Chapter 2
A/N You didn't really think I could kill Jesse? Did you? Aw! Come on, I could never kill Jesse. :s But I have a few surprises for Jesse and for another member of the team. But that will be for later. I am really sorry I haven't update in a while. And with the vacation coming I am not able to update regulary at all. Still I hope you will enjoy this chapter! Thank you all for reviewing! Love it and I love you guys!! grins
Have fun! MutantX is not mine, and if someone recognizes some details of the plot or something.... I will share that too. Now lets start with this chapter!
Lexa watches as jesses last breath flows out of him. To terrified to do anything she stand there. While one question keeps spinning in her head. Why didn't you kiss me Jess? After yesterday I thought you would know that I love you!
Suddenly she feels someone knocking her to the right. Shalimar... Brennan throws a look at her before he kneels beside Jesse.
'Brennan do something!' Shalimar voiced what she thought. Finally she took a shaky step towards Jesse but a growling Shalimar stopped her dead in track.
She watched from the side line how Brennan worked frantically to bring Jesse back. 'Come on man, don't do this on us. Breathe, breathe alright!' Shalimar found his eyes and didn't like what they were saying. She knew he would try one last time. One last time to save there brother and friend.
With a cry and a huge tesla coil he zapped Jesse.
I smell the flowers on the table. I see the floor and the walls that are perfectly white. I tiptoe through the large hall and start climbing those big stairs. It looks familiar to me. My house! I am in my own house!! But how? Why? Where are the others? Suddenly I am not sure I want to be here. Though I am a grown up, this house still terrifies me...
She gets visit so I have to stay in my room. Again. She expects me to stay quite, because she has an important guest. I don't know who that will be and I don't bother either. I am glad I can stay in my room and not in that damn closet.
She does that a couple of times in a week. She yells at me first grabbing me by my arms shaking me. I don't dare to argue or to complain because I know the consequences.
I see the scary closet next to my room and I start to walk faster. But I hadn't seen that new Portugese vase next to the bathroom until it falls on the ground. I am holding my breath when light footsteps bounce on the stairs. I feel my cells ripping themselves apart but I can't stop it. It just happens. It always just happens and it always happens on the wrong time.
I am paralysed. I want to reverse the past but I can't. I stay here while my mom starts stammering an explanation to the other woman.
This woman must be even richer than my own parents, because she wares a necklace of pearls and a beautiful purple satin dress. It seems to be she isn't listening to my mom. She just stares with big brown eyes at me. They even become bigger when I breathe again and turn into my normal self. She turns on her heels and escapes our house, her high heels clicking with each hurried step.
My mom turns slowly around and I can almost feel her anger. It is flowing all around her and I can actually see it when I look in her eyes. It scares me to death and I am backing away. Trying to escape from the inevitable. Her shadow covers me when she starts to curse and yell. I am curling into a tight ball covering my ears. I feel her hands grabbing my arm and yanking me towards the closet. Each time she hits me I flinch.
I panic. Don't do this to me! Not again!! I can't take it, please I hate the dark!! I feel like I am seven years old again. Not being able to defend myself and I see my worst fear coming nearer and nearer.
She doesn't even show pity, but throws me into the dark closet where the darkness absorbs me completely. I yell and beg her to let me out until I can't scream anymore. I shake uncontrollably while whispering mantras to myself. 'just a few hours to go, she loves me whatever I do. She is just a little angry, everything will be okay.' My angst stays with me while time is drying my tears.
All three took a deep shuddering breath when Jesse started breathing. Though his breath was shallow there was a breath. Brennan wiped his face with his hands thanking God. Shalimar leaned against him. She wanted to yell at Lexa. She just stood there, watching Jesse die. How could she? Weren't they supposed to protect, at least helping, each other? What happened in the first place? But when see threw another, longer look at Lexa almost all questions and anger disappeared.
The woman crumpled on the ground. She trembled badly. Shalimar walked over to the woman and held her in her arms. 'I didn't... couldn't do anything Shal.. I was so shocked. I paralysed Shal. I just paralysed and didn't do anything.' Shalimar hugged her friend closer feeling the waves of guilt that troubled the woman in her arms. She still wanted to know what went wrong. But it would be for later when Lexa or Jesse were ready to tell them what happened. For now they had to go back to sanctuary and take care of Jesse. And Lexa, she decided when she saw the cuts and scratches on Lexa's bare flesh.
A couple of times I almost fall asleep. But I never get the chance to fall completely in sleep because she starts to yell and curse every time again. I think this time she is fighting with my dad. I am sure he will disappear soon enough again. His work waits for him he says every time he doesn't want to be with us. And I think it is my fault, because I can't be normal like he want me to be. Sometimes I see him watching me, the look in his eyes unreadable for me. But I think he hates me, although he seems to be doing his best to love me. And that makes it even harder because I am hurting him every time being his son.
Suddenly I hear my mother shout my name. 'Jesse!! Get out of there!!' than a blinding light appears and the world turns white.
