He he, this is the 'dirty' chapter! (Well there's always one in a story!)

You probably think that Buffy recovers quite quickly, but I really want to get to the end!

I'm really sorry to all the Spike fans, but he does come back!!! So keep reading!!

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Buffy only had to wait half an hour before Angel came in dragging his suitcase behind him.

He stopped when he saw Buffy staring at him and crying.

"Are you OK?" Angel asked standing still.

"I'm sorry Angel... I just thought... I didn't think he would do that to me." Buffy sobbed letting more tears run down her face.

Angel dropped the handle of his suitcase, walked over to where she was sat and sat beside her.

"It's OK, I know you loved him and that you were going to try and make it better," Angel said grabbing her hand and squeezing it.

Buffy looked up from her feet and looked into his eyes.

"I should have left him when you told me to," Buffy said looking away from his face.

Angel felt a rush of happiness when she admitted he was right.

"It's OK, it's all over now and you can't change the past," Angel said.

"Yeah, I guess your right I just wish..." but Angel silenced her by putting a finger to her lips.

"Don't say a word."

Again that moment came where they both had an urge to kiss each other.

"Buffy?"

"Yeah?" She wiped the tears from her eyes.

"Can I kiss you?" Angel asked, feeling stupid.

"Why are you asking?"

"Because I thought...."

"Well, you thought wrong."

They both leaned in and their lips met.

Buffy felt a rush that she had never felt before... was it love?

No it couldn't be... could it?

Suddenly she pulled away due to lack of oxygen.

"I'm sorry but I just..." Angel said lost for words.

"What?" Buffy asked confused.

"That was... amazing!" Angel managed to say.

"Really?"

"Yeah, I have never felt this way about anyone before... would I sound stupid if I said I loved you?"

Suddenly Buffy's heart beat faster. He loved her?

"I...I... I didn't think... I'm sorry... I just..." Buffy was shocked.

"Oh, it's ok if you don't feel the same," Angel said getting up.

"No Angel wait," She grabbed the bottom of his shirt. "I do feel the same, I was just scared."

He sat back down.

"Scared of what?"

"That you didn't feel the same."

He gave her that half smile again.

"Well you do now!" They both laughed, and again their lips met.

Angel pulled away. She looked at him confused.

He got up and grabbed her hand, and glanced at his bedroom door.

Buffy immediately understood and reluctantly followed him.

On the bed Angel said to her, "Are you sure you want to do this?"

Buffy nodded and leaned in to kiss him.

He took off her clothes piece by piece, carefully so as not to hurt her, as she took off his.

As he carefully put himself into her, she groaned, but he took no notice.

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Once they were 'finished', Buffy yawned and Angel wrapped his arms around her.

"I love you," he said, looking down at her, smiling.

She looked up from his chest, "I love you to."

Then they both fell asleep.

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