Peoples, I apologized....SO MUCH ;.; I am so so so so *continues so's for about another 5 minutes* so so sorry ;.;
School, is being a poo head -.-' also having a little writer's block didn't help too much either. I wanted to make this chapter longer, but I am contemplating some "things" (you will see what I mean at the end of this chapter)
A BIG HUGE THANKS GOES TO PNKX ^.^V who, has helped me with this chapter QUITE a bit, listening to my ideas and helping me decide what should happen next.
Also, this is also dedicated to *hugs Sesshoumaru* MY MR. FLUFFIMS!!!!!!!!!, who has occupied me to school EVERYDAY *squeezes him tighter* he has been my bodyguard, and makes sure this couple -.-' who likes to play kissy lovey dovey crap RIGHT next to my locker making it QUITE difficult to get my school crap, he promises that he will beat their behinds one day ^^;;;.
(Most of this is kinda more poetic in a sense, AND WAS THOUGHT UP MOSTLY IN MY FRENCH CLASS!!!! ^.^V, merci madame, for making french class so boring and letting this author's mind wonder....)
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The crickets chirped in the night forest, as the frogs gave their last calls of the evening. Two figures in the darkness, so close to one another, hugging, trying to draw one another so close to them, trying to keep together in the darkness that consumed the night.
Milika closed her eyes slowly as she felt Sesshoumaru nuzzling the nape in her neck, trying to comfort her, he wanted to let Milika know....he was here ...for her. Sesshoumaru opened his mouth slightly, exposing his sharp incisors, brushing lightly against Milika's exposed throat.
His hot, steady breath, could be felt and heard, against her neck.
Steady.
Constant.
Warm, moist breath.
He wanted her, his body craved her, the inner demon, called to Sesshoumaru to complete the act.
To make.......Milika his.
His eyes began to slightly turn colors once more, he felt himself start to change...into a demon who wanted nothing more.....than to forever be one with Milika.
Milika felt the pace of Sesshoumaru's beating heart began to quicken. Something was wrong, she felt his whole body start to tremble. Milika looked up at him, her eyes filled with worry.
Sesshoumaru's bangs covered his eyes, as his head slowly tilted downward. Milika reached up to caress his cheek, but he drew back quickly almost growling.
He needed to leave Milika, before he completed acts which he would never wish on her, in his sane state. He hissed through his teeth a warning, hoping she would heed the what he was about to say.
" Milika.... leave now. Leave, you are not safe."
Milika slightly shook her head and whispered, " No. I am not leaving you again." She cautiously made a step towards him, speaking a little louder, "I want to stay with you, by your side..Sesshoumaru,I..love you. I don't care whatever you are, and whatever you become. I love you."
Sesshoumaru's amber eyes met Milika's loving , tear filled eyes. She wrapped both of her arms around him, burying her head into his chest. Sesshoumaru wrapped a comforting arm around Milika and quietly said, " I don't want for you to get hurt by me."
Sniffling, Milika said, " I want to help you ." She then leaned up her quivering lips up to his, and whispered, "Please..let me."
Sesshoumaru felt Milika's heart pounding with uneasiness, she was...willing, to do anything that would help him. Sesshoumaru cringed as another wave of thoughts hit him. "Make her yours, forever yours. Taint this pure girl, and mark her as yours."
"Milika...", Sesshoumaru quietly whispered into her ear, " I...I.., are you sure, I still....cannot fully control my other side, ....I do not know what it will do to you." He quickly tightened the hug, "Leave, I do not want you harmed...for I..love.." , his words were interrupted, he felt the other side gaining control. He crouched down, trembling, trying to regain his posture, trying to let not the evil uncontrollable, almost wild side be free to , taint , his Milika.
Milika, slowly backed away, unsure what to do, she wanted to stay with Sesshoumaru, to be there with him, help him. But, then again, should she listen? Should she obey?
Sesshoumaru's rasping breathing , woke her from her train of thought. She heard his words, ragged, he turned his head up towards her, his eyes again filled with that violent violet, " You better run....", he sickly smiled in a twisted run, " You have no idea....what I would do to you." His twisted smile fell slowly as his face contorted into a look of pure pain, he was running out of time, for Milika to get out of there.
Milika lowered herself to her knees and crawled over to Sesshoumaru, crouching low to a ground. She took in a deep breath a raised a hand softly to his cheek, caressing it. Sesshoumaru ragged breaths still, closed his eyes, but then opened wide once again, and growled. Milika stayed there, her sad eyes looking at him, piercing his wild demon soul, but still not letting him regain his old self.
He reached out, and roughly took hold of her shoulder, Milika's body still not moving, her calm was only interrupted by her trembling breaths. He drew her close to him and slowly nuzzled his nose in the nape of her neck, allowing more skin to be shown.
Milika's heart quickened, his hot breath moistened her neck, and she heard a slight feral growl rumble from his stomach. She quietly whispered, trembling in breath, "I...I...love.. you." For a moment, Sesshoumaru's wild eyes regarded Milika's calm blue eyes, with a tear glistening in one of them.
Sesshoumaru looked down, and a strange distorted voice came out, " Forgive me...Milika. Forgive...me....love." Milika's eyes went wide as she heard this, but as she was about to speak back to him, a sharp , painful bite pierced her sensitive neck.
She screamed, as the blood dripped slowly , leaving red trails down her neck, while a demon savored her taste.
The rustle of leaves could be heard in a distance, as a terrified little child ran, looking for anyone, anyone to stop this.
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Yeah..the next chapter we will be seeing some things from Rin's view, and I have decided to, NOT up this rating to an R, it will stay Pg-13 *hears younger reader's cheer* yea, some descriptive stuff next chapter also but, not TOO descriptive....*hears perverted people "Boo!!!"*
-.-' It is hard to please everyone.
^^;;; Any questions, you can ask me ..