A/N Again I am sorry for all the grammar mistakes. And I don't know a thing of medical stuff so that part is a little short. And this chapter has something to do with the last AND the next chapters! How unbelievable it may look right now. But don't worry I have the idea already for later chapters. Now I only have to write them. rolls eyes
A/N You didn't really think I could kill Jesse? Did you? Aw! Come on, I could never kill Jesse. :s But I have a few surprises for Jesse and for another member of the team. But that will be for later. I am really sorry I haven't update in a while. And with the vacation coming I am not able to update regulary at all. Still I hope you will enjoy this chapter! Thank you all for reviewing! Love it and I love you guys!! grins
Have fun! MutantX is not mine, and if someone recognizes some details of the plot or something.... I will share that too. Now lets start with this chapter!
Lexa watches as jesses last breath flows out of him. To terrified to do anything she stand there. While one question keeps spinning in her head. Why didn't you kiss me Jess? After yesterday I thought you would know that I love you!
Suddenly she feels someone knocking her to the right. Shalimar... Brennan throws a look at her before he kneels beside Jesse.
'Brennan do something!' Shalimar voiced what she thought. Finally she took a shaky step towards Jesse but a growling Shalimar stopped her dead in track.
She watched from the side line how Brennan worked frantically to bring Jesse back. 'Come on man, don't do this on us. Breathe, breathe alright!' Shalimar found his eyes and didn't like what they were saying. She knew he would try one last time. One last time to save there brother and friend.
With a cry and a huge tesla coil he zapped Jesse.
I smell the flowers on the table. I see the floor and the walls that are perfectly white. I tiptoe through the large hall and start climbing those big stairs. It looks familiar to me. My house! I am in my own house!! But how? Why? Where are the others? Suddenly I am not sure I want to be here. Though I am a grown up, this house still terrifies me...
She gets visit so I have to stay in my room. Again. She expects me to stay quite, because she has an important guest. I don't know who that will be and I don't bother either. I am glad I can stay in my room and not in that damn closet.
She does that a couple of times in a week. She yells at me first grabbing me by my arms shaking me. I don't dare to argue or to complain because I know the consequences.
I see the scary closet next to my room and I start to walk faster. But I hadn't seen that new Portugese vase next to the bathroom until it falls on the ground. I am holding my breath when light footsteps bounce on the stairs. I feel my cells ripping themselves apart but I can't stop it. It just happens. It always just happens and it always happens on the wrong time.
I am paralysed. I want to reverse the past but I can't. I stay here while my mom starts stammering an explanation to the other woman.
This woman must be even richer than my own parents, because she wares a necklace of pearls and a beautiful purple satin dress. It seems to be she isn't listening to my mom. She just stares with big brown eyes at me. They even become bigger when I breathe again and turn into my normal self. She turns on her heels and escapes our house, her high heels clicking with each hurried step.
My mom turns slowly around and I can almost feel her anger. It is flowing all around her and I can actually see it when I look in her eyes. It scares me to death and I am backing away. Trying to escape from the inevitable. Her shadow covers me when she starts to curse and yell. I am curling into a tight ball covering my ears. I feel her hands grabbing my arm and yanking me towards the closet. Each time she hits me I flinch.
I panic. Don't do this to me! Not again!! I can't take it, please I hate the dark!! I feel like I am seven years old again. Not being able to defend myself and I see my worst fear coming nearer and nearer.
She doesn't even show pity, but throws me into the dark closet where the darkness absorbs me completely. I yell and beg her to let me out until I can't scream anymore. I shake uncontrollably while whispering mantras to myself. 'just a few hours to go, she loves me whatever I do. She is just a little angry, everything will be okay.' My angst stays with me while time is drying my tears.
All three took a deep shuddering breath when Jesse started breathing. Though his breath was shallow there was a breath. Brennan wiped his face with his hands thanking God. Shalimar leaned against him. She wanted to yell at Lexa. She just stood there, watching Jesse die. How could she? Weren't they supposed to protect, at least helping, each other? What happened in the first place? But when see threw another, longer look at Lexa almost all questions and anger disappeared.
The woman crumpled on the ground. She trembled badly. Shalimar walked over to the woman and held her in her arms. 'I didn't... couldn't do anything Shal.. I was so shocked. I paralysed Shal. I just paralysed and didn't do anything.' Shalimar hugged her friend closer feeling the waves of guilt that troubled the woman in her arms. She still wanted to know what went wrong. But it would be for later when Lexa or Jesse were ready to tell them what happened. For now they had to go back to sanctuary and take care of Jesse. And Lexa, she decided when she saw the cuts and scratches on Lexa's bare flesh.
A couple of times I almost fall asleep. But I never get the chance to fall completely in sleep because she starts to yell and curse every time again. I think this time she is fighting with my dad. I am sure he will disappear soon enough again. His work waits for him he says every time he doesn't want to be with us. And I think it is my fault, because I can't be normal like he want me to be. Sometimes I see him watching me, the look in his eyes unreadable for me. But I think he hates me, although he seems to be doing his best to love me. And that makes it even harder because I am hurting him every time being his son.
Suddenly I hear my mother shout my name. 'Jesse!! Get out of there!!' than a blinding light appears and the world turns white.
A/N Again I am sorry for all the grammar mistakes. And I don't know a thing of medical stuff so that part is a little short. And this chapter has something to do with the last AND the next chapters! How unbelievable it may look right now. But don't worry I have the idea already for later chapters. Now I only have to write them. rolls eyes
