CHAPTER 15- Leaving
I gave the cab driver $5 through the window then stumbled up the path to the house we were staying in. I was still so drunk it was unbelievable. The previous night was pretty much a blur, I remembered winning my race, I remember seeing Stacey kiss Roman and I was talking to some girl at Tej's party.
I went to this girl's apartment it was a small place a couple of blocks away from the party. She wasn't exactly gorgeous but she wasn't ugly either, she was the easiest piece of ass at the party so I knew I was gonna get some. It didn't take long about an hour, before she was inviting me back to her place.
She was really horny, went on top rode the fuck out of me, to be honest I was so drunk I wouldn't have known if she was the worst shag in the world.
She had scratched the hell out of my back and had left love bites or 'slag tags' as Stacey called them all over my neck.
I fumbled with the door and eventually Mia came and let me. Brian was sat on the couch with Junior watching some cartoon. Stacey was reading a magazine on the other couch.
"Where's lover boy?" I asked Stacey. She ignored me and continued to read. I didn't blame her. "Have fun on his car last night? Did you fuck him? Was he good?"
Stacey threw her magazine down on the couch then walked over to Junior and picked him up. "Come on darling let's get you dressed" she said walking out of the living room and up the stairs.
Junior came walking down the stairs ten minutes later in a pair of jeans and a t-shirt. I made myself a glass of orange juice drank it then walked upstairs. Stacey was in her room the door was ajar and could see she was packing her bags.
"Going to live with lover boy?" I asked barging in to the room.
"Get out Dom" she said folding a pair of jeans of hers and placing them neatly in the duffle bag.
"Running off to play happy families again?"
She threw down the top that was in her hand and looked at me for the first time since I came in to the house. "Look at the state of you" she said "you can't even stand up straight"
I was swaying a little "I wanna know what happened with Roman? I saw you kiss him"
"THAT WAS IT, WE KISSED I PUSHED HIM AWAY AND TOLD HIM I COULDN'T DO IT CAUSE I DIDN'T WANNA MAKE THINGS WORSE WITH US!" she hollered at me. God did I feel like a dick head! What had I done? I sat on the bed and rubbed my hands over my head. "I've been your doormat too many times Dom" she said beginning to cry "I thought we could make ago of it this time, make it work between us, be the family I always wanted us to be, live a nice, normal, quiet life, but once again I'm wrong. It's not just about me anymore, I gotta think of Junior and being here isn't the best thing for us. I'm going back to Mexico…" she said doing up the zip on the bag and walking around the bed out of the room.
"I'm sorry" I said standing up and grabbing her arm to stop her "I was drunk, I thought you wanted Roman, I never wanted to hurt you" I said
"But you have and you always do Dom" she sobbed turning to look at me. "I'm going back to Mexico with or without you Dom, you need to make a choice but I'm leaving with Junior now" she pulled her arm out of my grasp and continued to walk.
"Wait" I said following her. She stopped and turned around. "What about Junior?"
"He's managed the last two years without you I'm sure he can manage a few more"
"What about us? I love you and I want you"
"Than make the right choice" she said. She went to walk away I grabbed her arm spun her around and kissed her she kissed me then pushed me away.
"No Dom, I can't do this anymore. You need to make a choice racing and the team or me and Junior?" she told me before walking away.
She left about 20 minutes after our fight; I fell to sleep, slept off my hangover. When I woke up I just lay in my bed for a while thinking about what had happened. I had really hurt her this time, and I don't think she was ever going to forgive me.
I had hurt her to many times to make right.
So that was it me and Stacey were over-for good…I had Letty and the baby to think about anyway. I would just concentrate on that and maybe in time I'd forget about Stacey. Letty and the baby, Letty and the baby, yeah that would get me through
