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Chapter five;
He pulls away after a short while that seemed like an eternity. Leaving me breathless.
"I'm sorry." He says. Okay now he is confusing me. He just gave me my first kiss ever and he tells me he's sorry? I should tell him I'm sorry for the probably lousy inexperienced kiss I gave him.
"For what?" I ask.
"For doing that." He says putting his tunic back on.
"I kissed you remember." I say, he's confusing me even more.
"I shouldn't have don that." He says.
"Why not?! Wasn't I any good?" I ask getting a little upset.
"Don't get me wrong. I like you and all, but as soon as this is over I'm leaving this place." He says sincerely. "And I don't want to see you get hurt."
"To late." I say to myself. Why didn't I just know that? I know he wants to go home.
He looks at me for a moment, with a look of sadness our pity. Dos he look at me and see a young childe?
"Do you think I'm a childe?" I ask, I'm an idiot!
"No, I a young woman, but none the less a woman." He says.
"Farwell lord Galahad." I say softly.
But my heart says, farewell my knight in shining armour, farewell my first love.
And I walk back to the wagon, tomorrow we arrive at Hadrian's wall. Tomorrow he will leave.
I fall in a restless sleep......
And the next morning we were already close to Hadrian's wall. A place the will give me joy and grief. For I feel hollow inside, he is leaving, and probably isn't coming back. He will probably forget me, but I, I will always remember and love him.
"Riana?" I hear, Dagonet woke up yesterday evening.
"Yes? What are you thinking about? You seem troubled." He says.
"Nothing, and everything." I say dreamy, dreaming of what could be.
He chuckles. "You're in love, so I will stop bugging you."
Dos everybody know I'm in love? Our do Dagonet and Fuliciana just the same kind of people? Wait a minute wouldn't those two fit together? I think as a grin creeps up my face.
As I think this we arrive at Hadrian's wall. I jump of the wagon.
A Bishop came out and tries to embrace Alecto, but the boy gets away from him. the Bishop looks confused.
"Bishop Germanius. Friend of my father." Arthur says not looking all that happy.
That ass of a Bishop gave him and his men a suicide mission. The discharge papers were brought out. Lancelot snatches them away and hands them out to the knights. I find it strange, freedom shouldn't be a piece of paper. The knights look at the pieces of paper with something close to disgust. At this point I get pulled into a hug.
"Vanora?" I say, now I finally see that its her.
"You had me worried sick." She says pulling me even closer.
"Vanora you're suffocating me." I choke out, I'm happy to see her but I don't want to die.
"Sorry dear." She says whipping tears out of her face. "I'm just so happy you're alright."
"I'm happy to see you again." I say. I feel happy, not as happy as when I kissed Galahad.
"You should go to Blake, the pour boy was sick of grief when we thought you died." She says pushing me off.
I walk over to the place wear Blake mostly hangs out. He was sitting there and starring at the sky. He most have grown.
"Blake!" I call out.
He turns around and his eyes widen. I can't help but smile. He comes storming at me and pulls me in an even tighter huge than Vanora.
"You idiot! Don't you dare do that again!" He says.
"I wont, see you tonight I'm going to help Vanora." I say giving him a kiss on the cheek. We have a brother sister relationship. Good friends since childhood. I go back to Vanora's house and start to help her take car of the children.
"Go to the courtyard I know you want to." Vanora says motioning me to the door.
"I'm going, I'm going." I say leaving. Why dos she want me out of the house? I walk over to the knights and smile as I sit down in between Bors and Gawain.
"So how is Dagonet?" I ask. I think he has a visitor named Fuliciana.
"He's in his room, the lady Fuliciana is taking care of him." Bors says.
I can't help but smile. I hear a scream from the towers the others hear it as well and we storm up the stairs. On the wall Arthur was staring into the distance,....Saxons.
"Prepare the men for battle in the morning." He tells a soldier, while leaving.
"Arthur!" Lancelot says running after him. Guinevere fallowed him. "Don't do this Arthur. You're free. Leave!"
"Lancelot I cannot go with you! Live your freedom for the both of us! I now know that everything I have done has led me to this moment." He says putting his hand on Lancelot's shoulder.
There is pain in Lancelot's face and probably in his hart as well. I knew I will be in this war, I'm half a Woad...I will fight just like the other Woads. Arthur leaves for his quarters, Lancelot and the other knights as well, they probably need to be rested for there trip home. Guinevere pulls my arm and drags me to the quarters she is staying in. She pulls me inside and closes the door.
"Are you fighting?" She asks. What a question.
"Yes." I say flatly.
"You love Galahad don't you?" she asks. Dos everybody know?!
"Yes." I say hesitant.
"Here." She says placing a glass of something in my hand. "It prevents pregnancy." She say even.
What?! The hell! My eyes most be popping out of my sockets. But than I realize that I might die tomorrow.
"Go now. I know you want to." She says opening the door for me.
Should I? I want to....I think. I love him, I'm sure of that. I look at the glass, place it at my lips and drink it. I walk off and place the glace on a table. My heart is pounding in my chest. I finally reach his door. I knock softly. What am I doing?
"Riana?" I hear Galahads voice say. Now I realize that the door had opened.
I open my mouth but the words won't come out.
"You're fighting tomorrow, aren't you." He says looking at the ground. It makes me feel guilty.
I don't answer instead a place a hand on his face and make him look at me. My hart acts before my mind thinks throw and I kiss him, quit aggressively. I push him inside the room. And let him breath for a moment. It looks like he wants to protest but I just kiss him again, and any protest melts away in the kiss.
"Close the door." I say between kisses. I love him so much, I'm not doing anything wrong.
"I'm leaving tomorrow, I don't want you to get hurt." He says, why dos he haft to protest.
"You won't hurt me, you will never hurt me. I was in love with you since I was ten. I remember everything you ever said in front of me every thing you ever did. I want you, stay with me at least tonight, and love my at least tonight." I say and I feel tears sting my eyes.
"I will love you, every day." He says closing the door after this he leans in and kisses me. I part my lips and let his tongue slide in my mouth. My hands seem to have a mind of there on and slide beneath his tunic. He seems to sense what I want and he carries me to his bed. And gently lays me down. My hart is beating like crazy. He kisses me again, I roll him over so I'm on top of him. I pull of his tunic and let my fingers go over old scars. The scars of a man, a worrier. He leans up and kisses me quit deeply, after this my mind just shuts down.......
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