Alucard's Heart
By: Rachel
Rated: R
Genre: Drama/Romance
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This Alucard/Seras fanfic was inspired by a Cold Play song. This is a more human look on Alucard, his more sane side, along with some of his past issues. When I started writing this I had only seen the first two volumes of Hellsing, so I don't know much about the later half yet, other than that I thought Integra was killed. I've now seen it all and it is only of my favorite animes of all time. Well, hope you enjoy this fanfic! It's my first Hellsing one.
Sorry for errors as well. I'm in the middle of working on my graduation project and am lacking the time I would like with my job, school, and driving lessons as well.
Disclaimer: I do no own Hellsing.
Alucard's heart wrenched. Something was wrong. His usual sly grin faded to a trembling lower lip as what color he had left drained. His throat ran dry and he turned back as he heard her scream out.
His fingers curled in slightly. He kept them held firmly at his sides, as he swallowed hard. The wind blew his bangs into his eyes as his hat blew off and towards the wooded area to his right. His eyes narrowed as he looked towards the crying voice. He took in a sharp breath and took a step forward as she fell.
His red eyes grew large with fear. Fear that he had not felt since he was human. The fear of being alone… "In-Integra!" he called out baring his teeth. He raced towards her and stood over her fallen body. His chest moved in and out rapidly as his arms started to shake. "You're okay." He forced a smirk.
She looked up through her broken glass lenses. "You…called me Integra." She coughed and blood trickled down her mouth.
"Why?" He breathed towards her as he saw the dagger in her hands. She had stabbed herself. He glared down at her; she was throwing herself into an eternal damnation.
She shut her eyes and smiled. Turning her head she moved her shaking hand to point to the bite mark on her neck. "Goodbye, Alucard." She reached her hand up and gripped his hand and squeezed it as he bent down to her side.
"You were bitten." His face tightened and his temples pulsed as he flexed his jaws. "Master…" He trailed off and pulled off her glasses and brushed her blood covered strands of hair away from her face.
She was gone. A simple scream and a bitter farewell and then she was gone from him. He was alone, and the fear inside him was immense. It was an overwhelming feeling that left him with the insane need to kill, or be killed. The shear thought could drive him into doing the unthinkable. It was why he seemed so off kilter, and why he still found his enjoyment in killing those who found death so enjoyable.
Rain soaked his clothing and his hair clung to his face as he continued to breathe, in short quick breaths. A flash of lightening, and a crack of thunder was soon greeted by footsteps from behind him. He let out a hiss and bared his teeth. His hair whipped around violently and he started to glow red. "It's me." The voice stopped his assault. "Master Alucard, will she be okay?"
"Get away police girl, this isn't something that concerns you." His voice was deathly cold. Not twisted, like normal, but truly distressed, and pained. He was scared, and she could see through his anger.
"Is she dead Master?" Seras whispered.
"Get the hell away!" Alucard bellowed, a wave of anger raked her body and she cried out falling to the ground as he fazed away, holding Integra in his arms.
That what he had told her two weeks ago…Seras lied awake, midday in her coffin thinking about her master and what had happened to him. He had placed Integra's body in her bed. She was neatly cleaned up and looked more beautiful than she had ever seen her while she was living. Walter had told her of his infatuation with Integra, but it wasn't too hard for her to notice on her own.
He was cruel, but I'm sure he had his reasons. His insanity, his anger, everything was partly because of how strong of a vampire he was, and also because of how long he had been alive. She herself didn't know how long he had been a vampire, but because of his strength and knowledge, he had to be pretty old. "Get the hell away yourself Master." She hissed, crossing her arms, she pouted. Not that she had to voice that, he hadn't been listening in on her thoughts or her conversations since that night as well.
Standing to her feet Seras removed her sleepwear and changed into her casual wear that Walter had brought to her room. A simple pear of scrubs weren't flattering but they were comfortable, and she had to deal with what she had.
She stepped out of her room and inched down the hall, slinking under an open window, avoiding the light. She stopped when she reached his room. Alucard's room… She took a slow deep breath before she balled her right fist.
"Master, I'm coming in." She spoke up as she knocked on the door. Wetting her lips, she bowed her head and turned the door handle, peeking her head through the doorway.
His room was dark, like hers. She didn't except many differences. No windows either. His coffin was closed, and as she looked around. She sighed and her lips curved up. "Master, it's me." She sighed. "Are you in here?" She looked around as she shut the door and turned on the dim lights. "I'm sorry about Sir. Integra, Master." Seras dragged a chair next to his coffin and looked down at the floor.
"Uh," she thought for a moment. "The funeral was beautiful; Walter taped it for you too. I'm sorry that you couldn't have at least gone to the evening viewing." Seras yelped as the coffin started to rise.
Alucard was lying on his side, his back towards her. "Out of my room, now." he chocked.
Seras's lips parted. "Master, leave?" she whimpered. "I haven't seen you in two weeks, and neither has anyone else. Walter says that you aren't eating either—"
"Neither are you, so out now police girl!" Alucard clawed at the wall across from him.
Seras smirked. "What if I refuse?"
Alucard began to growl, and his body began to glow. "I can break you just as easily as I made you…"
Seras narrowed her eyes. "Really? You didn't make me Master, my mother and father did." She sneered.
Alucard's body seemed to ripple like water as he raised himself into the air. "Test me police girl, see how far it gets you before you find yourself rotting in the pits of hell."
