A/N: Well finally. I got to continue this stupid fic and I'm
getting tired on continuing this, and I guess it's obvious. Anyway, Chapter
3 is up. Hope all of you guys are reaaaalllly patient. Ah yeah, this fic is
longer than the previous.
Request!!! Anyone who has MP3 of Anti-nostalgic of Gravitation? I desperately need it.
AVIDITY Chapter THREE
Kaede blushed. " What are you staring at?" he asked putting on his pajamas. There's nothing actually wrong with his twin looking at him, but as he was wearing off his uniform clothes and on his pajamas, Katoe was actually staring or yet, observing him eyes as serious as ever.
Katoe didn't answer and continued combing his raven hair, looking at Kaede's reflection in the mirror.
Kaede stretched his arms and plunged to his bed sleepily. He reached for his favorite red pillow and held it tight into his arms. He closed his eyes and imagined it was Sakuragi in his warm arms just like those previous nights when he was with him.. All alone in a dark room where they shared each other like unable to be greedy at all. He could still recall his remarkable kisses which were so real and passionate and yes, his touch. his fingers crawling inside his shirt, making him moan - wait. He does feel someone warm.
He opened his eyes and realized Katoe on his back with eyes closed. He was facing on the bed at his back is Katoe, his leg between his. Kaede turned around and faced him, making their faces closer.
Katoe's eyes opened slowly and gave him a grin. Kaede blushed and pushed him away. " It feels good with you again, my beloved brother." He mumbled with eyes so mysteriously looking at Kaede's clueless eyes Kaede paused, then said.
" I don't know. I hate to say this but . yeah." He admitted shyly, facing the other way. " You've changed." Katoe whispered, at the same time embraced him from the back. Kaede didn't move any longer. He was warm . like anyone is. He's comfortable with him and maybe just now.
Days later, Kaede Rukawa was left all staring at a certain point, thinking. After that moment, someone tapped his shoulder. He blinked & was brought back to consciousness. " Did something happen, Kaede?" Sakuragi asked, his hand still on his wide shoulder. Kaede glanced at him and shrugged. " its nothing." He said. He can't just tell him about it.
" Hello, my Kaede!" Katoe greeted surrounding both Kaede& Sakuragi on their shoulders. At his back were a bunch of girls, which were part of the Rukawa brigade.
Kaede blinked. " What are you doing here in Shohoku? And in our school uniform?" he asked with a confused look in his face.
Katoe smiled. " Mom made some arrangements. She said I'll study here for a little while. Isn't it all great?" he answered, looking at Kaede, then to Sakuragi.
" Oh yeah, girls here are so pretty. Just like that Fuji and Haruko." He continued. Kaede rolled his eyes. " Still a playboy."
" H- Haruko?" Sakuragi asked. " Why not Ayako instead?"
Katoe folded his arms, looking annoyed and ignored his question. His eyes were set at his twin. Darn, he's getting irritated at Sakuragi's voice. After then, he left the two.
" They do look alike! I didn't know he had a twin!" Haruko exclaimed, blushing red.
Fuji nodded. " Yeah, he was actually courting me just yesterday." She said.
" He's so adorable. perfectly different from Rukawa. I mean, Kaede Rukawa." Haruko said disappointingly.
Fuji sighed." Although . he was asking a lot more on his brother Rukawa 'Kaede'. It makes me feel like he's."
" A gay? Impossible!" Katoe interrupted. Both Fuji & Haruko freaked out.
" I just, want to know more about him wondering if he changed." he explained, looking back at Sakuragi and Kaede who were chatting.
Then back to the two girls. " So how about a date? You two and me alone later night?" he insisted, coming closer with eyes serious. Haruko and Fuji both blushed, then shrugged.
Meanwhile..
Kaede Rukawa glanced at Katoe, seeing him laughing with Haruko & Fuji. He sighed " Anything wrong? You're not listening." Sakuragi complained. Kaede shook his head.
" I'm not myself today. I'm sorry." He apologized, not looking on his lover's eyes.
" Ever since your twin came!" was his angry reply. In his mind was an obvious envy and felt of deceit, and he stormed out. Kaede stood up from his seat and followed him.
" Who are getting jealous of? Him?!"
" Just who do you think?"
" Sakuragi." he said as if to plead to stop. Hanamichi faced him and spoke.
" You think I know nothing?" then left him once & for all. Katoe, from the other side, noticed an angry redhead storming away and his depressed brother all alone, with a look like heaven was against his little self.
" I'll leave you girls for a while. See ya." He hurried to his twin and asked him what happened. To his surprised, Kaede burst out into tears, pouring all his sadness to him. Katoe embraced him, comforted and tried to share his sorrow.
" It's alright.." he pampered.
