Chapter 2

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A/N: Thank you to all who read and reviewed I was surprised by the response so I decided that I would try and get this out to you as fast as I could so here it is!!

Dear Draco,

The house I just bought is small but it will do. There are two bedrooms, one bathroom, a kitchen/dining room, and a small living room. It is just outside Godric's Hollow. I know it's not the greatest of places I could be living but I feel better living near where my parents lived somehow. It really isn't worth what I'm paying for it but I just needed out of the Wizarding World, hell more than anything else I need to be out of my own head.

You all couldn't understand, how could you? How could you understand how completely lost I feel right now. Fighting Voldemort is all I've know for the last seven years of my life. Now that he's gone my life feels almost barren, I don't know what to do with myself.

So this is what I do. I go buy a house. How stupid could I be. I should be with Hermione and the Weasleys mourning the death of Bill and Ron. Ron...He was my first friend ever. He stuck with me through everything even into his death.

God, I feel like a horrible person. I ran from everything, from the Weasleys, Hermione, the press, and from you Draco. Mostly I'm still running from my past and all the pain I've caused other people. I know I'm hurting you now Draco but I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I've made so many mistakes and I don't know what to do to fix any of them.

With my Love,

Harry

Harry crumpled up the letter, this was about the seventh time he had tried to write Draco. He was quickly becoming surrounded by failed attempts.

"Fuck this, I can't do it." Harry sobbed. He was so angry with himself.

'I can't even write to the person I need the most'

Tears ran freely down Harry's face while he uncorked an addictive sleeping/pain releaving draught that had been invented, by Hermione and Snape, during the war to help the injured.

'I just want to forget for one more night' Harry promised himself as he threw back the potion.

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