Title: In your presence

Author: children of the Revolution

Disclaimer: I don't own Digimon.

Warnings: Yuri/shoujo-ai. Go on and flame if you want. It's not like you'll change my writing style just by that...

Rating: Pg

Chapter: 2/3 "summer"

Authors note:

SoratoL.O.C.Fan: If you think this is sick...You know, I can write much sicker than this...

IzzyLovezMimi: Thanks. I think...

R&R

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It was the last day before summer break and everyone was happy. Sora looked as beautiful as ever in a short red dress and Mimi herself wore an pink skirt and light blue t-shirt. She tried hard not to blush when Sora greeted her with that warming smile of hers. Surely it didn't meant anything, she greeted all of the others in the same way, and yet she couldn't help but feeling hope rise in her chest. 'Wonder if she read my mail...'

If Sora indeed had done so, she didn't show it. Not in any way.

Or, wait, maybe... When everybody said goodbye, Mimi could have sworn that Sora hugged her longer than she did their other friends. Maybe it was just her imagination. But imagination or not, Mimi walked home on pink clouds that day.

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I don't know if I want to tell you. Things will just screw up if I do. Nobody knows, it has always been that way. I don't usually tell people who I like, I'm one of those persons who doesn't want the other one to know about my feelings. That would just ruin things. That feeling. But maybe I'll tell you someday, and, yes, it is someone you know.

Can't you please tell me who this beautiful angel you love so much is?

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One day went. Then another. On the second afternoon Mimi got an sms. It's you. The most beautiful girl on earth, it's you. Love Sora.

Afterwards, if someone had asked Mimi what she wrote back, she wouldn't been able to answer even if her life depended on it. She just wrote something, anything, so to assure herself that it was real. That Sora really liked her.

When she checked her mail later that evening, on a community where she and Sora used to be, she asked if Sora had read her mail. Obviously, the other girl hadn't.

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Beautiful. No, I hadn't read your other mail. If I had, maybe it hadn't been so difficult sending you that sms. How weird things turned out. But who cares? You are the most beautiful, that's the way it is.

It never even crossed my mind that I could be that girl. That I was special like that. And for once to feel special.

Don't be sorry. Not for anything. Thank you.

I think you don't like me any longer. I don't think you should. Things would only go wrong. But at the same time it's wonderful. Like you said, you can't control your feelings. You are the most beautiful, but I don't think I love you. I thought that before, but I'm still not sure.

You are the most beautiful. The most beautiful the world have ever seen.

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Mimi wasn't sure of what to think or feel. Sora kept saying that she was beautiful, but she also said that she didn't love her.

Thoughts whirled in her head when suddenly a new mail arrived.

I don't know why, but I'm stuck here. Pressing your 'presentation' button again and again even thought I know that nothing else are going to happen but that your presentation will still be on the screen. Again and again. Just gazing at the screen and pressing that button. It is something. A feeling. It's like nothing really matters anymore. I'm not happy because it's summer, that fact is just getting more and more depressing.

And the whole time I want to see you. Always be with you. I don't want to walk away when the others do, I want to stay. With you.

I don't know what it is. Maybe it's you. Maybe I am in love with you. I don't know, but it feels so. Like it could be that way. But I'm not as strong as you, I could never tell my friends that I was in love with another girl. I guess I'm afraid I would lose them.

It's just empty. Like the tears could come any second. I have no answer.

I want to talk to you, that would make me feel so much better. But I don't dare. If you called me I wouldn't pick up the phone. I am such a coward. So weak. I hate myself. Hate hate hate.

You are the most beautiful of all angels. Beautiful beautiful beautiful beautiful beautiful, and I hope that you know by now that I don't say that just because I'm your friend.

Beautiful

Beautiful

The most beautiful

.:End chapter two:.