A/N: WARNING the following chapter is slightly depressing... well actually REALLY DEPRESSING, I'm just warning you. Please R&R!!!! : ( : )

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Chapter 2: The heartbreak

I walk out into the soft rain,

And in my heart I feel a pain,

I thought of last night just one last time,

When I had believed that you would be fine.

I thought in the rain when you went away,

I wished oh wished that you had stayed,

I looked at the sky, tears filling my eyes,

And thought about how you had died,

Sadness lingers in my heart,

And inside I break apart,

I feel my soul tied in depression,

And I have learnt from this lesson,

I know that things are not the same,

I know I will never be happy again,

The sun is rising spilling red in the sky,

The rain has stopped and I wonder why,

I step inside into my room,

Knowing I will be near you soon,

I take a razor to my wrist,

And immediately my vision mists,

Love spills from my bloody wrists,

And deep inside my heart twists,

I take in my last final breath,

And then I am gently wrapped in death,

I fall to the floor and.... and....

A/N: depressing, I know but the next chapter is better... I think... I hope... oh well hope you liked!!!