A/N: Yeah, I've been away for a while, my bad. But this breaks the silence! Sorry, I'm really depressed and this was spawned from it.
I've posted this everywhere oO I think I'm trying to spread my misery...R&R!!
Hope...
That's all I have left now, isn't it? All I have of you, the last gift you gave me, my Raziel.
I wish to any Gods that will listen that this could have happened another way...
But it couldn't. We both did what we had to do, for Nosgoth, for our futures.
But there is only my future left now, isn't there?
Oh, how Moebius would laugh if he could hear me now, talking to you like this. But that bastard is dead, again, at last. Yet, there is a part of me that wishes he were alive. Do you know why, my angel? Because if I, in my swift anger, had not killed him, you would not be like this.
Trapped
Cold
Alone
As I am now. Trapped in an existance I am longing to end. Wishing I could just take this wonderful blade and run it across my wrists, watching all the beautiful blood make it stronger.
Make you stronger.
I want to be with you, Raziel. I want to know where you are, to see as you do, from inside this weapon.
I thought I could end this, I thought I could make everything as it was...
I thought I could save you from your destiny.
But I was wrong, once again. Just a puppet for a higher power.
I could no more save you, then I could save myself.
Oh, look at me now. A pathetic, lonely, mourning figure in this huge, deserted Citadel. I am nothing.
There is a final battle to prepair for.
And I'll tell you a secret, beloved....
I hope the Vampires lose.
