light gleaming off the blade
as it hovers above my wrist
and my thoughts bade
for me to end it all
i close my eyes
and take a deep breath
and with one slashing motion
i walk the slow path to death
lying on the bathroom floor
thinking of dreams never to be
and also wandering
if they will miss me
they being
my users
my abusers
both mentaly
and physicaly
i was always there to comfort you
with the biggest smile as can be
but never once did you offer yours
to poor abused me
see what you have done to me
you drove me to this
it's all your fault
i never experiencned happiness
as the blood flows from my wrist
i know my time is near
and i use my final moments
to leave prayers of happiness to those i hold dear
as deaths chilled fingers reach for me
as i take my last breath
and a smile crosses my face
as i'm claimed by death
Ending It All by Emerald Oakfair