All day long, Kaede was like that. Looking like a statue, unable to sleep in class, thinking about their break - up this morning. Unable to cry out of all the tears that fell, he felt like he wanted to die right this very moment. He stood up, and everyone in his class at him. He quickly ran out of the room and looked for his love. " Losing him could make me die." But then, Katoe stopped him from behind. He was actually following him and that's what Kaede haven't noticed.
" Give him up. I'm here now." He said, leaning closer.
Kaede blushed. " What're you saying? Stop wasting my time, I've got to find Sakuragi." He said, trying to change the whatever subject he couldn't understand. What does he mean ' he's here.. now?' Katoe frowned. " Still choosing Sakuragi over me? I won't let you, my beloved brother."
Kaede lifted an eyebrow. " Just what did you say, Katoe?" he asked in a confused manner,
wait.. Katoe has been acting so strange. so suspicious. and unbelievably very mysterious. Did he..? No, he must've not. But ever since he came, he's been so sweet and totally seducing.
Yes it's partially his fault why the envy within Sakuragi was increasing whenever Katoe's there. Katoe blinked. After realizing what he said & told him. "If he's really your best friend, he wont leave you so pathetic like this! Do you need him so much to live." He said still frowning. He held his broad shoulder and stared at him with the hope to pamper him with his words.
" Please, you're being so STUPID to act like this over him. Believe me everything will be okay." He reassured calmly. But deep inside of him there's an infinite feeling of jealousy. Everything he'd done to make his one& only love notice his feelings, were useless. What's there within that redhead? That imbecile, that worthless idiot?! How could he notice that it's all his plan to break their relationship. The reason why he came back once again?
" Are you sure?" his twin asked.
Meanwhile, Kaede was still at doubt, but then his twin assurance sounds so honest and true. He wanted to believe, but there's something inside of him that debates 2 different verses of love between his twin brother and his original lover. "I don't want him to go." He murmured helplessly, walking back to the classroom with eyes about to burst again. Katoe crossed his arms.
' What's the point of me going back here? Its just you, my twin.. just you. so I definitely can't accept you replaced me over an idiot. I'm deeply moved by this emotion I could kill someone just to have you' he thought desperately.
That's all for now. See?! It's longer than the previous chapters!!?? I told ya!!!! Anyway, thanks for reading and also for the one who typed this, Uhmm. my fwend, angel_rookie11 I'm getting lazy, and I don't want to continue.
Have any suggestions on how I should end this? I really want to kill Katoe, and unfortunately. I can't.
I dunno what to doooooooo!!!!!
Request!!! Anyone who has MP3 of Anti-nostalgic of Gravitation? I desperately need it.
AVIDITY Chapter THREE
Kaede blushed. " What are you staring at?" he asked putting on his pajamas. There's nothing actually wrong with his twin looking at him, but as he was wearing off his uniform clothes and on his pajamas, Katoe was actually staring or yet, observing him eyes as serious as ever.
Katoe didn't answer and continued combing his raven hair, looking at Kaede's reflection in the mirror.
Kaede stretched his arms and plunged to his bed sleepily. He reached for his favorite red pillow and held it tight into his arms. He closed his eyes and imagined it was Sakuragi in his warm arms just like those previous nights when he was with him.. All alone in a dark room where they shared each other like unable to be greedy at all. He could still recall his remarkable kisses which were so real and passionate and yes, his touch. his fingers crawling inside his shirt, making him moan - wait. He does feel someone warm.
He opened his eyes and realized Katoe on his back with eyes closed. He was facing on the bed at his back is Katoe, his leg between his. Kaede turned around and faced him, making their faces closer.
Katoe's eyes opened slowly and gave him a grin. Kaede blushed and pushed him away. " It feels good with you again, my beloved brother." He mumbled with eyes so mysteriously looking at Kaede's clueless eyes Kaede paused, then said.
" I don't know. I hate to say this but . yeah." He admitted shyly, facing the other way. " You've changed." Katoe whispered, at the same time embraced him from the back. Kaede didn't move any longer. He was warm . like anyone is. He's comfortable with him and maybe just now.
Days later, Kaede Rukawa was left all staring at a certain point, thinking. After that moment, someone tapped his shoulder. He blinked & was brought back to consciousness. " Did something happen, Kaede?" Sakuragi asked, his hand still on his wide shoulder. Kaede glanced at him and shrugged. " its nothing." He said. He can't just tell him about it.
" Hello, my Kaede!" Katoe greeted surrounding both Kaede& Sakuragi on their shoulders. At his back were a bunch of girls, which were part of the Rukawa brigade.
Kaede blinked. " What are you doing here in Shohoku? And in our school uniform?" he asked with a confused look in his face.
Katoe smiled. " Mom made some arrangements. She said I'll study here for a little while. Isn't it all great?" he answered, looking at Kaede, then to Sakuragi.
