Empty.
I have no feelings about his death, none at all. Except happiness.
-End Chapter Two-
I'm beginning to scare myself, this story is getting a little violent. Anyways, I love this part of the fic because here I can say whatever I want and you'll read it, won't you?
All right, the next chapter is going to be the ending and I think I have a pretty good finish if I do say so myself. So if anyone is reading this they can look forward to the end, which I should have up by the end of this week because I'm on a roll with this fic. In fact I think I'll get it started as soon as I post this. But then again maybe not, reviews are always a good motivator! ::Hint hint:: Well, I hope you enjoyed this chapter and read the next one too. Write me some reviews!!
