What can I do?

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I stand on the grass verge wondering which road to take. I know I don't have much time left to choose, the clock says I have 3 hours left to choose. I look at the roads and sit down. I think of what happened for me to be like this.........

Flash Back

"I'll never hurt you Sasuke, we can go as fast or as slow as you want" Blue eyes gaze at Sasuke, he smiles at the blue eyed boy.

"Why do you love me, Naruto?" Sasuke lays on Naruto's chest looking up at him

"I love you because I really see you, I see that you are caring, dedicated, hansom, you have so much love to give. I even love you when you have a bug up your ass 59% of the time." Naruto runs a hand threw his hair. "Why do you love me?" Naruto asks

"Your free Naruto, you make me feel alive" Sasuke smiles

End Flash Back

They were good times, but they soon went wrong.

Flash Back

"Naruto!" Sasuke runs into the house "Naruto, there is a new Ramin stand open, I got some coupons, do you wanna go?"

Naruto doesn't look up "I cant, I'm busy"

"What with I could help you" Sasuke walks over to him

"Its stuff for the Hokage, if I am to ever be the next hokage, I need to study these things, maybe later Sasuke."

Sasuke walks in to the bedroom saddened.

3 weeks later......

"Hay Naruto" Sasuke tried to hug him, but is pushed away

"I'm busy Sasuke, not now" Naruto goes back to reading

"But you said today---"

"Drop it Sasuke! I'm busy!" Naruto interrupts

"Fine!" Sasuke storms out

1 month later

"I'm going out, I may be a few days" Sasuke says

"Fine, just shut the door on the way out" Naruto coldly replies

"Don't you wanna know where I am going?" Sasuke asks

"Look Sasuke, I am really busy, if it's not important just go and let me get on with this." Naruto doesn't look up

"You don't love me any more do you!?" Sasuke slams the door behind him.

1 and a half months later

Maybe if I killed myself the pain would stop, all he does in run around for that woman, all he does is study, or work. What about me?

Sasuke curls up in bed next to him, he snuggles into him, the little comfort he has now.

End Flash Back.

I know he was busy, but was that any excuse to ignore me?

Naruro sits next to Sasukes bed

"Sasuke, please wake up" Naruto whispers holding his hand "I'm sorry, just please don't leave me"

"Naruto?" Sakura walks in with Kakashi

"What do you two want" He snaps

"We came to see how you were, Sakura says you are hiding things" Kakashi sits down "Sakura I think it would be best if me and Naruto had a chat on our own. Will you get me a coffee?"

"Yes sensai" She walks out the room

"Why are you crying Naruto?" Kakashi asks "He is just your rival is he not?"

"You know me and Sasuke live together right?" Naruto sniffles "We even showed you around, what did you notice about our home?"

"It was very nice" Kakashi smiles "But you didn't want me to comment on the wall paper did you?"

"Everyone who came thought it was nice, but to our apartment...... did you know, there was only one bedroom." Naruto sniffles "There was only one bed" tears run down his cheeks "He tried to kill himself in our bed!"

Kakashi's eye widens "What are you trying to say Naruto?"

"He is my boyfriend!" Naruto runs his hand threw Sasuke's raven hair "He is......"

"Why did he try to kill himself?" He asks "I know its hard, and you don't have to tell me, but he is my student, as are you, and I want to help you."

"I......" Tears run down his face "I...... I was more bothered about becoming a Hokage than been with him, I ignored him, I didn't realise because I was so busy, he was always trying to get threw to me......I was stupid, and because of that he might not come back to me"

"How long?" kakashi asks

"How long what?" He sniffles

"How long have you two been together?" Kakashi smiles "I am not bothered about you two been gay."

"About a year and a half" Naruto smiles "I love him ya know, that stupid twit laying there, I love him more than anything"

"Well he is hurt Naruto, he was hurting for along time to consider killing himself. Just talk to him tell him you love him and you want him back, that's all you can do, I will take people away so you two can be alone." Kakashi smiles "You two are not the only gay ninja's in the village you know." kakashi walks out the door.


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