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As soon as the car had stopped Ron and Hermione ran up to the car. When they reached the car Ron flung open the door, and Hermione tried to pull him out. Then she found out that he still had his seat belt on. She flushed from embarrassment, which Ron found funny since he could see him trying to cover up his laughter with giant fake coughs that didn't work, since Hermione gave him a look and turned back to Harry. Which he was out of the car and standing besides his two best friends. They didn't say anything at first. Hermione grabbed him and hugged him so hard that his he could feel her breathing on his neck. When they finally broke apart Ron offered his hand. Ron was always scared of homosexuals, he tried to hide it... But to Ron's dismay he wasn't good at hiding emotions like Hermione.
"We heard what happen!" Hermione said with a disoriented look on her face.
"Kinda got that" Harry replied, as much as he hated it, he liked having Ron and Hermione to turn to.
"Wait a minute... When didn't I like it?" He thought to himself.
"Good to have you back mate" Ron said gleefully.
"Yeah... It's good to see you guys here" Harry said shyly through he didn't know why.
Hermione's eyes wondered to the ground, Ron was still looking at Harry. That pitifully face he gave to him on the train was on his face now. GOD! How he hated that face! he thought to himself.
"So how have guys been?" He asked breaking the silence.
"Fine" answered Ron. Ron was being some what distance.
"I can't believe he's trying to pin the muggles against you!" Hermione said bewilderment in her voice.
"Yeah... so you guys heard about Sirius's place?" he said but before they could answer Remus and Arthur approached.
"Look I'm sorry to break up the mingling but we do have to get on the train, it can't wait forever you know" Remus said.
"Are you coming to?" Hermione asked. Harry was thinking the same thing, but he was glad Hermione voiced it.
"Well no... I have things to do with the Order and other things as well..." he trailed off here.
"Okay you kids ready?" The trio gave each other a weak nod and started to walk with Remus and Arthur to train station.
Harry felt like he was a puppet being controlled by everyone else, Voldemort, Dumbledore, even the Order. Through out this whole nights event he felt helpless utterly helpless. Now he was going to Hogwarts the last place on this earth where he was welcome. He was slowly losing it, through it was no secret. He could tell that Ron and Hermione were tip toeing around him, being heaps friendly. Well more friendly than usual...
Walking the short distance to the station was in silence so it seemed to drag on. When they reached the train it was waiting there.
"I wonder who's driving it?" Harry thought, he had been thinking a lot lately.
"Well here it is" said Arthur grimly. Harry knew Ron and Hermione were coming with him and he was grateful, but maybe the best way to deal with this was to do it alone. He quickly vanished these thoughts from his head and stared meekly at the train. The red brilliance looking back at him. It gave a small puff of smoke and started up. Then he looked at Hermione and Ron they had their things with them, their books, clothes and most importantly their wands. Harry had nothing.
"Well you guys better get on the train, it's about to go" Remus implied. Then without any goodbye's or waves they got on the train, and then sat in a carriage. As they pulled away Harry stared out the window and watched a very scared Mr. Wesley and Remus staring back at him.
"Well...." Started Hermione, then stopped again. Because Harry was asleep... She couldn't blame him, he had gone through a lot today. Hermione turned to Ron, there was something inside that was eating her up, but she knew she couldn't tell Harry. Ron couldn't either. The Order decided to keep secret. But he had a right to know.
"I think we should tell Harry, it's not fare why should we know and he shouldn't I mean it is his..."
"I know Hermione, but we just can't it would hurt him more than ever and if we told him he'd try to find a way..." he broke off here.
"I know but I still think he should he know" She said giving Harry a glace then turning back to Ron.
"It's hard to keep it a secret, I mean I know I did a shit job tonight... he knows we're hiding something, I just think we should tell later maybe later this year" Ron proposed.
"Maybe" she answered bluntly and shook her head.
"I just feel wrong about it, that's all" she said as she turned and rested a hand on Crookshanks, who to her surprise Ron hadn't noticed yet.
"Feel wrong about what?" asked Harry as he rubbed his eyes with one hand.
"O-h nothing, just about what Voldemort did to you that's all" answered Ron a bit to fast. But she was glad he answered. Harry gave them a look then turned back to the window. Now Hermione knew he knew they were keeping something from him. She sighed and tried not to think about it for the rest of the train trip.
A/N: Okay I dare you to try guess what they're keeping from Harry! If you think you know send it to me by email or put it in your review I really don't care. Okay happy guessing!
