While Elizabeth was kissing Jason everything escaped her mind. All she could think about was him. Then she suddenly realized what was happening. She pulled away quickly. She looked at him, he looked to happy. How could she crush him?
"Jase, this isn't such a good idea." She said. His big blue eyes just stared at her. Then she continued. "What on earth made you think that I wanted you to kiss me?"
"Well, first off, you didn't try to stop me and you really didn't seem to mind while it was happening. If you want me to promise you that I won't kiss you again unless you want me to then I will promise. But I won't apologize for doing it. Because I know your feeling what I'm feeling. You can't deny how you feel about me. You know there is something between us that neither of us ever could define. I mean I'm sick and tired of running Elizabeth any from our feelings. I can't run from you, from us anymore." Said Jason. He was finally speaking from his heat. It made him feel alive.
"I don't know how I feel about you sometimes Jase. What I know is that I love my husband. HUSBAND! I LOVE RIC! We're raising a child together! I need him and he needs me. We're a family." She said trying to rationalize everything that was going on in her head.
"I'm not going to sit here and argue with you Elizabeth, but you can't have us both. You can't keep playing with my feelings like this." Jason said with a now saddened face. He really thought he had a good shot at being with her. Man did he feel like an idiot right now.
"How am I toying with your feelings? I have never indicated I have wanted anything more than friendship from you." She said almost yelling at him. There was no way she could still have feelings for Jason. He was her friend. They were friends. I mean she was married to Ric for heaven sakes.
"You do it everyday, that you see me. I mean you sneak around to be with me. I honestly felt like I had a shot at being with your Elizabeth. Yet, no matter what you say or do I know you feel how I feel. I know you, better than anyone ever will." He said trying to plead with her that this is what she wanted too.
"Well know this, I'm staying married! And I see you because you are my friend, my best friend." She knew she was right. But why did she get the feeling that Jason was also justified in his actions?
"If I'm your best friend, then why doesn't Ric know when you're with me?" he said. Her faced dropped. She knew he was right. "I'm just going to see you later." He said turning to leave.
Then she grabbed his hand. "Jase, wait!!! I don't tell Ric I'm with you because I know he's going to be mad and check up on me. I just want to spend as much time with you as possible. And you are right about how I feel. I do want to be with you as much as you want to be with me. And I do still have feelings for you, there I've said it. Are you happy now? I never every thought I'd admit that to myself let alone you. I've had these feelings for you for so long."
They both lean in for a kiss. It was sweeter and gentler than the first kiss. Jason pulls away and smiles at her. Then she continues "Okay I need some time to think about all of this. Can you give me time to sort this all out?"
"I can give your as much time as you need." Jason couldn't help but say it with a smile. He was so happy.
"Okay I'll call you later" she said with a cute little giggle.
"Okay Good bye." He said and walked up the stairs to Kelly's.
Liz picks up the phone and dials. "I need to see you right now. Can you meet me at my studio? Okay. I'll leave Kelly's right now"
Liz's studio, she's been there for about 20 minutes and there's a knock at the door. "Hey, I'm so glad you came." She said smiling.
More to come.....Please RR!! :)
