Disclaimer: not mine

If only

I told you I didn't know, but I did—I did know.
I could never forget him—never.
I love him still...I don't know if you'll understand that—but I do.
You remind me so much of him...

The way your eyes light up, your laugh, your dark hair...you get that from him, you know.
Oh, baby if you only knew...

I've never met anyone like him before, and I know I never will again.
I remember every moment with him—every night in his arms...

I remember when he left...and never came back
I begged him not to go, but he went anyway.
I wish I could say that I understand why, but I don't.
I don't understand why he had to go back.
I hoped and prayed that he would return--I waited and waited for him...but he never did.

I want you to know that he loved you—even then he loved you.
He would be so proud of you now...

If only I could tell you this, if only I could explain.
If only you could understand why...
If only...