I'm kissing you
Summary: A Songfic (Don't groan) to Des'ree- I'm kissing you.
Marie is gone and just before Jason sets out to Naples he takes some time to remember her. Short and defiantly not sweet (I personally find it twisted) Listen to the song whilst reading for best affect.
Pride can stand a thousand trials,
the strong will never fall
But watching stars without you,
my soul cried.
Look at the sky Marie. It's beautiful like you, the stars are so bright and the moon is so big. You would have loved to sit here with me and watch them. Like in Greece, do you remember Greece? Do you remember the night when we sat and just quietly talked under the moonlight sky? When I told you I loved you and that when it's all done with Treadstone I'd marry you? I didn't want my past; I just wanted you and my future. I named our children, did you know that? Our daughter would have been a little princess and I would call her Paige because Paige is one of the most beautiful names I could ever think of and any child of yours would be deserving of that name. Our son would be James and he would be full of life and mischief but we would love him anyway. God I miss you so much. I'm sorry I killed you. If you wouldn't have met me then this would never have happened and I'm sorry. Please come back. I love you too much.
You would have loved the stars, Marie, they shine for you.
Heaving heart is full of pain,oh, oh, the aching.
'Cause I'm kissing you, oh.
I'm kissing you, oh.
I keep remembering all these little trivial things about you. The way your mouth would quirk up before you would smile, the way your nose would... flare anytime I annoyed you. It made me smile to see your little nose dilate which was probably why you ended up hitting me so much, butterfly. I'm sorry for annoying you.
If I close my eyes for long enough I think I can hear your voice and it makes me sit up and look to see if you will appear and tell me it was all a joke. It hasn't happened yet, Marie. Where are you? I need to hear you.
Touch me deep, pure and true,
gift to me forever
'Cause I'm kissing you, oh.
I'm kissing you, oh.
The first person I know is going to be the last person I forget. I died with you that day at the river, I'm sure you remember it. I'm sorry, did I tell you that?
I'm still sitting under the stars, Marie, I hope that you can see me or hear me. I hope you know how much I love you, it hurts so much... it feels like my heart is going to explode into a million pieces. I wish it would, you know. Don't laugh at me for being all sappy because I'm trying to tell you how much it hurts to lose you.
A star just shot across the sky, I can picture your reaction to it. You'd smile and bite your lip to stop yourself from giggling and then move under my arm and make a delighted sound. Oh God Marie I can't do this anymore, it's too hard.
Where are you now?
Where are you now?
'Cause I'm kissing you.
I'm going to figure out what's going on tomorrow. It's going to be very dangerous but I don't care. You're still in my head and I'll make them pay so hard for taking you away from the world.
Goodbye Marie. I love you.
I'm kissing you, oh
(A/N: Well it was just to get me started into Bourne fanfic. It isn't my best work but I really just wanted to write something from the heart. I'll probably rewrite this a million times depending on my mood later)
