Chapter 3

Hiding Inside Myself

A/N: Hi! Everyone! This chapter is done with Eriol's POV, on what had made him walkout...

Disclaimer: All characters and songs belong to their respective owners, geez. So that makes me own nothing. Sigh...

Eriol's POV

My mind was racing. As I sat on one of the chairs at the ice cream parlor, a song was playing.

I've been so alone all my life

I couldn't give my heart to anyone

Hiding inside myself was a man

Who needed to be held like anyone

"Oh.My.God. Is the whole wide world against me? This is the second time that a song is killing me. Hey! What the hell is wrong with me? It's only a dumb song!"

The days moved into years

I looked for walk between the tears

It never ever found me

Never ever found me

"Yeah! A dumb song that made you finally realize you're feelings for her" my alter ego snapped back.

"Shut up!"

Yes I seemed to grab at straws

But they surely broke all the time

"Hiiragizawa's in l-o-v-e!"

"I told you to s-h-u-t –u-p! And don't forget that you're me, too!"

So I hid inside

Till I almost died

Yes I hid inside and I cried

"Yeah. A version of you who's sane and is mature enough not to deny his feelings. And sad to say, the unlucky one because you're in control"

"She doesn't like me she likes Sakura. She told me that herself, if you remember. And for the nth time, I DON'T LIKE HER!"

A loving heart in a sensitive man

Hiding inside myself

"You didn't tell me that you don't like her, so it doesn't make any sense to say 'for the nth time'. And surely you don't like her because you llllooovvveee her. That's different"

Then you come out of nowhere

I could not believe my heart

I didn't know how to tell you

I didn't know where to start

"Why don't you try to tell her? You could erase her memory if it doesn't turn out well"

"You know very well that I can't do that. It may have some bad effects on her"

"Ooohh. And you're affected?"

"Of course! I...I mean yeah. She's my friend."

When I hid inside

I almost died

And I cried

A loving heart

In a sensitive man

"Who are you trying to convince, anyway?"

"..."

"Silence means admittance"

I know you understand

I love you

"Tomoyo... I love you... and I know... that you only like Sakura, but she already loves someone else. If I tell you about my feelings right now, you would be worried about not to hurt my feelings. I don't want you to worry about me, so I guess I'll keep my feelings to myself...but..."

After a moment of silence, Eriol sadly thought, "I can't bear to be near you without you knowing how I feel, so I'll go home"

-TBC

Some not-so-necessary blabber

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Preview: Tomoyo's turn to be confused so she sets to find her true self and love. And maybe it will be the last chapter.

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