Summary: Sakura and Syaoran do get together but they end up breaking up. Sakura tries hard to find a better man but every time she gets too close she ends up getting hurt. (This fic will mostly be Syaoran's Point of view.)

"Love is so close to pain"

A loud noise came to my ears. What was waking me up? I opened my eyes and saw nothing and went back to sleep. What was this noise? It was annoying me so much. It sounded something like..."The fire alarm!!!" I quickly jumped out of my bed and went to check if Sakura was okay. Sakura was there sleeping peacefully. I quickly ran to the kitchen to see what was causing the fire. Smoke came from the oven. I quickly pulled out the fire extinguisher and put the flames off. "Chicken?" I said as I looked at it. But who was cooking. Sakura doesn't ever cook. She only does it when I'm sick or something. I looked around and saw a girl sleeping on the couch. Who was this girl and what the hell was she doing here?! I looked at her and shook her softly. "Hello???" I said as I shook her again.

She had long blonde hair with green highlights. She wore three earrings, one of her bottom part of her ear on the left and on the right was the same except there was one of the top part, and she seemed to have braids on each side of her hair. She finally woke up showing me her bright jade green eyes. She smiled at me as she sat down on the couch. "Hiya..." She said sweetly. I gave her a mean looked. "What's wrong?" She asked as she placed her finger on my chest. "Ouu... Muscles?" She said. "Who are you?" I asked as I took her finger off my chest. "Me? Well my name's Kitsume Kadokawa. Nice to meet you Syaoran Li." She said sweetly. "Were you the one who cooked chicken?" I asked. Her eyes opened widely. "My chicken!!" She said running to it. Just when I went to see how she was doing tears looked like they were going to come out.

She crossed her arms as she stood up. "Oh well..." She said. "How did you get in here anyway?" I asked. "Your mother... And they opened up the door for me." She said with a shrug. I sighed. "Sit down and I'll get someone to cook something decent..." I said as I walked to Sakura's door and knocked. "Sakura!! Could you make breakfast today?!" I called out. No one answered. I opened the door and there she was sleeping. I went to her bed and shook her. "Wake up Sakura..." I said while I shook her. "Sakura... Wake up..." Sakura finally opened her eyes. "What is it?" She asked in a sleepy tone. "Get up... You're going to have to make breakfast for three. I have to do my morning jog so cook up something for our visitor." Sakura looked in confusion and went near her door to take a peek. "Who's she?" I asked. "My mother's request... So make some breakfast just for today..." I said. Sakura smiled. "Of course!" She said and started her way outside to cook once I left.

After doing my morning jog with Eriol I went back home hoping everything was doing well. Once I got in I saw Sakura pop at my face. "Hey Syaoran!! Kitsume is so cool! She's a singer and she's pretty rich!!" I looked at her as I noticed that she wouldn't let me in. "Um Sakura... Do you mind...?" I said. Sakura sweatdropped. "What's wrong...?" I asked. She shook her head quickly. "Nothing's wrong Syaoran!! Hm... How bout you go for another jog by yourself?! It's very good to stay healthy!" She said quickly. "Sakura I'm tired let me in..." I said. She shook her said. "Um... Um... What's the password??" She asked. "Please?" I said. "BEEP! You're wrong! Come back later!!" She said as she shut the door and locked it. I reopened the door and went in quickly before Sakura came. I went to wear they were fixing up the place. "SAKURA!!!" I said acting like some father.

Sakura slowly turned to me. "Oh Syaoran you're back..." She said with a little giggle. I looked at her with an angry face. "Kitsume... Could you please get inside Sakura's room while I YELL at her?" I said. Kitsume quickly got in as Sakura and I spoke. "Sakura take a seat." I said. "Ehehehee... I bet you're wondering why my cooking was... erm trouble... and why the place is all messy." She said. I smiled. "Yes, I was. Hm... Now I know that you're a good girl and you wouldn't do a thing like this." I said. Sakura smiled. "And I do know that you don't do all these bad cooking and making that much of a mess..." I said. Sakura was too good and innocent for this work. "Now... Let me ask you a question Sakura. And I know that you'll be telling me the truth." I said as Sakura nodded. "Who made this mess?" I asked quietly. Sakura looked down. "I-I did..." She said. I shook my head. "Sakura... I know you really want me to have a girlfriend but... you got to understand that I'm not interested in girls like Kitsume..." It was true. I mean this morning I almost had a heart attack and my apartment was almost burned down!

After Kitsume left I spent a day with Shinell while Sakura went somewhere with Rei. I told her all about Kitsume and she seemed to find it all funny. She said that she couldn't believe that I would act like some sorta father to Sakura. The day was okay. But mother told me that there would be more women to come in my apartment. I mean they could be in my room just looking in my underwear or stealing pictures of me! This is all so crazy... I hope she find someone that I'm interested for real...

The very next few weeks women came and went. All of them were pretty, famous, and rich. Not one... not even one made my heart feel happy. It only took a day just for them to leave. I even made sure that they didn't get inside without a pass from my mother. It was just crazy. I felt so tired of women. I wished that I would just have a break. So I told my mother that I would be hanging out with my friend and that I didn't want to see some girls in my room trying to make me like them. I was going to spend the day with Shinell. Who else is better to hang out with that Shinell? She's like my best friend now. I could feel that she was really my closest friend. But not really that close as Sakura, Eriol, Tomoyo, and Meiling. She's doesn't even know I have these powers or that I'm related to some ancient sorcerer Clow Reed.

