Hi again! I don't know if much people know me. after all, I've only written
one story! x_X. anyways, I try! This is like just a one shot. I don't know
if I should continue. all depends on the reviews I get from all you great
people out there! Hehehehe. anyways, this is just a short fic to see how
Tomoyo feel if Eriol was to be with Kaho.
Its usually Tomoyo and Eriol right? Well, its not that I'm a really BIG fan of E+K, if there is such coupling, but hey. try something new eh?
Disclaimer: To my disappointment, I don't own Cardcaptors, CLAMP owns it.. * cries *
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Tomoyo's Shattered Heart
My World Destroyed By the One I Love
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I watched him from a distance. ever since I fell in love with him, I knew since than that he would never be mine. Yet, for some reason, I tried. I knew that he would never love me back, and that he would fall in love with some other girl. That would make him happier than I would, but I never would have guessed I would loose him to her.
My heart ached with pain as I watched Eriol and Kaho walking together, laughing, and enjoying each other's company. I knew that he didn't like me at all after that day I told him that I was in love with him. after that day, everything changed. my whole world was destroyed, like shattered glass. His words still echoed at the back of my head, over and over, his voice, the things he said to me, kept replaying in my mind as if I was to forever hear him say those horrible words. that ended my world.
We were doing our classroom jobs. I was lost in thought as I was sweeping the classroom floor. Eriol was in charge of straightening the desks. Some how, at the end of the day, all the desks were all crooked and definitely not in line.
I was trying to decide if I should tell Eriol that I love him, right there and than, when suddenly, I bumped into a figure. I was staring at the ground and lifted my head. "Gomen, Sorry!" I said apologetically.
I suddenly stared straight into those midnight orbs of his. I knew if I kept on starring, I would soon be lost and never to be found in those orbs of dark midnight. I blushed, and just starred at the floor. I suddenly found the floor to be very interesting. The most interesting thing in the world actually.
"Tomoyo, is something wrong?" said Eriol. I stayed quiet and continued to stare at the very, VERY interesting floor. I had made up my mind. "Tomoyo! Look at me!" He cupped my chin and lifted my head so I stared him right in the eye. He just looked at me in concern. "Is. there something you want to tell me?" I must have thought he could read my mind or something! "Is. everything ok Tomoyo? You seem lost!" "Um.. Eriol. can I talk to you?" I said in a quiet voice. "Sure."
We sat down at a table. He sat beside me and hugged me. I blushed a crimson red. "Eriol. you know that you mean a lot to me right?" "Of course I know that. why?" "You mean more to me than a friend Eriol. and. I don't know how to say this. but." "But.? But what Tomoyo?" I didn't know if I should tell him or not. my mind was screaming not to tell him, but my heart was fighting my mind so I could tell him. Oh what was I suppose to do? "Eriol.I. I." Speak up Tomoyo, I can hardly hear you!" "Iloveyou." I said it so fast I knew he would ask me to say it again, "Tomoyo, I think that was a little too fast for my ears to catch it, can you say it again?" "Alright. I-Love-You. and its ok if you don't love me back. I'll completely understand and stuff, but please, oh please Eriol, please don't act differently now that you know!" He just sat there. he was speechless. like he was lost in space.
Than he suddenly snapped back to reality and said, "Tomoyo, that's all good and stuff, but I'm afraid I cant love you back. I'm really sorry!" When I looked in his eyes, I knew that he was taken by another girl. there was love and compassion, but it wasn't there for me. some other girl claimed it. I felt tears coming to my eyes, and I tried to hold them back, but it was too late. Tears were streaming down my cheeks. I kept my head low to let my tears flow. I clenched my hands. I didn't know what to say. I just sat there, crying as my nails dug deep into my skin.
"I-I- unders-stand Er-riol, you l-love a-another g-girl r-right?" he didn't answer my question, but I saw him nod his head in yes. "S-so, who is-s it- t?" I said. My voice was completely shaken, and my heart shattered. My world had collided to a halt and shattered into too many piece for me to pick up. "Its. Kaho Tomoyo."
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Well? How was it? Ok. not bad? Sad? I don't know. please review if you want me to continue. I really don't know where this story is going to go, but oh well! Hehehe. neways, R+R ok?
