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NOTE: Terra appears in this chapter. (Although I really do not like her…maybe it's because she's a lot like me..) I guess you could say that it "takes place" after the episode "Aftershock parts 1 and 2". CONTAINS SPOILERS Since those episodes haven't aired in the US, let's just say that Terra betrays the Titans.

I do not own Teen Titans.

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Once Starfire got to Beast Boy's grave, she pulled out a blanket from one of her suitcases and put it on the ground and sat on it. Oh Beast Boy… she thought It didn't have to be this way. If only I'd have…If I had not had been in need of saving…Oh my dear friend. Why did it have to end like this?? Oh how I wish you were still here with us.

Starfire then heard someone behind her. She whipped out a starbolt and turned around, prepared to fight only to see Terra standing there.

"Terra???" Starfire gasped.

"The one and only," Terra said softly when Star gave her a huge hug (as always).

"Oh Terra! Beast Boy! He's…he's…" She sobbed into Terra's shoulder.

"Trust me Starfire," Terra said as she patted Star on the back, "I know."

"It's all my fault!…It's all…my…" Star trailed off as she fell to the ground in tears.

"Hey Starfire, Hey, it's ok," Terra said as she kneeled next to the sobbing Star, "Everything's gonna be ok."

"No it's not Terra!" the alien girl shouted with tears in her eyes, "It's not 'gonna be ok!' Beast Boy is…'gone' because of ME! Cinderblock tore down a beam from the roof and it would have fallen on me and killed ME instead of BEAST BOY!!"

Terra then whispered, "I know."

"What?"

"I know because….I was there."

"You WHAT?!?!??"

"I had been crashing at that warehouse, waiting for the right time to come and see you guys and then…"

"…"

"I saw everything. I went to the hospital to see him too and, I was even at his funeral."

"Why did you not tell us??"

"You know..cuz I…kinda betrayed you guys."

"But still! It would have brought us comfort to know that the person most dear to Beast Boy's heart was there for him!"

"Ok, I don't know why I didn't tell you! I'm sorry! I'm sorry for all the things I've done! I'm sorry that I turned my back on.." Terra turns towards BB's headstone, "him."

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There was a long silence until Terra's stomach started to grumble.

"Heh heh, I guess I'm a little hungry," She said, putting her hand behind her head.

"I have some homemade glord if you would like some."

"Wasn't that the stuff that tasted like sushi ice cream??"

"Yes! You remembered?"

"Sure, I'll have some."

The mood seemed to have lightened a bit while the two girls ate. Starfire even asked about Terra's travels, and Terra started to talk.

Soon it became nightfall and Starfire pulled out a sleeping bag, because she planned on spending the night there.

"You're gonna sleep here??" Terra asked, bewildered.

"Yes," Star said as she looked at the headstone, adorned with flowers, "It brings me a sort of strange…feeling that I am somewhat close to him. I miss him so much.."

"Me too…Well, I should get going now…"

"Nonsense! You will stay here…umm..Here! You can have my blanket!" Star asked desperately.

"I can't. It would be too….weird, sleeping by his grave, ya know?"

"I understand…"

Then Starfire's communicator went off. It was Robin on the other end.

"Is there trouble??"

"No, no, I was just calling to check up on you. How are you doing?"

"I'm 'o-k.' Terr-" Terra slapped a hand over her mouth before she could finish.

"You will NOT tell him that I'm here!" she whispered harshly as her hands started to glow a goldish color.

"But-"

"NO BUTS."

"OK…" she whispered before turning back to the communicator, "Everything's fine here."

Robin raised an eyebrow and said, "Are you sure? Do you want me to spend the night with you?"

(OCC: It's not like THAT! Get your mind out of the gutter! –laugh- I like to believe that sometimes Star gets homesick for Tamaran and Robin sits at her bedside to make sure she's ok.)

"No, no, that's alright, I'm fine…Actually, I think I might come home tomorrow."

"Are you sure you're up to it?"

"Of course, Robin."

"Ok, see you tomorrow…You know that you CAN stay out a few more days.."

"No, I insist! Now it is late and I must get some rest, and you do too!"

"Ok, see ya…Are you sure you're ok?"

"YES! Now good night!"

"Good night Star."

Then Starfire hung up. As she turned around to look for Terra, she was gone.

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End Chapter 4!

hee hee! This was fun (it's a sad story, so it isn't FUN persay…but you know what I mean..). Sorry about such a short chapter! It's late and I thought I'd treat my loyal readers to a new chapter! -smile-

I hope you enjoyed it!