Desire To Change (A.K.A. Cortex's POV)

Description: Cortex is regretting that he had Coco destroyed. Now he wants to change?!!?

Things are now officially boring around here now that I've done what I thought was impossible. There's no one to keep trying to kill. And it makes me feel stupid and alone.

But, whose fault is that?

My stupid boss, of course! Uka-Uka! The one I feared is now the one I can face off against. He's turned weak. He's stopped thinking about world domination. DAMN HIM!

But, is it his fault he's weakening?

No. It's my fault. And now I feel really bad about killing Coco. I really wanted to kill those blasted bandicoots Crash and Crunch, but no! I had to kill her!

Why is it always me? Why am I so evil?

The truth is, I was born bad, and I shall probably die bad. But, if I could change that, I would die good. And believe me when I say this.

I hate being a villain. Now there's nothing for me to look forward to.

Taking over the world will now be so easy. I mean, Crash and Crunch refuse to fight, and Dingodile as well. Sure, my minions suggest I take over the world, but what do they know?

Nothing, obviously!

Oh, sure. N. Gin knew things, but not as much as I knew. And now I know that taking over the world is just not a good option.

Gin knows that and I know that. It's like a repeated cycle for crying out loud!

Oh why was I born bad? What did I deserve to be born like that?

I guess that's one answer I'll never find out. And even if I did find out, I think the answer would be negative, and I don't want that anymore.

I want to change.