Ja Ne!
Kura- Chan
Its usually Tomoyo and Eriol right? Well, its not that I'm a really BIG fan of E+K, if there is such coupling, but hey. try something new eh?
Disclaimer: To my disappointment, I don't own Cardcaptors, CLAMP owns it.. * cries *
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Tomoyo's Shattered Heart
My World Destroyed By the One I Love
%*%*%*%*% Tomoyo's P.O.V.%*%*%*%*%
I watched him from a distance. ever since I fell in love with him, I knew since than that he would never be mine. Yet, for some reason, I tried. I knew that he would never love me back, and that he would fall in love with some other girl. That would make him happier than I would, but I never would have guessed I would loose him to her.
My heart ached with pain as I watched Eriol and Kaho walking together, laughing, and enjoying each other's company. I knew that he didn't like me at all after that day I told him that I was in love with him. after that day, everything changed. my whole world was destroyed, like shattered glass. His words still echoed at the back of my head, over and over, his voice, the things he said to me, kept replaying in my mind as if I was to forever hear him say those horrible words. that ended my world.
We were doing our classroom jobs. I was lost in thought as I was sweeping the classroom floor. Eriol was in charge of straightening the desks. Some how, at the end of the day, all the desks were all crooked and definitely not in line.
I was trying to decide if I should tell Eriol that I love him, right there and than, when suddenly, I bumped into a figure. I was staring at the ground and lifted my head. "Gomen, Sorry!" I said apologetically.
I suddenly stared straight into those midnight orbs of his. I knew if I kept on starring, I would soon be lost and never to be found in those orbs of dark midnight. I blushed, and just starred at the floor. I suddenly found the floor to be very interesting. The most interesting thing in the world actually.
"Tomoyo, is something wrong?" said Eriol. I stayed quiet and continued to stare at the very, VERY interesting floor. I had made up my mind. "Tomoyo! Look at me!" He cupped my chin and lifted my head so I stared him right in the eye. He just looked at me in concern. "Is. there something you want to tell me?" I must have thought he could read my mind or something! "Is. everything ok Tomoyo? You seem lost!" "Um.. Eriol. can I talk to you?" I said in a quiet voice. "Sure."
We sat down at a table. He sat beside me and hugged me. I blushed a crimson red. "Eriol. you know that you mean a lot to me right?" "Of course I know that. why?" "You mean more to me than a friend Eriol. and. I don't know how to say this. but." "But.? But what Tomoyo?" I didn't know if I should tell him or not. my mind was screaming not to tell him, but my heart was fighting my mind so I could tell him. Oh what was I suppose to do? "Eriol.I. I." Speak up Tomoyo, I can hardly hear you!" "Iloveyou." I said it so fast I knew he would ask me to say it again, "Tomoyo, I think that was a little too fast for my ears to catch it, can you say it again?" "Alright. I-Love-You. and its ok if you don't love me back. I'll completely understand and stuff, but please, oh please Eriol, please don't act differently now that you know!" He just sat there. he was speechless. like he was lost in space.
Than he suddenly snapped back to reality and said, "Tomoyo, that's all good and stuff, but I'm afraid I cant love you back. I'm really sorry!" When I looked in his eyes, I knew that he was taken by another girl. there was love and compassion, but it wasn't there for me. some other girl claimed it. I felt tears coming to my eyes, and I tried to hold them back, but it was too late. Tears were streaming down my cheeks. I kept my head low to let my tears flow. I clenched my hands. I didn't know what to say. I just sat there, crying as my nails dug deep into my skin.
"I-I- unders-stand Er-riol, you l-love a-another g-girl r-right?" he didn't answer my question, but I saw him nod his head in yes. "S-so, who is-s it- t?" I said. My voice was completely shaken, and my heart shattered. My world had collided to a halt and shattered into too many piece for me to pick up. "Its. Kaho Tomoyo."
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Well? How was it? Ok. not bad? Sad? I don't know. please review if you want me to continue. I really don't know where this story is going to go, but oh well! Hehehe. neways, R+R ok?
Ja Ne!
Kura- Chan