" Oh yeah, girls here are so pretty. Just like that Fuji and Haruko." He continued. Kaede rolled his eyes. " Still a playboy."
" H- Haruko?" Sakuragi asked. " Why not Ayako instead?"
Katoe folded his arms, looking annoyed and ignored his question. His eyes were set at his twin. Darn, he's getting irritated at Sakuragi's voice. After then, he left the two.
" They do look alike! I didn't know he had a twin!" Haruko exclaimed, blushing red.
Fuji nodded. " Yeah, he was actually courting me just yesterday." She said.
" He's so adorable. perfectly different from Rukawa. I mean, Kaede Rukawa." Haruko said disappointingly.
Fuji sighed." Although . he was asking a lot more on his brother Rukawa 'Kaede'. It makes me feel like he's."
" A gay? Impossible!" Katoe interrupted. Both Fuji & Haruko freaked out.
" I just, want to know more about him wondering if he changed." he explained, looking back at Sakuragi and Kaede who were chatting.
Then back to the two girls. " So how about a date? You two and me alone later night?" he insisted, coming closer with eyes serious. Haruko and Fuji both blushed, then shrugged.
Meanwhile..
Kaede Rukawa glanced at Katoe, seeing him laughing with Haruko & Fuji. He sighed " Anything wrong? You're not listening." Sakuragi complained. Kaede shook his head.
" I'm not myself today. I'm sorry." He apologized, not looking on his lover's eyes.
" Ever since your twin came!" was his angry reply. In his mind was an obvious envy and felt of deceit, and he stormed out. Kaede stood up from his seat and followed him.
" Who are getting jealous of? Him?!"
" Just who do you think?"
" Sakuragi." he said as if to plead to stop. Hanamichi faced him and spoke.
" You think I know nothing?" then left him once & for all. Katoe, from the other side, noticed an angry redhead storming away and his depressed brother all alone, with a look like heaven was against his little self.
" I'll leave you girls for a while. See ya." He hurried to his twin and asked him what happened. To his surprised, Kaede burst out into tears, pouring all his sadness to him. Katoe embraced him, comforted and tried to share his sorrow.
" It's alright.." he pampered.
All day long, Kaede was like that. Looking like a statue, unable to sleep in class, thinking about their break - up this morning. Unable to cry out of all the tears that fell, he felt like he wanted to die right this very moment. He stood up, and everyone in his class at him. He quickly ran out of the room and looked for his love. " Losing him could make me die." But then, Katoe stopped him from behind. He was actually following him and that's what Kaede haven't noticed.
" Give him up. I'm here now." He said, leaning closer.
Kaede blushed. " What're you saying? Stop wasting my time, I've got to find Sakuragi." He said, trying to change the whatever subject he couldn't understand. What does he mean ' he's here.. now?' Katoe frowned. " Still choosing Sakuragi over me? I won't let you, my beloved brother."
Kaede lifted an eyebrow. " Just what did you say, Katoe?" he asked in a confused manner,
wait.. Katoe has been acting so strange. so suspicious. and unbelievably very mysterious. Did he..? No, he must've not. But ever since he came, he's been so sweet and totally seducing.
Yes it's partially his fault why the envy within Sakuragi was increasing whenever Katoe's there. Katoe blinked. After realizing what he said & told him. "If he's really your best friend, he wont leave you so pathetic like this! Do you need him so much to live." He said still frowning. He held his broad shoulder and stared at him with the hope to pamper him with his words.
" Please, you're being so STUPID to act like this over him. Believe me everything will be okay." He reassured calmly. But deep inside of him there's an infinite feeling of jealousy. Everything he'd done to make his one& only love notice his feelings, were useless. What's there within that redhead? That imbecile, that worthless idiot?! How could he notice that it's all his plan to break their relationship. The reason why he came back once again?
" Are you sure?" his twin asked.
Meanwhile, Kaede was still at doubt, but then his twin assurance sounds so honest and true. He wanted to believe, but there's something inside of him that debates 2 different verses of love between his twin brother and his original lover. "I don't want him to go." He murmured helplessly, walking back to the classroom with eyes about to burst again. Katoe crossed his arms.
' What's the point of me going back here? Its just you, my twin.. just you. so I definitely can't accept you replaced me over an idiot. I'm deeply moved by this emotion I could kill someone just to have you' he thought desperately.
That's all for now. See?! It's longer than the previous chapters!!?? I told ya!!!! Anyway, thanks for reading and also for the one who typed this, Uhmm. my fwend, angel_rookie11 I'm getting lazy, and I don't want to continue.
Have any suggestions on how I should end this? I really want to kill Katoe, and unfortunately. I can't.
I dunno what to doooooooo!!!!!
