Oh Now, What Now?
Chapter 4
Staring at the clock is never a good thing. Time does not go
by faster, it just goes by slower. It's been a little over an hour since
Eli left for the store, how long does it take to grab a few things? Men, they
never know where anything is in a store; the poor guy must be so lost. I
smile just thinking of Eli trying to find the items on my moms list.
I can't believe how bored I am. Before I got involved with Eli, my life was
never boring when I was by myself. I always found
something to do; now I can't seem to do anything that will help me with my
boredom.
Finally after another 15 minutes of staring at the clock, I hear Eli's car
drive into the driveway. Making sure I look okay, even
though I'm just wearing my comfy clothes. I turn to head down
stairs to 'help' Eli with the bags.
"Anyone care to help me?" Why is it when someone comes home with
groceries everyone seems to disappear?
"I could help you if I really wanted to." He looks too cute trying
to carry all the bags at once. So I just stand there in the
middle of the kitchen, just staring and trying not to laugh.
"Oh you are so helpful Grace. You know some of this shit is yours
anyway." I finally make it to the counter with out dropping any of
the bags. Damn I'm good.
"My stuff? I thought I told you I didn't need anything from the
store?" Men they never listen.
"I know what you told me, but your mom on the other had thought you needed
some stuff." Mom's they always seem to get into every ones business
one way or another.
"Oh, and what did my dear mother think I need?" Can't she see
that I can take care of my self? I am 18, I think I know when I need
certain things or not.
"Just the normal stuff that girls need. Lotion, tampons, face wash
stuff, nail polish remover, the list goes on my dear." I
think half the list was for Grace and the other half was divided up between the
rest of the family.
"Are you serious? Does she not think I can't buy these things or
what?" I swear she needs to just back off a little. Give me
some room to breathe, and shop for myself.
"I don't know, but here is your bag and a half." I hand over
the two bags for her, and start to head to Dad's and Lily's room to
put the other two bags on their bed.
"Eli you forgot a bag on the counter." I guess he didn't see
that.
"That's my bag, these two are for the parents." I make my way
up the stairs, watching to see if Grace is going to check to see
what is in the other bag. To my surprise she doesn't and starts to follow
me up the stairs. "Wow I'm impressed with you."
"Why?" I swear sometimes I have no idea what he is talking about.
"You didn't peak inside the bag." I finally reach the bedroom, and
set the bags down on the bed. Lily can take care of it
once she gets home. I turn to see Grace heading towards her room.
"Why I just figured that what was ever in the bag, I will find out soon
enough what is in it. Am I right?" I poke my head out of
the bathroom to see Eli sitting on my bed looking around for God knows what.
"Maybe, but yeah you're probably right you
will." I keep looking around her room to find something anything to
look at. Memories of this morning are still fresh in my head.
I finally get everything put away, and I make my way to the bed. I stand
right in front of him, and yet he still doesn't look up.
"Eli what the hell are you doing?"
"What?" I try not to look at her right in the eyes. If I do that,
she will see exactly what is the matter. So I just look up and
down her body. Noticing what she is wearing, which is pretty simple, just
some baggy comfy pants, and a loose t-shirt. Even in that she is sexy.
"You know what, why do you keep looking for something to look at instead
of looking at me?" I think I know why, but I want him to say
it. Just to make sure he is thinking the same thing I'm thinking.
"You know why Grace. This morning is still quite fresh in my
mind. And it's not like this house is empty or anything." I
take a
quick look over to the door just to make sure that I locked it.
"Yeah, but we do have the door locked. Plus Jessie is upstairs with
Katie, and Zoe is talking on the phone with one of her girlfriends. So in
a way we do have the house to our selves." I close the gap between
us, and straddle his lap.
Man why does she have to do this? She knows we can't do this know.
I move my hands to lie on her hips hoping that she doesn't start to move
them. "You are right in a way we do, but we still don't."
I look in her eyes, and I can tell she is going to ask me a question that I
have no idea how to answer it.
I look down at him, and wonder what happened to him? I move my hands so
they rest on this shoulders, and I simply ask, "Eli what is wrong?
This morning you were all ready to do it in the bathroom and now you seem like
the idea of doing it with other people in the house is a crime or something.
What's up?" I move my hands down towards his neck and turn his head,
so he can look me in the eyes when he answers me.
"I don't know and that is the truth. I went to the store and bought
everything that Lily had on the list, and I bought what I
needed and I came home."
"So what did you buy? Because it seems that what ever you bought has
affected you somehow." I'm starting to get worried here. As long
as I have known Eli he has never turned down sex, or evening make out.
Doesn't matter where or who is in the house.
"Trust me, if I tell you this could ruin our relationship in some
way. And I would hate for that to happen. Especially in this area
of our relationship." Trying to tell her this with a straight face
is hard, but what I have to tell her is just.
"Eli please tell me. If you think this is going to affect us, then
you better tell me so we can work on it." I'm starting to get
worried. We never had anything like this happen before.
"Well you asked for it. I had to buy condoms for our parents."
I love the look on her face when I tell her this. It's a mix
of grossness, relief and something I can't put my finger on.
"Yuck! I did not need to hear that Eli." This is just gross,
why did he have to tell me this. I lay my head on his shoulder,
trying not to picture our parents having sex.
"Hey you asked not me." I start to laugh; this is just too funny
to me.
I lift my head up a little just so he can hear me, "Eli this is not
funny!" But yet I can't help, but laugh some.
"Well it is, especially the face that you made once I told you. That
was a Kodak moment I must say." I put my head in the crook of her neck,
trying to muffle some laughs. But in the process I begin to kiss her neck
softly.
Oh man here we go, "Eli this is no time to start that, not with this new
information that you have just given me." But damn it
feels good.
"So true, but it's the perfect thing to do to help you get it out of your
head." I start to kiss up her neck to her lips. Once I
reach her lips, I gently pull on her bottom lip with my teeth. I hear her
soft moan, and I know my plan is working.
The things this man can do to me are crazy. Even when he just told me he
bought condoms for our parents, he still finds a way for me to forget; and it
works every time. I move my hands around his neck to bring his mouth
deeper into mine. Kissing Eli is like biting into a chocolate cake; it
gets better as time goes on.
This is driving me crazy, and it does help that Grace has now started to
lightly grind into me. I need to stop her from doing
that, but all that my hands seem to be doing is helping her along.
I know Eli wants me to stop this motion, but that is not going to happen.
It feels too good to stop. I never thought that
grinding into him could be so satisfying; we use to do this when I wasn't ready
to go all the way. And I think it just as satisfying as it was before if not
better.
"Grace. We can't do this." My breathing is becoming more erotic
and the grinding has become more persist.
"Yes we can, we both need this." I let out a moan as his hands
push my hips down harder. We continue to kiss each other and move against
each other. Both of us trying to reach that point we both need.
"I don't know how much more I can take of this." I am almost to the
breaking point. I kiss her lips trying to stop the sounds that are coming
out of our mouths. I would hate to have the whole house hear us.
"Eli keep going, please don't stop." I'm almost there; I grip my
hands onto Eli's back for more support.
I keep us moving at a steady pace, getting to that point of pure ecstasy.
"Grace are you in there! If you are why is your door locked?"
Oh fuck it's Judy.