"Oh... Look... wanna go to that place we first met?" Shinell asked. I looked at nodded as she grabbed my hand. We then entered the place and saw Sakura drinking there by herself as she read a book. "Wanna go sit with her?" I asked. Shinell nodded and went to Sakura. "Hey Sakura!" She said happily. "Shinell! Hey it's been a long time since I last saw you. How are you?" Sakura asked. "Great! Do you mind if Syaoran and I sit here with you?" She asked as she nodded. "I think I'll go to the bathroom. Syaoran could you order me a vanilla ice-cream??" Shinell asked me. "Sure." I said as she left. "So when did she started calling you Syaoran?" Sakura asked me. "Oh... For a while. So is your date over with Rei already?" Sakura nodded. "I went to this book story and yeah ended up here." She said. "Oh..." Just then a waitress came to me. "May I take your order?" She asked. "Um... we'll have a vanilla ice-cream and... chocolate pie please?" I said. "Oh... Are you two together?" She asked. "Why you wanna date him?" Sakura asked seeing that this would be her chance to get me a girlfriend. She shook her head. "I thought you two were together... Anyway you guys look like a cute couple." She said and left.

I couldn't believe this. I pushed back my chair making it look like it was about to fall. "Syaoran don't do that." Sakura said. But I ignored her. "You might fall..." She said. I placed my chair back and sighed. "Hey...? I just went to the bathroom you guys... You don't have to act like you still miss me." Shinell said teasing us. Sakura smiled as Shinell took a seat next to me. "So... Sakura how you putting up with the girls that would come over?" Shinell asked. "Well it's hard. Last time one of them thought I was Syaoran's girlfriend and sabotaged me and my room..." Sakura said. I laughed remembering seeing her with whip cream and cherries on her eyes. And once Sakura came out of her door to yell at me she got dumped with a whole bucket of maple syrup. Sakura glared at me as she gave me a hard kick. I shut my mouth trying my best to hold my screaming. Shinell looked at me in a worried face. "Is he okay?" She asked Sakura. "Syaoran...? He enjoys acting... You know..." She said. Shinell smiled. "Oh..."

After we left Shinell walked home by herself. I figured she'd be okay. I mean she may faint everyone and a while but she's tough. Sakura and I walked together home. "Hey Syaoran... Do you think I'll ever be really happy?" Sakura asked me we took a stroll in the park before heading home. I looked at her in confusion. Wasn't she happy already... with Rei? I stayed quiet and then answer, "Why are you... sad?" I asked. "Well I feel like I am... You know." She said. "I thought... Well I thought you were happy and all with Rei... I mean... You guys are a great couple and at least he gives you all these great gifts." I said. Sakura took a seat on a bench as I followed her and took a seat took. "Syaoran..." She said. But then shook her head. "Let's get home. It's getting late." She said and hurried home as I followed a few feet behind.

Sakura went straight to bed once we got in. But I decided to stay out in the living room and watch TV before the next day. I wonder who is going to be the next one. I wish it'd be someone more interesting though. There wasn't one that I liked. I sighed and flipped the channel. "Please let there be a girl somewhere..." I said to myself.

The very next day I woke up on the couch with a blanket on me. I slowly got up and saw someone cooking something decent. I looked at the cooker and thought that maybe this girl would be one of the girls my mother requested for me to meet. But it was just Sakura cooking. "Morning Syaoran." She said. I wiped the bottom of my nose with the side of my index finger. "Morning... I thought you were one of the girls that mom requested for me to met." I said. Sakura shook her head. "Nope it's just me." She said and she placed the food on a plate. "Wow looks good..." I said with some drool on my mouth. "Wipe that drool off and take a seat." Sakura said. I quickly wiped my drool and then sat down. "So why are you cooking?" I asked. She shrugged. "I woke up really early and I saw you on the couch snoring..." Sakura said. "Soo... You looked pretty tired so I decided to cook..." She said acting like it was nothing. "Hmm... Maybe I should do that more often." I said with a laugh. "Don't push my limits Li." Sakura said with a warning. "Okay, okay." I said putting my hands in front of me.

Sakura and I quietly ate our breakfast together after she sat down. It was the most quietest meal I've ever had with Sakura. I then began to cough. "Um... Syaoran." Sakura said quietly. I looked at her in wonder. Sakura cleared her throuth. "Yeah...?" I asked,. "I was wondering... Maybe you should like... Well.. If you're not busy maybe we could hang out like... before. But we don't have to you know..." She said quickly. I looked at her in confusion. "Well... I guess. Maybe... I'll ask my mom you know." I said. Sakura smile. "Okay then... I guess it's a date!" She said as she quickly washed her dishes and went to the door. "See ya!" She said as she closed the door. "Date...?" I said to myself. "A date... with Sakura Kinomoto?" I said. I shook my head. This day was all so weird esspecially when my door opened up... It was one of the girls my mother picked for me. And I just couldn't believe that this was happening. It... It was...

A/n: Sorry if this chapter is short. But I've been busy!! Hope you enjoyed this chapter!!! Please, please continue with the reviews!! Oh and by the way I'll be changing the title to "Love is full of confusion". Okie bye.