Seras pulled at the bottom of her shirt top. "Well, at least it'll be warm."
He sat up and fell to his mattress and looked over at her. His eyes glowed with hatred. "Police girl." He hissed.
"Master?" she questioned, crossing her arms and leaning back in his chair.
He phased away and phased in behind her just as quickly as he had disappeared and grabbed her hand, snapping back her index finger. She screamed out tears soon rolling over her cheeks. "You think I'm joking now police girl, do you?!" He gripped at her hair with his other hand. "Leave now, or I swear when I kill you…it'll be more painful then you could ever imagine. Do you understand?"
Seras whimpered. "Yes!" She wailed, falling off his chair and to the floor as he let her go. She cradled her hand with her broken finger and cried some more.
He scuffled. "Tell Walter he can delete the tape. I'll never watch human trash like that."
She whimpered and crawled towards the tape. "Weren't you human once Master?" She turned towards him, tears streaming down her cheeks as he locked eyes with hers.
He grinned wickedly. "Weren't we all once?" He hissed shoving her towards the table.
She cowered in fear as she inched towards the door. "Then you do have a heart." She turned back towards him. "I'll leave the tape for you. The television is out in the hall if you need it."
Alucard sat up straight and his hair whipped around violently. How dare she talk back to him like that. He would kill her if she did it again.
Four more days past and still no word from Alucard. He had shattered her finger, and it hurt her more than life itself. They wouldn't do anything for it either. Waking up two hours ago she stepped out into the hall and yawned, reaching her arms into the air. As Seras flexed her fingers she winced and let out a yelp pulling her hand down she held her broken finger that refused to heal itself.
"If you drank the blood Walter gave you your wound will heal itself." She stiffened and turned back as Alucard pushed the television out of his room, the tape snapped in two sat next to the VCR.
"If you hadn't broken my finger, Master…I wouldn't have to bother with drinking the damned blood." She narrowed her eyes. "I see you loved the tape."
He let out a hiss. "Don't talk back to me police girl."
"Or…?" She mumbled.
He phased in front of her, his face deathly close to hers. "Or I'll shatter every bone in your body." He grabbed her hand and looked at the wound. "Drink the blood and you'll be just fine police girl." He smiled burying his face in the crook of her neck for a moment of rest.
He started walking back towards his room. "Wasn't it hard for you to drink the blood too Master?" He paused and looked back at her with a blank expression.
He looked down and tensed as he thought over the question. "We'll talk later police girl." He hissed, disappearing back into his room.
This was a side of Alucard that Seras didn't like. Instead of his twisted, smug self…she was seeing the depressed, it was his fault Integra died side of him. "Hurry up and come back to us." She sighed, bowing her head.
Alucard laid down and stared up at his ceiling. His eyes were as cold as ice, and would pierce right through to your heart if you dared look into his intense gaze. She was dead, he was alone. "You're gone, and I'm stuck with a runt and the Hellsing house." He exhaled as he crossed his arms.
Seras ran down the hall screaming as Alucard fell to the ground gagging, and coughing up blood. "Alucard!" she screamed as tears rolled off her cheeks.
He looked up, tears in his glowing red eyes. "I'm better off dead…Seras." He smirked. Seras fell to her knees and lifted him up.
"No! Alucard, please…" He shook his head.
"I got what I want, that's all that matters." He swallowed. "Goodnight, police girl." His fingers ran through her hair before he faded away.
Her bottom lip trembled. "You're not dead…you're not dead..." She covered her face with her hands as her body shook. "No—"
"Alucard!" Seras screamed, sitting up in bed. Her body trembled and tears were running down her face.
She took quick puffs of air as she shook her head. She had drifted off to sleep while thinking about her master. "Yes?" He answered her cry.
Seras looked sharply to her right to find him sitting next to her. "I was dreaming." She mumbled, shaking her head.
"Sounded like a daymare to me." He cooed as he took a sip from her blood bag. "I see your finger is still injured." He took her hand and licked her index finger. "…was this the one I broke?" He looked up as he tugged off the bandage.
Seras gaped at him as he took her finger into his mouth and started to suck on it. He let out a chuckle as he felt her hand begin to shake. "Master…"
He let out a groan of acknowledgement. "What, would you rather it hurt?" He looked up and started to bite down until she cried out in pain. "Thought not…" He grinned as he continued to lick at her finger.
"Stop." She demanded. Alucard bared his fangs as he snickered and shook his head. "Stop now Master…" She shut her eyes and her lips parted baring her fangs.
"Don't you want your finger to heal?" She nodded. "That's what I'm doing police girl." He hushed as she let out another pained whimper as she felt the shattered pieces begin to fuse together. He pulled back briefly. "What was the dream about? You screamed my name and you were crying…" He rested his head in his hand and eyed her as Seras's eyes drifted open again.
She swallowed. "Just a vampire that was attacking the Hellsing organization again, nothing major…"
He nodded and wrapped his lips around her finger again. Seras pulled back and he looked up as he saw her hazed look. His eyes widened and he pulled back. "That's enough for today…" He bowed his head and quickly phased away. "You did good police girl." He mumbled.
You'll see more of Alucard's past in the next chapter, along with some nice Alucard/Seras as well. Be sure to review! Yet again, sorry for errors…--' ENJOY!!
