Buffy walked into her apartment with Faith in the kitchen making herself a salad she put the salad into the fridge and walked over to Buffy who was sitting on the couch looking at the floor with a blank face, "B?"
Buffy looked at Faith as she sat down beside her, "I uh have to uh get ready for my date." She said getting up and walking into her room.
"Hey, I know that sound." Faith said following her, "You did something."
"What?" Buffy asked looking through her clothes in her closet, "What do you mean?" She asked jumping one word to the next quickly.
"I mean did you and Spike kiss or something?"
"OR something." Buffy answered looking at Faith.
Faith's eyes widened and she smiled widely, "Oh shit, B!" Faith sat down on the bed, "What happened?" She asked her eyes wide with interest.
"I don't know, he had a cut on his forehead so I went to clean it when the next thing I know his hands up my thigh." She explained weakly.
Faith smiled, "Wow, didn't know you had it in ya."
Buffy looked up at her roommate, "I don't want it in me!" She claimed, "I want it away from me." she said getting up and looking through her clothes again looking for something decent to wear.
"Where are you going?"
"I have a date with Riley." She explained softly, "He's the guard to the jail."
"So what happened with you and this Spike guy exactly?" Faith asked waiting for details.
"Well, he and I made-no we didn't make love because we don't love each other." Buffy said sitting down on the bed and holding her head in her hands, "It's so confusing."
Faith put her hand on her back and rubbed it, "Hey, B, it'll be okay." She said softly, "Maybe you just gotta talk to this guy." she said, "Maybe everything will work out for the best and you two will live happily ever after."
Buffy looked up and took a deep breath, "I need to get ready for my date." She said. "Wanna help?" She asked with a gentle smile.
"hmmm," Faith smiled, "Okay."
A Few Hours Later
Riley stood out side the door and knocked, when a brunet girl answered he smiled at her and she moved aside and let him in. "Hey, B's almost ready."
"B?" Riley asked.
Faith smiled, "Elizabeth." She said and looked over her shoulder at the couch, "So, uh, take a seat." She said and Riley shook his head.
"No, I'm okay standing." Riley said with a smile. He waited for Buffy to come out.
Buffy walked out of her room her hair was half up and half down, she wore a black skirt and a hot pink tank top with a black cotton over coat. She was wearing a pair of knee high boots. She smiled at Riley as his eyes drifted over her small body.
"You look beautiful." He said with a smile.
Buffy smiled, "Thanks, you look nice too." She said walking out with him to his car.
Buffy's Room
Buffy and Faith sat on her bed with a ice-cream carton between them. Buffy took her spoon and dipped it into the ice-cream and then eating it. "Then he took me to the carnival and tried to win me a stuffed animal."
"Wait... tried?"
Buffy nodded, "He tried, he couldn't get the ball into the hole thing." She said with a smile.
"Bet your other lover could." Faith said with a smirk. "I can't believe it! B, two guys in one week and both of them at the same place!"
Buffy sighed, "I don't know what to do with Spike." She said softly, "Riley's sweet and caring but Spike can be too I guess and he is... oh my god in bed."
"He was that good?" Faith asked.
"Holy shit, Faith two seconds and he had me screaming." Buffy said softly, "I can't stop thinking about it... about him."
"You've got it bad, B." She said.
Buffy sighed, "But he told me... it was just lust and passion to him." She said, "I could be anyone."
Faith shook her head, "He could have anyone, trust me." She said with a smile, "You're not just a thing to pass the time he wants you and only you."
Buffy looked up. "Really? You think so?"
Jail House
Buffy sat at her desk trying to straighten it out a little bit. When the door opened and Riley came in with two red roses, "These are for you."
Buffy smiled and stood up. "Thanks." she said walking over to him and grabbing the flowers turning from him and putting them in a vase and onto her desk.
"Thought you might like them." He said with a smile, "I had a lot of fun last night."
Buffy smiled, "Me too."
Riley looked at Buffy, "I uh... want to do it again some time."
Buffy smiled widely, "I would love to." she said.
Riley smiled pleased with her answer. "Good, I'll talk to you later about it."
Buffy watched as she left and exhaled deeply when he did sitting down at her desk and starring at the red roses.
Jail Work Out Room
Spike and Gunn were running around the track and Gunn knew Spike had his mind on something but again he had no idea what it was. "What did you do?" Gunn asked his breathing heavy.
Spike turned to him, "What do you mean?"
"I mean, you have been acting so weird lately." Gunn said.
"Because I... I don't know."
Buffy's Office
Buffy was sitting on the side of the desk as Spike held onto her and thrusted himself into her roughly. Buffy held onto his shoulders shakily as pleasure shot through ever bone in her body, she was losing control.
Spike looked at the blond beauty and kissed her deeply on the mouth. "Oh... God..." Buffy said softly.
Spike lowered his head to her neck and started to kiss and suck all the pleasure points that were there. He knew all of them, he knew all the things she didn't like and all the things that she did, he knew what made her cry out for more, he knew what made her whimper, he knew what made her buckle underneath him uncontrollably.
Spike's hands moved to her shirt and started to un button her blouse kissing the skin that was slowly exposed to him.
Buffy's hands shot back and knocked over the vase but not one of then noticed it shattering into peices on the floor. The only thing they could hear was eachothers panting and screaming for pleasure.
Hours later
Buffy lay motionless on the desk as did Spike, "That was-"
"Yeah." Spike said softly taking her hand in his and kissing the knuckles. Buffy turned to him and gulped, "Don't say it."
Buffy looked at him and kissed him softly on the cheek, "You need to go."
"I told you not to say it." Spike said softly.
"Spike, this is wrong, you know it." she said softly, "You have to know it."
Spike looked at her, "I don't care anymore, Buffy." He told her truthfully. "I really don't." He gulped softly and watched as she started to get up but his fingers were still laced with hers.
"You should." she said, "You could get put in here for more time then you already have." She said, "And they could fire me, Spike, I need this job."
"And I need you." He told her. Spike told her getting up and watching as she changed letting her go so she could get dressed.
"How long can this last?" She asked, "Not long."
Spike smiled gently at her, "Then my wont we make it last as long as we have?" He asked taking her in his arms and kissing her deeply.
"I want to." She said softly as they broke apart, "But... I don't... I don't know."
End of chap...
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