light gleaming off the blade

as it hovers above my wrist

and my thoughts bade

for me to end it all

i close my eyes

and take a deep breath

and with one slashing motion

i walk the slow path to death

lying on the bathroom floor

thinking of dreams never to be

and also wandering

if they will miss me

they being

my users

my abusers

both mentaly

and physicaly

i was always there to comfort you

with the biggest smile as can be

but never once did you offer yours

to poor abused me

see what you have done to me

you drove me to this

it's all your fault

i never experiencned happiness

as the blood flows from my wrist

i know my time is near

and i use my final moments

to leave prayers of happiness to those i hold dear

as deaths chilled fingers reach for me

as i take my last breath

and a smile crosses my face

as i'm claimed by death

Ending It All by Emerald Oakfair