Authors note: hey, this is my first songfic and first time putting anything on this site so if its crap, im sorry. Anycow, read! Also, I don't own Yugioh! And I didn't write the song 'From the Inside', Linkin Park did.
I don't know who to trust
No surprise
I don't know if you're right, or if I should trust my friends.
Happy thoughts sift through dust
And the lies
I tell them alright even though im not. Sometimes im just Ryou, and sometimes I act like you.
Trying not to break but im so tired of this deceitWould they understand, or would they think of me as a freak? Is our friendship strong enough for them to accept me, no matter what state im in? I know ours is, you've heard all of my thoughts and you understand, or do you?
Everytime I try to meake myself Get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
And the tireing time between
Im cought in the middle, you or my friends? Where is it safest for me to be myself, and not hide behind my mask?
And how
Trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me
Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'cause I swear/for the last time
I wont trust myself with youThe decisions you make always hurt me, but trusting my friends means turning against you. Why cant I just keep you both, I don't recall doing anything to deserve this...then again I don't recall doing a lot of things...
Tension is building insideSteadily
How do I make this fair so no one gets hurt?
Everyone feels so far away from meHeavy thoughts forcing their way
Out of me
Should I reveal my feelings for you, would you understand or just scoff like you always do? Am I better off losing you and having friends who wont turn against me, or would that just make me more alone?
Trying not to breakBut im so tired of this deceit
Everytime I try to make myself
Get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
Its time to decide, who will it be? Or would it be better if you all just carried on without me?
And the tiring time betweenAnd how
Trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me
I'm not who I used to be, I'm torn between two things; my love for you and my friendship with them. I can't concentrate, I feel like I'm destroying your lives, so here is one last thing before I say goodbye.
Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'cause I swear/for the last time
I wont trust myself with youYou always get me in trouble
I wont trust myself with youYet I cant deny my feelings for you
I wont waste myself on youIs it you that's making me unhappy,
Waste myself on youOr is it my friends? No matter now, its only a matter of time before I fade away...
YOU!
And cease to exist.
