Didn't mean to stay away for so long. But life is quite hectic. Not only now but all the time in fact. But don't worry. I will keep going. I have absolutely no idea where this will be going but as long as I can write it will go on. grin

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His eye fell upon the child in the family picture. She was really beautiful. But what scared him the most was that she looked familiar. He definitely recognised her eyes. And he would recognize that silky hair everywhere. "L...Lexa..." He whispered.

"What?" the man his voice was a low growl. "You know my daughter?"

Brennan tried to grab his shoulder to shake him out of his thoughts. He wouldn't say it to Jesse but he became more worried with each passing day.

"Come on Jess..." Suddenly he flew trough the air and ended on his back.

"I told you to LEAVE IT!" With that he jumped on Brennan and grabbed him by his throat.

"You have to leave it Brennan. There are things that are better left unsaid okay?"

His eyes held a dangerous glint in them.

Brennan struggled to get free. For once in his life he was actually scared. Not because he was threatened, but because Jesse slipped out of self-control. And that was a thing he rarely saw from the molecular.

"I think it is time to watch another memory. Off course a memory from you. But this time I think I can put this one under long ago forgotten situations. By you. Not by me."

The man let a evil laugh out and started the tape again.

"Noah!" The man looked up. "We have located them. They are one street ahead of us." "Good! Good work. Lead the way Dan." The little boy next to him looked with his big blue eyes at his father.

"Jesse. I am sorry but we won't go to the football game." "Ow..." The young boy sighed and followed the quick steps of the older men.

He could have known his father wouldn't keep his promise. He rarely did. But those rare moments kept his believe in his father.

Around the corner were already six men holding a man and a little girl. "Noah. Do you think we need them both? I mean why wouldn't we kill the man and take his daughter with us?"

Jesse looked at the young girl. She seemed to be from his age. Her brown eyes filled with tears and fear.

He felt confused. Why did they capture them?

"What did they do dad?" He tugged on his fathers jacket. "Can't you see I'm busy Jesse?" His fathers voice replied in a stern tone.

"Where is her Mother Dan? I thought I asked you to find her as well?"

"Your talking to loud Noah. I could hear you from miles away!" The woman grinned.

She stepped closer and hissed in his ear: "You've got them. You've got my lovely husband and daughter." She stretched the word lovely sarcastically. "Now, where is my money?"

"Uh uh Maria. Who promised you money? I certainly didn't. Not after you told half of the neighbourhood about my little freak." He glanced at his son who stood watching it all from a distance.

"Dan, May! Kill the parents and take the little girl!"

Jesse gasped. Did his father give that order? No... No it couldn't be. His father would only give that order for a reason...

Those people must have done something bad because his father would not do anything without a reason.

And then he saw the woman scramble for her gun, reaching it and pointing it at his father. His blood run cold and he dashed towards the woman. The adrenaline turned into anger and with all his might he slammed the woman out of the way.

How dared she? His father was unarmed.

He heard the ripping sound of her clothes and watched as the once purple cloth changed into some indefinable colour.

That was when he noticed his own hands. They were massed.

Again at the wrong time and the wrong place.

He backed away from the body.

"MUM!! Daddy!!" He heard the terrified screams and heartbreaking sobs from the little girl.

God what have I done?

His father grabbed him by his arm and yanked him away from the scene. "My men will take care of her. Everything is going to be alright Jesse. Just forget what you saw. Everything will be fine."

The tape ended. A deafening silence filled the room.

He couldn't hold the sobs back anymore and broke.

Images from before were torturing him. The woman in the purple dress... Her face so close to that of the little girl...

Suddenly he saw it: The eyes were the same. Just like the soft hair he had felt while kissing Lexa.

A woman that he loved so much.

But he would lose her if she found out what really happened with her parents.

The feeling of hollowness and coldness was so abrupt that it scared him.

"Don't forget what you have done again Jesse." A soft whisper full of hate.

He was a murderer.

No, still not done. Not really sure how I will continue but like I said before, I will.

My mail is hacked. So if anyone has send me a note to my old address I won't be able to read those. I am sorry.

But I have definitely enjoyed all the reviews! Wow! Thanks for your patience with me.

Redhead 2: I love writing and reading anything that contains emotions. Though I like to read some good action sometimes, I don't see myself as the person who could write a whole story based on action. I'd rather write about emotions. ( do I make any sense here?)

MutantX Fan: Thanks for your loyal reviewing. But also for you encouragements to go on ( and soon LOL) Hope I can write faster in the future.

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